New Year! +
Jadi seperti yang sudah saya lakukan sebelum-sebelumnya, tahun ini saya buat post tahun baru lagi, seperti biasa.
Wah, sudah berapa tahun blog ini berdiri? Nggak tahu ya, yang jelas sudah amat sangat lama sekali (pemborosan kata) mulai dari post isinya nggak jelas, sampai post isinya juga nggak jelas lagi (nahlo), sepertinya blog ini berdiri sudah cukup lama. Terlalu lama mungkin (sweatdrop).

Blog ini sudah ada mulai dari masih ngetik pakai komputer PC pentium II, terus pindah ke Windows Vista, terus pindah ke laptop Toshiba, terus pindah lagi ke laptop HP yang ini... Kalau blogku jadi idol mungkin sudah jadi idol senior ya /plak.

Anyway, mari kita bicarakan soal 2016, seperti biasanya post-post akhir tahun berisi.

2016 itu tahun yang hectic sekali, karena ada ujian akhir nasional, kelulusan, dan untuk kesekian kalinya pindah jenjang pendidikan dan pada akhirnya setelah tiga tahun pindah gedung sekolahan. Kalau mau di summary, akan jadi summary yang panjang sekali, karena memang sepanjang tahun isinya sangat berarti semua.

Ada banyak struggle di 2016 yang menjelaskan berbagai banyak hal, dan gara-gara itu akhirnya di akhir 2016 ini sudah sedikit tercerahkan tentang problem-problem itu.

Ih, kalau mau disummary, tahun ini benar-benar embarassing sekali.

Terus, 2017 mau apa?

Yah, sepertinya kalau di-list sekarang juga nggak bakalan bisa terlaksana karena sudah pasti aku bakalan procrastinating, lol.

Lol, pessimistic di awal tahun, lol.

Yang jelas semua orang pasti ingin yang lebih baik dari tahun sebelumnya; entah itu di kehidupan, di nilai, di mana pun...

Yah, mari kita semua berharap yang terbaik untuk hidup kita ke depannya. Semoga nanti (isi dengan harapan masing-masing). Semoga-nya itu banyak pasti, haha, dan pasti ada yang akan terpenuhi, akan ada yang nggak juga.

Ih, ngomong apa, sih.

Ya sudah. Jarang-jarang ini ngetik post langsung pakai bahasa. Padahal tadi sudah rencana mau ngetik pakai opening bahas soal AAA. Tapi ternyata nggak jadi, ya sudah, lol.

Then, semoga tahun 2017 akan lebih baik dari tahun sebelumnya :)

Akemashite omedettou!





/lanjut nonton anime.

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+ posted on 20161231 at 23:06
Penana or Wattpad? +
I am writing from my own house, ay! I went home five days ago; it was tiring, sitting in that 90 degree chair for around ten hours. I was very glad when the train arrived in my hometown.

Recently, I--
no, actually it's only just now.
Just now I was just thinking about all my accounts. I have two accounts where I post my fanfictions, I have one blog to ramble on, three tumblrs and two twitters, and four accounts for publishing my random story.

I should fill it with different stories, yeah? But all I do was just re-post my story and add "also posted in-" in every story.

I have my weebly website, where I post my stories with my friend's.
I have my penana account, where I re-post my stories.
I have wattpad as well. Still empty, though.
Now I have my uni's blog. Not empty, but I have reposted something in there, and added a few of original story which never been posted anywhere.

I was thinking about deleting my weebly website, since I never really posting something in there, and my friend is too. I do think that we don't have any audience, though. Through penana or wattpad, I think we can gain more readers, rather than having a random website like that.

And I wonder, should I delete my wattpad account? Or my penana account? Since wattpad is more popular and well-known, but I already have followers in my penana, plus I got that 'first 400 users' badge in penana, lmao.

Having two accounts are quite tiring, to be honest. I never think of this before, but I think I need to fill it with different stories, not the same one.
I will be keeping both my ao3 and asianfanfics account, though, because it's not a big deal for reposting stories since a lot of people doing it as well, haha.

And recently I made a new tumblr, the safe tumblr one, since my old ones are already tainted with yaoi accounts, and it is not safe to open it in public. I was thinking to make it as a writing-tumblr one, but I already bookmarked a lot of writing-related post in my second tumblr, which is the one with a lot of random yaoi posts. Re-following the writing tumblrs with my third account sounds tiring /sigh/

So, which one to be deleted?
I think I will delete my wattpad. Or just simply leave it there.

What about the weebly one? I don't know. I will ask my friend first.

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+ posted on 20161221 at 22:36
Eyewitness +
Hello.
I am posting from flafla milkshake again (pay me for this ad please) and bless their wifi speed.

Tomorrow is the final test (UAS) and I intended to study in here because I need internet connection to download the material for tomorrow's test but I ended up reading YoongixJimin fanfictions and downloading the latest episode of my new show that I watch recently.

Oh, great Alice, such a smooth introduction to that topic.

I don't want to review the TV show, though, because it's not the main point why I write this post on the first time, but a little review couldn't hurt anyone, right?
So the title is Eyewitness, and it's an American TV Series. I found out about that in tumblr a week ago, and --as expected from a series that has a gay couple in it, I was attracted to it once I saw the first episode in my house last week.

It's like, what, a blessing. This series, I mean. Because it's a mix of criminal and detective-y kind of tv show, like Criminal Minds and such, and it has a freaking cute gay couple. The eighth episode is coming just last night America time, so it's basically yesterday in here.

I already downloaded the newest episode, and I plan to watch it tonight, ho ho ho. I do neglecting my test for tomorrow, but I already craving for this since yesterday.

Anyway, Shadowhunters season 2 is coming next year, and Sherlock season 4 is too. So much tv show to watch! But I'll spend the rest of Christmas with my family back in my home, so I can download it any time I want. Ah, I get my uni off on December so I can go home and calming my butts down.

Anyway, why am I writing this? It's supposed to be an 'I Ramble #2' post but I remembered about the tv show and it just disappear easily. I can write I ramble any time, anyway, so I can write it later. I don't even know why I create that tag anyway, and I don't even think that anyone will read this blog (again, with the negativity) so, well, this is just for my own pleasure.

Well, what else to write? I currently writing 3 fanfictions and I don't have any idea left to be poured onto that, so I think I will stop for a while.

Yesterday I bought that Shadowhunters book, the one with the illustration? Google it on your own since I'm too lazy to search it for you. I supposed to buy Haruki Murakami's Wind-Up Bird Chronicles, but I think it can wait. I have the epub version, but I want the physical version, though, maybe I will buy it next month. Anyway, it's my friend who introduced me to Murakami-sensei. I read Umibe no Kafka last month, and it was great. I, somehow, sensed that this is very Japan like. I mean, the imaginations, the cats, the way the story flows --I think it is just like a complicated story of a Square Enix manga in a very literature way.

I do love this kind of story, though. It's unique, and I agree with a lot of reviews in the internet that said 'Murakami's is not for everyone.'. I do think a lot of people will confuse with the story line, the plot, and the magical world that suddenly pops up out of nowhere in the book. The cat that can talk is weird, but a parallel universe in the middle of a totally normal city? That's even weirder for the 'normal' kind of reader.

Murakami's work has that page-turner magic --I can't stop when reading it. I think it was the first time I fell asleep in the middle of reading session late in the night --I slept with my phone in my hand, in the middle of Umibe no Kafka epub version. I never fall asleep while reading before. It always me deciding to stop, and I placed the book (or my phone) in the right order and I go to sleep.

I remember my uncle once talk to me about Haruki Murakami's work back then when I went to Singapore, but I was too small to understand literary work. Now I regret that, lmao. I could have a set of Murakami's work by now, rather than Percy Jackson's. It's okay, though. With reading Murakami's work now, I can understand the jokes inside there better than when I was a child, and with my (cough) knowledge now, I can understand every and each of the scene inside his book better.

Anyway, it's the time for me to go back to my dormitory.

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+ posted on 20161205 at 20:10
September Post +
It’s September the first when I write this. I am sitting at McDonald right now, running away from my dormitory’s usual Friday Night meeting. Do not think about parties, though. It’s obviously a boring lecture and all. Why McDonald? Because I don’t know any other places that provide aircon and food. I am hungry as heck. This morning I ate nothing, not even mineral water. My late breakfast was around nine in the morning, because I had morning class. The breakfast was not even a good and proper meal. Well, it was proper, actually. It was cooked chicken with rice, but the portion was too small. Uh, maybe it was the average size, but then I was hungry at four o’clock and my head ached at five, so I decided to come to McDonald and eat.

My fingers are freezing when I typed this. I don’t even know whether they will kick me out of this place or not. I have two hours and a half until my laptop’s battery dies. This place doesn’t provide electricity sockets, sadly. If they kick me out, I will have to find another place to stop by.

Anyway, did I write August Post? I believe I did, but I think it was not a normal and usual post. It was a short story, isn’t it? So I took this run away opportunity to write down a post or two. My first intention was to write my short stories project, but, I can do it later.

I’ve been in university lately. Actually it was not that different with high school. I had a proper schedule, and got a lot of homework to do. The main thing that make it wasn’t too different with high school was the classes. I mean, my class’s break was only for a short period, so, why bother went back home when your next class was coming in two hours? So I spent a lot of time in uni doing nothing. When I wasn’t too lazy I would bring my laptop with me and used the wifi. Library was a good place to go because of the aircon, chairs with desks, and the wifi signal. Yesterday I browsed a lot of thing on tumblr, watched a lot of videos, and entertained myself with my laptop. It was a good time, lol.

My fingers are seriously freezing right now. But it’s okay. I like it that way, lol. I like it when my fingers turn white because of the cold weather. Cold because of aircon is also great too, hahahah.

And living in dorm is not that hard, though. Well, aside from those annoying meetings. I managed to do well (I think). I washed my own clothes! Lol, that is really an improvement. And also I washed the dishes as well. I ironed my own clothes… Oh my, I did really well (slapped).

I didn’t experienced homesick, though. Most of my non-local friends are homesick. They missed their home so bad. But I don’t. What a bad daughter. Maybe because I always feel like I’m living by myself since high school? The very different things are the money and meals. I can’t manage my money well in this first month! I hope I can limit my outcome this month.

But The Cursed Child is coming! I mean, I already messaged by Periplus’s staff about this book last month, I believe I already posted the screen capture of it in my instagram. And I decided to buy it this month.
Plus, Dan and Phil’s new book is coming this month too! Like, what the heck, why are they being so active? I don’t have money to buy it, please. I’m afraid they will do Asia Tour for TATINOF. Or for Dan and Phil Go Outside. Asia Tour, yes, please, but go to Jogjakarta instead of Jakarta, please? So I can see you here, lol. I believed they won’t do Asia Tour and go here, though.

Oh gosh, I want to buy extra sundae but the queue is too long; I can’t safely leave my laptop unattended in my table, don’t I? Let’s just wait for the shorter queue.

Let’s end this post right here! Because I want to start writing! Hopefully, my first semester in uni will going well. And I hope my friends will do well too!

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+ posted on 20160902 at 19:12
Updates! +
So I haven't post since one month ago, and actually I didn't have a spare night tonight but I decided to write again in this blog.

Hello!
There's a lot of things happen in the beginning of 2016. The most important thing that I've been waited from a long time is my graduation, and that also follows by my national final exam. I didn't pass three of six subjects, but I don't care. Really.

My school's graduation party went great. I dressed in kebaya and I did my own make up and hairdo. I didn't look as fab as the others, but I was very satisfied with my own work. Sadly Azki wasn't in the party so, well, I wished I can take a photo with him, but nah. I didn't mind it too much, tho, since I managed to do a proper apology to him, ahaha.

Enough about graduation. (I think I will write about it later, tho.)
The bad surprise was also coming to my family this year. My grandpa died. It was quite a chaotic morning when my mum called my father about the news. It was the second day of my national final exam, it was chemistry.

My mum left to Bali two weeks before the news, because my uncle suddenly called. He said that grandpa was sick. It was Sunday, if I'm not mistaken. Idk. And the whole family left to Bali immediately. I was alone in the house! Yay! I even made two songs because nobody was in the house. I watched DAPG videos until late and woke up very early on the next day to feed my cats on the second house.
Yes, I was looking after two houses.

I was free for, I don't know, three days? Four days? I don't remember. Then my father came home since my sister was having exam week too. And then I was going to face chemistry test when the phone call came...

I made a post about my alone days in the house, I don't really sure why I made it but then it can be a blog post material, so, yeah.

Fast forward to May, I had a STMKG entrance test in Surabaya. I passed the first test but the second wasn't. Actually I don't really look forward to this school because if I was accepted, I was afraid I can't survive there, lmao. It was a semi-military school, and I wasn't sure I can keep up with the tension there.
I had a quite fun time in my neighbour's house in Surabaya, tho.

And then I was singing in the very first Japanese event in Jember! Yay! I sang Yuki Kajiura and Revo's Sajin no Kanata He. With Haruu and Kharisma-senpai too, of course. I won't have a link to those kind of things if it's not Haruu. To be honest, she was the one who was invited, but she tagged us along and, yay, the performance went good! One of the judges (Xhinji-san) was very impressed, lmao. He talked about us in his note. Before this, I don't even think about the fun when the audience cheered for you, lmao.

Anyway, I still have four more uni tests to do. Need to study, since the main test (what) will  be held on May 31st. Pray for me, please.

Anyway, I will post my daily post (what) when I was alone in the house.

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+ posted on 20160524 at 21:03
Can I Not +
Hello.

So I was looking through my old posts here, and I found that very very embarrassing, like, oh my God, who writes with too much dots and question mark?? And the way I write, lmao, I'm glad I can be better by now. Maybe if I read these post when I'm a little bit older, maybe I will find this funny too. Especially with this broken!grammar.

Why I write that with au! style, lmao.

So, when I was doing that, aside from realizing how creepy I am, I found something in particular, which made me cringe too much when I read that. What is that? Uh, I don't really want to write it here, but, well, since nobody read this, anyway /shrugs my shoulders.

My oldest post was from January 2009. It was one year after SHINee's debut, lmao, but I didn't know SHINee as well as today, hahaha. So back to the topic, my oldest post was from Jan 2009, at least what my archive said. So when I clicked that, and read several posts, I realized that there's always this someone who always appeared in my post. Who was that? I think y'all can guess.

And, what, I mentioned her in, like, every post I updated, and suddenly I felt like some creepy and cringe-able fan of her. It is cringe-able, if you ask me. Go check it yourself. No, don't.

Then I remember that she's the only one who had a blog like me, hahaha, so, we did an exchange post in turn to filled up our blog. Then two of my friends joined this blog thing, and then everyone is forgetting their blog and I'm the only one who keep loyal to this.

Anyway, I should study by now, but, oh, well.

I remember how I wrote such an emotional post back then, a day in my peaceful secondary high school life, when we both still a freshman and only have each other since everyone's still a stranger. I think I'm luckier, tho, because I still had someone I knew in my new class. And until now I still regret how can't we be in the same class. Now we're even on the different school, by the way.

What is this post's purpose actually...

I like my secondary high school life, it's more fun than high school, actually, haha. But to be honest I think I don't want to back in that freshman year, where I was still messed up by something and I didn't old enough to realize what it was and how to deal with that. The rest of my secondary high school life was like that too, actually, but during second and third year I could handle it better than my first year.
And today I can handle it perfectly well, thanks to my own self.

WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT.

LUKE HEMMINGS IS CUTE.

Yes.

He is.

The rest of them are cute too, actually, why I keep distracted by cute guys, why, just why.
And lately I've been listening to their songs a lot! Thanks to my English tutor who played Amnesia for a 'fill in the blank lyric' game. The song was good, so I searched up 5 Seconds of Summer, and, ta-dah! Now I follow all of them both on twitter and instagram. And snapchat.

My Asian-Fever has already left me a few months ago, I kept watching non-Asian people these days, hahaha.
And the best thing about stanning an English-languaged artist, band or Youtuber? It's that we don't have to wait for subtitles because we can understand what are they saying! Yaaas. I've been watcing UK's Youtuber lately, and I found their accent was quite hard to understand (especially for some people like Marcus and Alfie. I can understand Zoe, Jamie, Dan and Phil better than them). Connor's was the best because I can hear almost all the things he said. And Tyler's too!

And I can actually remember 5SOS's member in just one day. Compare that to the struggle I've made with memorizing EXO's member, or even Bangtan's member, and not to mentioned Red Velvet's member! I still can't know which one is Yeri, which one is Seulgi.
It's funny when you can remember right away that "Oh this one is Luke!! And this one is Ash!! And this is Mike!! And Cal!!"
Their voices are also quite easy to remember. I recognized Cal's voice right away, because he has that type of voice which is... kinda different with the others. And actually Mike's is also quite easy but, I don't know, I feel like he's the one who sings the first verse of The Only Reason, is that correct?

So-

I watched the newest episode of Shadowhunters today, and I watched it with no subtitles again! Just like what I did to episode 9. I didn't managed to hear all of the conversation clearly to my liking, but I can caught many words to understand the story. I'm happy with that improvement, lmao.

Let's call it a day now!
Gooood bye!
/say it in Phil's closing tone ;)

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+ posted on 20160316 at 22:52
Leave This Blue Neighbourhood +
I don't know I can attach to this new thing so badly, lmao. Recently I've been watching Con's videos every Monday and waiting for Shadowhunters' new episode every week-

And look at that - casually typing Connor as Con like that

-and I can't be more agree if all these American things are making my ears better at hearing English words. I still watch Shadowhunters with english subtitle, just for clearing few words. Yesterday when I watched Deadpool I tried to not looking at the Indonesian subtitle, and, I managed to catch words that was different with the Indonesian translation. When they translate, they will simplify few words, right, and sometimes it doesn't suite the real meaning at all. It is far better if you can catch the actual audio - correct English, correct meaning.

Well, I hope that this can increase my score at listening section in toefl test.

And, also, Troye's songs are playing in my playlist recently, followed with Ed Sheeran's. What's going on with me, lmao, why I listen to English songs suddenly, hahahahahahaha.

Anyway why the title is like that.

It's just another rant about my friends, actually. I just dislike their actions, I really want to make new surrounding, new friends, new identity...

What if the new things screwed up and they eventually become the same as the old one?

/shrug my shoulder in every Alec way possible/

Alec Lightwood, yes, watch the TV show and you will know how grateful I am to the production team because all those #malec thingy.

Hahahahahahaha I'm not sorry.

I should back to study, actually. Another try outs, and tomorrow is physic. My weakest subject. Um, actually every scientific subject is my weak spot.

How will I survive the final exam.

Sighs.

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+ posted on 20160218 at 22:50
Shingeki no Deadpool +
I went to watch Deadpool this night with couple of friends, and let me tell you; don't watch a movie with a lovebird couple; really. I mean, don't watch with your friend who brings along his/her boy/girlfriend, even though the two of them are your friends too.

The movie was all right; it was cool and the battle scene was so gorgeous, but don't mind the movie.

When I was immersed by the scenes, my friends (who is a couple, by the way) were doing something I can't see (because it's a movie theater, please) and I bet they were poking each other's arm. They were giggling all over the wrong scenes to be laughed at.

Well, I wasn't disturbed by it, because, man, we're watching a movie here.

 And this noon I watched Shingeki no Kyojin's live action at school. Actually it was pretty cool if I didn't know the real story - or if I didn't watch the anime. I bet the rant about it was already all over the internet, but I just watch it this noon, so, yeah.

There's no Levi! They add Shikishima instead, who was evil and tried to destroy the second wall, lmao. And no Erwin and his eyebrows! They add, uhm, someone I didn't remember the name, the one who can transform into the colossal titan.
And, hello, the only female titan is Annie - but there were so many female titans on the show.
And if I'm not mistaken, colossal titan is... Berthold...?

Too much different plots; or maybe they purposely make it like that? It's possible.

Kanata Hongo is cute as always - and his age is way too far from Haruma Miura, lmao. Kiko is beautiful but I don't think she's suitable for Mikasa. Hanji is great! I don't remember who played Hanji, but she's good at portraying her.


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+ posted on 20160213 at 22:22
December Post +
Hello, and good evening, because it's 9:33 pm when I wrote this.

I'm typing with this brand new Hewlett Packard laptop, just saying, because I just simply want to test the keyboard. Not test, actually, just, I need to get used to this quickly because I still need to finish my story project.

My story project, tho, is not progressing at all. Still stuck in chapter 8 I think, and still 3 chapter to go. The deadline is on December, because he wants to launch our book in December. But, I don't know if I can finish it on time because my cousin come and I'll (I hope so) go to Bali on December 20th.
He already asked about this on Whatsapp, and, yeah, I said that I still on chapter 8 so far. We have one finished script, so I think he can publish it first. I haven't paid my publishing fee anyway.

So, let's move to a less-depressing topic.

So, just like I mentioned above, I am testing this new keyboard. Feels wrong in my fingers, since it's technically larger, but it feels nice. I still slipped for some keys tho, but I'm good. I'll manage this keyboard very soon!

But sadly, this laptop doesn't have Microsoft office on the inside. Right now I'm downloading it from the internet (after I download Google Chrome from Internet Explorer, lol)
And the brightness! Oh my Godness, the brightness, I can't control the brightness! I've been through all my chatrooms, asking from one to another whether they know how to adjust it but, sadly everyone doesn't know how to do it.

Fine. I think I can managed it pretty soon.

That's all for today, I think?

Oh, and I got my Connor Franta book this month! It contains a lot pretty picture taken by Connor (maybe?) and the paper smell nice, what. I'm so grateful to my cousin's family; they gave me a lot of things. Like seriously, a lot.

Okay, that's all.

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+ posted on 20151209 at 21:45
Jamie, Hey, Jamie +
Heck I should post this before I post the story. Well, whatever.

As I stated in my previous post, I currently read The Mortal Instrument's Series. I still stuck on book two, tbh, and I believe I can finish it tonight. I read the pdf. version, because it's cheaper than buy the paper book on the bookstore, hahah, sorry Cassandra.

I remember the books were shining in the book shelf, but I didn't interested at that moment because the title sounds funny to me. Then I watched the movie and recognized Jamie Campbell Bower there, and I downloaded all the book's e-book.

But I didn't read it immediately afterward.

I remember my group chat talk about this few years ago, but I didn't interested back then, hahahah. Sachi sent us a few pictures about it (which still I keep in my folder) and talk about this and that and etc. etc...

Then just four days ago I accidentally watch the movie on Fox's Movies and, well, then I saw that scene when Clary said that 'Is Alec in love with Jace?' and suddenly my mind is like WAITTT I THINK I NEED TO READ THIS.

So, my original intention to read this was only to read Alec's story.
With Jace.
Nah, not anymore.
Alec with Magnus.

Okay.

Hahahahahahaha Cassandra you really know how to capture your reader's heart.

This is pretty risky, actually, since gay is not that acceptable at that time, but according to The Bane's Chronicle's intro:

This is for the people—they know who they are—who write letters and e-mails, and come up at signings, and say Magnus and Alec mean a lot to them.

 I think gay-thingy is inviting people's concern.

HAHAHAHAHAH.

Of course they mean a lot.

Oh my God, I'm so outdated I feel ashamed.

Since I have tiny interest in western yaoi stories-

I use the term yaoi, because, uh, I'm more comfortable with that word, sorry.

-so I was surprised that this slight story about Alec and Magnus could make me feel that way when I read Japanese or Korean yaoi stories.
I mean, you know how fangirls turn on their fangirl engine. That thing, yes, when you smiled so wide at A's action towards B's because it's so sickeningly sweet but in this case person A and B were on the same gender.

Maybe because Magnus is half Asian hahaha.
I never liked western yaoi stories, idk why. I prefer Asians.

:3





update
I think I deleted the pictures Sachi sent to us

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+ posted on 20151104 at 20:58
Maso Night With SoundCloud +
Halo, sudah lama nggak post ya.
Hahaha.
Kerjaan numpuk plus laptop nggak bisa hidup kalau nggak di charge terus, jadinya ya males mau mindah-mindah laptop ke deket kabel Ethernet.
Ini post geje sebenarnya, biar ada update-an ajasih.

Malam ini aku ngusungi meja lipat ke deketnya kabel ethernet, dan aku update segala sesuatu yang belum ku update di laptop ini; anime, MV, apps, lagu, apapun...
Dan akhirnya iseng buka soundcloud!

Aku punya akun ini lama banget, entah dari kapan. Tapi isinya sama sekali tidak berkualitas lol. Suara pas-pasan gini pede amat bikin akun soundcloud. Alhasil aku seringnya ngiri dengerin para utaite itu berkumandang di TL huhuhu.

Kenapa mereka bisa bagus banget ya, duh, karena mereka suaranya pada bagus-bagus ugh. Ditambah lagi mic yang bikin rekaman jadi jernih dan mixing yang bagus! Aku mah apa atuh, asal nempel di audacity hahahahahaha /nanges/
Terberkatilah semua yang suaranya bagus dan para mic yang bagus pula.

Tbh aku ada obsesi beli mic sama launchpad, tapi, hmmmm...
Someday aja beli launchpadnya, mau buat apa launchpad tapi nggak bisa make. Atau beli itu, yang punya Yoongi, apa itu launchpad juga? Aku nggak tau namanya, hmm. Sekarang cukup pake keyboard ajadeh ya ahahaha.

Omong-omong soal soundcloud, aku pingin banget bisa mecah suara ._.
Sudah kucoba sih, tapi jatuhnya nggak begitu pas dan cuma bisa di beberapa part aja. Selama ini coveranku jarang banget yang mecah suara hahaha. Someone ajari aku!!

Dan aku juga pingin belajar gitar! Sepertinya bikin lagu pakai gitar itu lebih mudah daripada pakai keyboard/piano. Ah, maksudku, kalau pakai piano kan aneh kalau cuma pencet chord aja berulang-ulang, kalau gitar kan meskipun ada variasi genjrengannya juga kan kalau cuma chord biasa kan udah bagus dengerinnya!
If you know what I mean, btw.

Nanti kalau sudah bisa cari uang sendiri, nabung beli segala hal yang berhubungan sama music making dan recording!!

Omong-omong soal recording, asyik banget rasanya ngelihat proses pembuatan album ya. Ah, maksudku, waktu mereka recording tracknya, bikin teaser music clipnya, dan bikin liriknya!
Ah, aku ngomongin BTS sebenarnya.
Ada rasa iri, unyu, keren, asyik gimanaaa gitu, waktu lihat mereka (Namjoon, Yoongi sama Hoseok khususnya) composing lagu bareng, nyamain lirik dan part-part mereka...
Lihat bangtan bomb yang 'What Am I To You' deh, entah tanggal berapa itu. Rasanya mereka sibuk banget deh disitu, dan semuanya jadi serius mood hahaha.
Kapan aku bisa bikin lagu dengan baik dan genah hmmm.

Oke, sudah malam.
Besok Senin, dan aku belum mandi.
Gutbai~

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+ posted on 20150920 at 21:44
Another Hana no Mizo Shiru +
This is another straight-away-post! This time I just finished re-read Hana no Mizo Shiru for the nth time already. I don't know how many I've reread this manga, I just love the story too much and the artwork is just too beautiful too.

Well, I just want to write about how much my chest hurts after I finished reading this -like, everytime, even though I know the story well already, even though I've read it too many time.

Personally, I will say that the main character's nature is a quite the same with mine -but this is a syndrom that will make us the reader feel like "ohmy, this article is so me!" (usually it's a horoscope article or something like that), so, well, please excuse me for that issue.

Misaki Shouta's character is quite similar with mine; the 'go-away-I-can-stand-by-myself' thing, and the contradiction of it as well; the 'I-need-you-so-much-so-please-don't-leave-me-alone-will-you' thing.
Uhm, please bear with this embarassing post. I don't even sure why I write this on the first place.

What makes me like this manga too much is the author's beautiful angsty story here. Is this manga can be categorized as angst? I don't know, but this makes my head and my chest hurts so much every time I read this so -well, I considered this thing as an angst, for me, though. Or is it hurt/comfort?

I remember when I read this manga for the first time, when I finished it, I leaned on the wall and sighed and did that fangirl pose when you just see something beautiful, like when you see two cats cuddle together and you went like 'Aaaaahhhh so cuteeee it hurts ohmyohmy I can die in peace right nowwww'

. . . . . d-do you u-understand it?

I mean, look, when Misaki regretted himself why he's born as a boy instead of girl, and look at his expression there -it's so damn sad and Takarai Rihito-sensei doing a great job on her drawings there!
And my most favourite part is the extra on final chapter, when Arikawa was leaving Misaki because his mom called him to help with the chores since his grandma collapsed. It's my favourite, but it also so damn sad and sweet and 'I can't take it anymore!' mixed together.

When Arikawa didn't show up because he needed to stay in his parent's home longer, Misaki slept in Arikawa's room because he missed him and he wondered why two weeks can be that long.
It's like Misaki missed Arikawa but he could do nothing since he know that Arikawa can't go home straight away for him. Misaki started to forget how lonely he was when he was left by his grand father. And when he smashed himself in the pile of Arikawa's futon in his room, it hits me. I don't know why, but it just hits me. Then the first thought that crossed my mind is how nice if we have someone to wait for, to be held when we are in hard times, to be talked to if we feel bad, and to be randomly hugged just because we feel like it.

Oh, well, this kind of relationship is not a 'high-school romance life' step anymore, I think. Blame all that fanfiction and all that yaoi manga I've read all this time!

But weirdly, I never feel such a tight feeling like this when I read normal romance fiction. You know, even if it's not a full-romance story, books like Divergent and The Hunger Games - their stories are good, really, they need to survive together and that's sweet, ikr, but, nah, they are good, and that's all! Just good, nothing more. But when I read a yaoi fanfiction, or a yaoi manga like this amazing work of Rihito-sensei, sometime I got this feeling. Screw my mind.

And, back to the main topic of this lame post, I think it's not "oh, their character is quite the same with mine!" but "I envy them because they have someone to take care of them."
It's pretty different, then.

Sorry I can't think straight -it's twelve thirty in the morning right now.

Still, the sentence is correct. It doesn't have to be a lover, actually, a friend, a very close friend is enough. Since I don't really have a friend like that, so, well, maybe it's only my nature to want something like that....
Nah it's sounds like a pervert ohmygod.

Last word!!! Hana no mizo shiru is a great work -no doubt, and... and I like it too much...
(I erased my original sentence.)

Please just ignore what you've read just now, thank you.

Good night!

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+ posted on 20150719 at 23:00
Ansatsu kyoushitsu to watashi no class - opinion +
Jadi, ini post kilat setelah selama tiga jam baca ansatsu 4 volume di depan laptop nonstop. Nggak pakai kacamata lagi //mataku bertahanlah.

Warning, long post with subject which is very weaboo. So, please leave if you don't like, thank you.
Dan ini topik seputar manga Assassination Classroom (atau ansatsu biar cepet) oleh Matsui Yuusei. In general, mungkin bisa dicerna bagi yang nggak pernah baca manganya atau nonton animenya, tapi disarankan baca/nonton biar lebih greget dan ngeh gitu! //promosi
Dan karena Karma yang kubicarakan disini adalah seorang anak laki-laki rambut merah nyebelin dan bikin greget orang yang mirip Seijurou Akashi, bukan kata 'karma' yang berarti... berarti apa ya? //buka kamus

Dan, firstly, kehidupan perfect memang cuma ada di fiksi. Nggak mungkin kita dapat guru bahasa Inggris pembunuh bayaran kayak Irina, dan orang yang pinternya nggak tanggung kayak Asano.
Tapi paling nggak, setiap fiksi paling geje sekalipun ada moral valuenya. Dan Ansatsu ini moral valuenya jelas banget, pasti ada di setiap chapter atau di setiap permasalahan.
Moral valuenya banyaaak; jangan jadi orang sok lah, kita kudu pantang menyerah lah, kita kudu manfaatin segala kemampuan yang kita miliki lah, pokok banyak deh. (makanya, baca deh komiknya //lho)

Tapi yang mau aku tulis disini cuma masalah kelasnya.

Kelas 3-E itu isinya anak-anak yang, eh, istilahnya paling jelek di seluruh sekolah, ya nggak sih. Dan somehow ada satu orang yang-

bukan, Korosensei bukan orang.

-satu makhluk yang bisa bikin satu kelas itu jadi kompak dengan berbagai permasalahan yang ada. Dan masalah kelas ini bikin aku inget sama kelasku sendiri.

Kelasku, hahahahahaha, biasa aja sih sebenarnya. Tapi kesenjangannya itu lho, meskipun nggak sebesar kelas satu dulu, di kelas dua ini masih ada. Sudah berkali-kali kita ngadain 'honest-talk' tapi rasanya feeling 'nggak-bakal-bisa-jadi-satu' itu masih ada dan kentara banget.

Jadi, apakah kita butuh makhluk geje, mesum, plus baik hati yang bertentakel kuning buat bikin kelas kita jadi kompak?
Yak, sapa mau cosplay jadi Korosensei? //no

Menurutku, kelas 3-E itu bisa jadi kompak karena mereka punya satu tujuan yang sama, yaitu ngebunuh Korosensei. Disamping itu, cara ngebunuh makhluk aneh bertentakel kuning itu bisa dilakukan kalau mereka kerja sama. Nah, disitu letak permasalahannya. Kelas 3-E jadi kompak gara-gara mereka kerja sama satu kelas buat ngerencanain pembunuhan si guru bertentakel itu.

Oke, kalimat itu agakan gimana gitu ya //plak

Dan, lanjut, karena ini rencana pembunuhan, mereka harus bisa meng-eksplor sumber daya manusia yang ada di kelas itu. Intinya mereka jadi harus megenal satu sama lain dan ngerti potensi yang ada di satu sama lain. Contohnya si Itona. Sebenarnya dia anak geje nyebelin yang tiba-tiba muncul nyerang Korosensei pake tentakel punya dia sendiri. Tapi setelah tentakelnya ngilang, dan anak kelas 3-E baik-baik ke dia, ternyata si Itona guna juga 'kan? Dia pinter ngutek-ngutek alat elektronik gitu, jadi bisa bantuin temennya ngintip celana dalam cewek. NO. Jadi bisa bantuin temennya keluar dari penjara waktu kena trap di chapter 108.

Dan, kayaknya, si Itona bisa lepas dari tentakelnya gara-gara anak kelas 3-E nyelametin dia nggak sih? Jadi, peran penting dalam membuat kekompakan kelas kalau mengacu pada kelas 3-E yaitu ... Jangan dendam, jadilah anak yang pemaaf, jangan terlalu kebakar emosi! Nah.

Bisa dilihat di sepanjang chapter... Setiap kali ada karakter nyebelin baru yang masuk jadi penghuni kelas 3-E (jadi anak kelas itu maksudnya) anak kelas yang lama bakalan sebel pada awalnya. Terus ntar si Korosensei nyadarin bahwa ada sesuatu yang bikin anak itu berkelakuan nyebelin gitu, dan anak kelas 3-E bakalan "Oh, makanya dia berkelakuan gitu ya?" dan mereka bakalan berusaha buat menyadarkan si anak nyebelin itu biar nggak nyebelin, dan ending-endingnya si anak nyebelin itu bisa jadi kekuatan tersendiri bagi mereka buat nyempurnain rencana ngebunuh Korosensei.

That's the point, kalau ada satu anak nyebelin di kelas, kita kudu tahu kenapa mereka kok bisa nyebelin, dan menemukan solusinya BERSAMA-SAMA. Bukannya malah pakai cara endless nyindir. //sorry not sorry

Oke. Stop. Sampai sini kayaknya sudah amat sangat menggurui. Maafkan saya. Tapi curcolan ini masih berlanjut.

Sepanjang aku baca ansatsu ini (di lepi, dengan mata terpancar radiasi desktop selama berjam-jam uhuhu) aku beneran ngiri sama kondisi kelasnya. Bukan ruang kelasnya sih. Bobrok gitu -3- //eh
Tapi sama isi kelasnya. Kelas 3-E itu isinya komplit, ada yang tukang onar, ada yang pinter banget, ada yang diem, ada yang biasa aja... pokok lengkap lah. Yang bikin aku seneng itu mereka bisa bikin keragaman itu jadi suatu kekuatan. Yah, meskipun disini kekuatan membunuh gurunya, sih. Dan mereka ber... ber berapa itu satu kelas? Pokok, mereka semua itu saling percaya satu sama lain, yang endingnya bikin mereka betah di kelas itu dan nggak mau pindah ke kelas lain yang lebih baik.

Yah, sekali lagi saya ketikkan, kehidupan perfect itu cuma ada di fiksi.

To be honest, I never felt that same feeling in my class. Is it just me, or, when the rumor that our soon third grade's classmate will be re-mixed announced, I didn't feel like "Oh, what?? But I don't want that!". I just accepted the news easily and "Oh, really? It's okay then,". I'm not sorry.

That's why, baca Ansatsu ini benar-benar menyenangkan.

Yah, disamping aku baca karena NagisaxKarma sih.

Dan, OH, ada satu hal yang kurang di kelasku di sekolah. KITA NGGAK PERNAH DAPET GURU YANG NGERTI KITA KAYAK KOROSENSEI.

Well, nggak mungkin banget sih, sebenarnya, kita punya guru yang bakalan benar-benar tau kondisi kelas kita luar dalam, karena kalo di real life kita cenderung menghindari guru, ahahahahaha.

Tapi, the lack of teacher itu yang sebenarnya bisa bikin kelas berpotensi untuk amburadul.

Kalau diperhatikan sejak chapter awal-awal, yang bikin semua anak di kelas 3-E semangat itu Korosensei. Yang nyeramahin mereka pas ada anak nyebelin itu Korosensei. Yang nyadarin dan ngerubah sifat anak nyebelin itu Korosensei (Karma tuh huahaha). Jadi kalau diliat-liat si guru itu juga pegang peran penting buat keselamatan, no, kesejahteraan anak didiknya.

Oke, mungkin sampai sini bakal ada yang argumen
"Lho, kan ada BK, kan biasanya guru itu bakalan nyeramahin anak nakal gitu, tapi lihat hasilnya, nggak efektif!"

Yah, lihat dulu nyeramahinnya gimana.

Entah ya, apakah di dunia nyata beginian bisa berhasil apa enggak aku juga nggak tahu. Tapiii, gimana kalau nyeramahinnya pake cara baik-baik? Maksudku, bukan dengan "Kamu jangan ngerokok! Ngerokok bisa bikin kamu penyakitan!" tapi dengan lebih mencontohkan hasil nyata dari perbuatannya. Kalau langsung ngelarang gitu bakalan malah bikin si anak jadi makin pingin ngelakuin!
Dan bukan dengan dipanggil ke kantor dan diceramahin, tapi dengan si guru ngomongin santai macam sambil makan di kantin gitu deh.

Ah, mbulet ah.

Jadi, ini sudah hampir jam dua pagi dan aku semakin ngantuk. Ini curcolan semakin ngawur saja isinya.

Jadi, balik ke masalah kelas.

Ada satu lagi masalah yang bikin kelas jadi nggak enak. Anak pendiam! Berdasarkan referensi dari kehidupan sehari-hari, anak pendiam biasanya bakalan terus didiamkan.... teruusss dan terus hingga akhir masa sekolahnya, dan biasanya dia cuma bakalan punya beberapa teman aja, yang nggak jarang juga sama diamnya.
Gimana kalau dibikin kayak masalahnya si Okuda Manami si maniak kimia di 3-E... Dia kan pendiam tuh (yah, berdasarkan apa yang digambarkan di komiknya, sih) dan cara anak kelas 3-E buat dia nggak terlalu kuper itu dengan membuatnya bisa melebarkan sayap dengan kemampuannya, yaitu ahli kimia. Dan, yak, bisa dibilang sekarang si Okuda jadi pemasok racun-racun dan ramuan-ramuan lain buat rencana pembunuhan Korosensei.

That's another point, jangan sindir anak pendiam gara-gara diamnya. Find their skill first, then let them spread their wings.
Yah, misal ada anak pendiam gamer otaku yang suka mojok di kelas dengan headset terpasang dan mata terpaku di layar hape yang ternyata lagi muter anime ecchi terbaru //what. Eh, ternyata dia pinter fisika! Yah, jangan malah dihina gara-gara suka nonton ecchi-nya. Bikin dia merasa terbutuhkan, minta mereka ngerjain soal-soal fisika yang kita nggak paham, dan thank them for that. Ulangi cycle itu, sampai mereka ngerasa "Ah, ternyata temenku ngebutuhin aku juga."
Well, kalau itu anak nggak mau ngebuka diri juga ya berarti dia yang agakan geje. //gak

//btw itu "anak gamer otaku yang suka mojok di kelas dengan headset terpasang dan mata terpaku di layar hape yang ternyata lagi muter anime ecchi terbaru" berasal dari karangan saya semata. Tidak merujuk pada seseorang tertentu yang saya kenal.
//ngakak

Apalagi ya...

Ah, pokok intinya kelas 3-E itu keren deh. Anak-anaknya saling mensupport, they trust each other, dan yang paling penting mereka merasa nyaman sama kondisi kelas mereka walaupun belajar di gedung bobrok di tengah gunung gitu. I want that class so badly - but, well, all I can do is accepting what I have now.
Dan mereka punya Korosensei yang bisa ngesupport mereka dalam kondisi apapun dengan kekuatan Mach-nya itu. I want that kind of teacher!!

//sedot idung

Dan untuk mengakhiri post geje ini... alangkah baiknya untuk tetap sadar diri dan menyadari bahwa kelas seperti itu sangat susah untuk didapatkan....

Oyasumi ~

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+ posted on 20150717 at 23:12
November Post +
November post again, because I can't think of any good title.

November is surely passing by too fast; I don't even realize it's 16th of November already. My younger sister's birthday is just three days more and your birthday is only a few hours more. I won't write a crappy short story again tho, it's kinda silly I think. Still, I can't give you a proper 'happy birthday' greeting. Tomorrow I will attend my class like usual and sat quietly on my desk with happy birthday song played on my mind. I'm sure everyone know your birthday date.

Well, my final semester exam is on December 1st. Tania comes on 14th, while my holiday is on 20th. She only have 10 days in Indonesia, idk why. I hope she's staying longer, tho. She will arrive on Bali, and spend her 10 days there. I will go to Bali too, but only for six days. Sucks my school, I have Final Semester Activity to do with my class. I hope I don't needed too much by my class so I can go to Bali earlier.

Anyway, I'm not sure how will I meet her next month. We've been on twitter together, and idk what's on her mind while watching my crappy English tweets. Sometimes I use foul words without thinking and, hell, I hope she doesn't tell her mom about that. I wonder if she recognize my account, tho. I've been changing my username from 2nd_Arisu10 to ppyongtae, and with that, my first twitter account is being an official fangirl account. I don't have any school friend followers, except for those who are kpop fans too. Idk if she knows ppyongtae is me, lol. She did RTs some of my tweets, tho.
I hope we aren't going too awkward next month.

Final semester exam is near, I NEED TO STUDY HARD because, hell, I don't feel like study lately. When my phone is gone, I online almost every night on my PC. Not studying, but updating some BTS news. Ha ha ha, and a few fanfictions. D-7 from exam I need to stop my fangirl activity!

Okay, that's all for this month. Maybe I will update one post on my sister's birthday.

Oh, and, Happy Birthday! I hope you can reach your dream and don't grow taller. I'm almost as tall as you, so don't you dare to grow taller than now. You still on the first rank, don't worry. Be careful on your school, too. I wish you all the best, then.

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+ posted on 20141116 at 20:40
October Post - Complicated Things +
It's 12:27am when I write this; on my sister's laptop and facing a bunch of paper works. My wi-fi is broken, so I can't use it as a wi-fi anymore. It has to be connected through a yellow cable and become an ethernet connection. I can't use my own laptop because its battery is broken since... 3 years ago? It need to be charged all the time, so it isn't very nice to move it away from my study table inside my room.

This year is not going well, for me. The second year of high school is a very fun year, most of people said. It is fun indeed; my new class is not as bad as the old one, meets new people, going back innto my fangirl mode, being the senior on the school club, and etc. etc. But it is going harder as well; the lessons, the homeworks, the activities...

On the first day of being a second grader I told myself to study harder, start thinking about the future school, start to planning about this and that, and other thing that connected with 'my-future-life'. But it's not going well like I imagined. It's my own fault, I think. The main problem is I can't focus to one thing; both from the school side and from myself. Wait, let me explain.

My father always told me that us people is not perfect. It is just right to not being super on math but genius on literature. Each people has its own specialty. But the school nowadays -the Indonesian school- is not using that phrase. We need to get A or minimum B- on every subject to pass. So we can't focus to one subject that we mastered the most. Or else we can't pass.

I have a hard time in learning the science subjects; Science Math, Physic, and Chemist. It's not like I can't calculate the amount of energy. I just need to study more intensely and seriously. I already have a study-plan in my mind, but it always failed because I have no time.

Then, I can't focus to one thing because I get bored easily. I have a plan (again. Count how many plans I have in this post).) to regularly make a short story and gather it as a book and publish it. Or just simply send it to a magazine. It walked smoothly at first. I had done thirteen short story, but because it's mainly a random things (which I think the girly magazine I aimed to will not accept that kind of story) I think to make a new one.
And until now I haven't done a single page. I have three drafts of fanfictions, a bunch of drafts of my short story, and (maybe) two or three novel-possible ideas. I just can't manage my mood.

And manage my time! I need to study, I need to finish a LOT of proposals, invitation, and my club's secretary works, and I need to watch all those unwatched k-dramas and anime. I have 'Let Me Hear Your Voice' and 'It's Okay, That's Love' unwatched. I have 'Love Stage!', 'Free! Eternal Summer', 'Haikyuu!', 'Soul Eater', 'Black Butler Season 1,2', and 'Natsume Yuujinchou Season 1,2'. Oh God.

And I still need to download Haikyuu and Love Stage; and a LOT of k-pop videos I haven't watch yet like BTS American Hustle Life ep 6-8 (plus all the unreleased cuts), SHINee's latest activity, and 48Family activity!

Then this year's problem is money! Everything is getting expensive; my money oh my money. I bought BTS Dark&Wild on the previous month, that's the first time I bought an album with my own money lol. I need to pay my class shirt, class jersey and any other things. I want to buy this and that (Taemin's ACE, Akmu's Play, BTS N.O shirt, and Japanese School Bag) but I have no money left for those unimportant things.
It's important.
No, it's not.

Oh and I've been distracted by BTS lately. I SERIOUSLY NEED TO MANAGE  MY TIME because I kept a bunch of taekook and yoonmin and namjin fanfic on my phone haha. Just in case I'm bored or something.

Well, it's 1:21am already.
Always wish me a luck, good night.

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+ posted on 20141009 at 01:27
Hello, New Class +
Well, it's July 12th 2014 and Alice log start! /BTS style/

Let's start from the morning. Today is the re-application day (daftar ulang, what the heck is that on English) and I am working for my club's newest wall magazine to be showed to our school's newbie. I was on the school since eight in the morning until three. It was tiring, though, but knowing that my future destiny as a second grader of a high school student will be more tiring than today, I only sighed and did the work silently.

And just now, my past classmates were chaosing on our whats-app group about our new class. The school decided to mix the student up, like what I was mentioning on the previous post, and the school said that they will show the list tomorrow (Sunday) but I don't know how my friends managed to know it first. They even took a picture of the whole list. And I'm on the first class! Science 1, with my other three friends THAT ACCIDENTALLY not so annoying. They aren't annoying AT ALL. Oh man, I'm so relieved.

There are 36 students on the class, and there's 14 students (including my past classmates) that I know. Not so well, but I know them. Until this time, I only know their names through my friend's gossips, and I don't know them for real. And (which it isn't hard to believe because I always ended up in a class like this) I don't see any 'pattern' on my newest class. I mean, look at Science 3; the students are very noisy, seriously. There are a few students that I knew well there, and they are very very noisy. They have the infamous school mascot though, glad they have him (and I'm glad too because I'm not in the same class with him!) make sure you make him the head of the class, hahaha.

Back to the topic, my newest class doesn't have any pattern in it. Will it becomes a flat class (like on my third grade on Junior High School) or otherwise? I don't really care, actually. I will stay neutral as always!
It is hard to make a strong bond friendship here, at least for me, I don't know why. My old habit I think, haha. Will I end up becomes the class' secretary again? I don't know. Becoming a member of class' organization is very useful sometimes.

So! I'm grinning like Jimin now in front of my laptop while typing this. Relieved, but kind of afraid too. New classmate, like what they will be? As I said before, I don't really care, but I can't hide this nervous feeling! Excited, of course, kind of guilty and afraid too...
Argh~ Just continue to bring novels, comic, sketch book and headset~

And this is the end! It's July 12th 2014, Alice's log end~!

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+ posted on 20140712 at 23:17
Beralaskan Tanah, Beratapkan Bintang +
Hoho, judul kali ini puitis banget yak. Efek habis PMTS nih, hehe. Aku mau share beberapa kejadian yang ada di Batalyon Infanteri 509 Kostrad kemarin nih! FYI, kemahnya dua hari satu malam, dari hari Sabtu sampai hari Minggu.
(Maap, habis nulis artikel buat majalah sekolah, bahasanya jadi kepengaruh, deh, hehe :p)

Hari pertama diisi dengan aku yang muter-muter parkiran depan SMADA buat nyariin yang namanya moodboster. Udah bingung aja kok nggak kelihatan batang hidungnya. Tapi ternyata ikut, cuma telat aja datangnya. Kebiasaan deh, acara ginian aja sempat telat masuk.

Terus, kita semua (seluruh anak kelas X, anggota Dewan Ambalan, sama anak kelas XI yang nggak punya ekskul) bareng berangkat ke batalyon 509 naik truk hijaunya pak tentara. Asyik, deh, kita sekelas rame sendiri di truk ke empat. Pada teriak-teriak kalau truknya belok.

Acara pertama itu upacara pembukaan. Kita semua dijemur di lapangan utama. Banyak yang bilang cuacanya udah panas banget, padahal baru jam setengah sembilan. Coba deh, dijemur di lapangan sekolah pas jam tiga siang. Pas lagi panas-panasnya tuh (
Terus habis materi...apa ya? Oh, ada materi PBB di halaman depan. Sebelumnya kita dikasih tahu rute buat penjelajahan malam. PBBnya cuma dikit sih. Hadap kiri, hadap kanan, balik kanan, sama jalan di tempat. Yah, gituan sih sudah bisa (mayak nih) hehe. Cuma sebelnya pas jalan di tempat temponya cepet banget, jadi nggak bisa maksimal rata-rata air!
Pas materi PBB ini puanas banget, jadi pas istirahat aku sama dua temenku pada ngiler lihat botol air yang dibawa sama anak kecil yang lagi lewat. Air, men. Dan tenggorokan kita kering banget pas itu.
Terus, acaranya dilanjutin ishoma sampai maghrib. Habis shalat maghrib berjamaah di masjid, ada acara ceramah sampai isya'. Pas habis ceramah, ada api unggun! Yey!

Api unggun ini sudah ditunggu-tunggu dari tadi pagi. Ada semacam upacara pembukaannya segala. Sebelum api unggunnya dinyalakan, ada pembacaan Dasadharma yang kece banget. Entah yang mikir siapa, yang jelas keren dan bikin envy. Jadi ada sepuluh anak dari perwakilan kelas yang disuruh muterin api unggun yang belum nyala itu. Anak pertama ngebawa lilin yang dihidupkan sama si pembina upacara, terus ngucapin Dasadharma nomor satu. Habis itu, anak itu ngebawa lilin ke temen sebelahnya, terus anak itu harus ngucapin Dasadharma nomor dua. Begitu terus sampai nomor sepuluh. Jadi intinya mereka ngehidupin lilin mereka muterin api unggun itu. Baru si anak terakhir ngebawa lilinnya ke pembina upacara, baru si pembinanya ngehidupin api unggunnya.

Banyak rintangan waktu ngehidupin lilinnya satu-satu. Pas di lilin ketiga, apinya mati melulu. Pas dihidupin, mati lagi, sampai akhirnya setelah empat kali bolak balik ke temen sebelumnya lilinnya nyala dan baru bisa ngucapin Dasadharma ketiga. Kejadian kayak gitu juga terjadi di lilin-lilin lainnya.
 Menurut pembina sih, api itu adalah perumpamaan dari semangat kita. Menjaga agar semangat dan niat hidup kita tetap ada itu susah, sama dengan susahnya kita menjaga biar lilin itu tetap menyala. Kita harus mengabaikan rasa panas di tangan kita, dalam artian kita harus berusaha melewati segala rintangan yang ada dalam hidup kita.
Yang bikin envy itu... Lilin ketiga itu dibawa moodboster. Aku udah pasang radar aja waktu namanya dipanggil sama tentara yang ditunjuk jadi semacam pembina kita. Entah disuruh apa. Eh, ternyata disuruh megang gitu. Salah temen sebelumnya itu cewek, temenku, dan mungkin Era juga kenal banget. Putri, er, si Ciput er!! Huhuu, aku iri. Nyalain lilinnya unyu banget gitu, deket-deket biar lilinnya gak mati... Tangannyaaaaa, tangannyaaaa, pas nutupin lilin bareng huhuuuu.... /muter-muter gak jelas di kamar/
Oke lupakan.

Terus, setelah api unggunnya nyala dengan suara 'bum' yang keras dan panas-panas di kuping, kita semua tepuk tangan dan Pensi kecil-kecilan dimulai. Aku look forward ke acara ini, soalnya andalan masing-masing kelas pasti dikeluarkan! Hehe, if you know what I mean~ :p

Penampilannya nggak urut sesuai kelas. Macam-macam penampilan unyu ditampilkan. Sebagian besar nyanyi sih, sama dance sedikit-sedikit. Ada juga yang drama singkat, tapi karena keterbatasan sound penampilannya jadi sedikit gaje.  Anak itu sendiri gaje-gajean bareng kelasnya. Kukira bakalan nyanyi bener dengan suara uhukunyuuhuk-nya itu, eh ternyata malah gaje-gajean. Seneng deh punya ketua kelas kayak dia. Meski diluarnya cuek sebenarnya dia itu loyal banget ke anak sekelas. Kalau urusan kekompakan satu kelas dia mau banget diajak gaje-gajean. Bisa dibilang rasa korsanya tinggi. Tapi coba kalau diluar kelas, kamu nyapa paling juga cuma direspon sama ngangkat alis doang (
Terus giliran kelasku. Anak kelasku nggak punya rasa korsa blas sih, ya, jadi kita cuma nyanyi Gundul-Gundul Pacul sambil diselingi nari-nari bentar sama anak yang ikut ekskul tari di kelas. Konsepnya kita itu bait pertama dinyanyiin pelan-pelan, kayak sinden gitu lah, baru masuk ke tempo lagu aslinya. Pas bagian pelan itu yang megang microphone-nya itu aku men!! Yaampun, akhirnya ya aku cuek aja, nyanyi pake falsetto biar semacam sinden. Baru pas selesai perform aku heboh sendiri. Nanya anggota kelasku yang nggak ikutan tampil soal suaraku. Bagus nggak? Jelek banget ya? Yaampun, didengerin men, malu aku, hiii, aku nggak bisa nyanyi men, ya Allah, suarakuuu didengeeeeeerrr ;;A;; /kembali panik/

/menenangkan diri kembali/

Terus, habisnya itu ada penjelajahan malam. Kukira bakalan kayak di SMP dulu, ada pos-posnya, dimarah-marahin, disuruh ini itu... Ternyata enggak! Pas pos pertama aku sudah takut sendiri, apalagi aku yang jadi pempimpin barisannya. Cuma gara-gara aku pernah ikut paski =_=
Ternyata di setiap pos cuma dikasih pertanyaan satu buah, dan itupun nggak dijawab bener juga nggak apa-apa! Di perjalananpun juga nggak nakutin, soalnya kebanyakan jalannya di kompleks asrama. 'kan banyak rumah disitu, jadi ya nggak medeni. Sempat jalan di jalan setapak juga, sih, tapi nggak ada yang nakut-nakutin. Bikin kagetpun cuma sekali, pas ada kakak kelas (sepertinya dia purna paski) yang duduk di bagian gelap-gelap dan nggak sengaja kena sorot senter. Ternyata itu pos bayangan, cuma buat mastiin nggak ada anggota yang hilang ataupun nambah, hehehe. Dan akhirnya jelajah malam disuruh cepetan karena hujan turun.

Besok paginya dibangunin pagi-pagi setelah tidur cuma satu jam. Duingiiin men, aku gemeteran sendiri nahan dingin. Terus ya itu, disuruh sujud di tanah buat 'mensyukuri nikmat Allah' yang sebenernya nggak usah dilaksanakan pagi-pagi kayak gitu juga bisa! Disuruh sujud lama banget, terus disuruh telentang di tanah, terus disuruh sujud lagi! Mendingan cium tanah air kalau kayak gitu, lebih enak, nggak usah nahan kaki yang pegal gara-gara ketekuk lama.

Terus acara habis itu sarapan dan materi sedikit. Terus ada outbound! Sayang hari terakhir ini si moodboster nggak ada T.T Dianya ada lomba paski, dan sudah berangkat pulang pagi-pagi pas kita disuruh sujud itu. Aku kelihatan dia pas mau pulang itu. Cara jalan sama postur tingginya itu yang bikin kelihatan, padahal masih gelap. Mukanya aja nggak kelihatan :p Sayangnya paski SMADA nggak menang. Padahal kombinasi senior-junior itu sudah bagus banget lho. Senior kita PBBnya keren, patah-patahnya kelihatan jelas banget. Nggak menang kali ini nggak apa-apa, masih banyak kesempatan lain, ya nggak? :)

Outbound sehari itu seru. Sayangnya ya itu, hehe. Pingin deh lihat dia jatuh dari jembatan tali kayak adiknya :D Terus kecebur di kolam di bawahnya dan basaaah semuaaa~~ /jangan ambigu, plis/
Aku ngikutin semua kegiatan di airnya. Cuma ada dua sih, dan salah satunya ya jembatan tali itu. Aku nggak jatuh sih, untungnya, tapi jembatan yang kedua bikin basah banget soalnya kudu nyemplung satu badan! Salah disitu ada lele matinya -_-

Habis outbound itu acaranya upacara penutupan. Sekali lagi kita dijemur di lapangan utama. Mata sudah ngantuk banget, masih disuruh berdiri, dan bayangan akan segera pulang jadi bikin mata tambah susah melek. Untungnya habis itu upacara selesai dan kita semua packing untuk pulaaaaang.
Setelah ribut pembagian jatah truk, semuanya sampai dengan selamat di SMADA dan bubar ke rumah masing-masing~!


Yak. Selesai.

Dua hari di batalyon 509 berkesan! Jadi serasa mbalik ke paski, walaupun nggak terlalu parah. Dan aku masih heboh soal suaraku yang nyanyi waktu itu. Ada yang bilang suaraku horor, ada yang kaget kalau itu aku yang nyanyi! Lol, entah dia dengerin apa enggak.

Anyway, besoknya (hari ini) berdasarkan survey yang didapat dari aku keliling-keliling kelas X sama temenku, pemecah rekor kelas yang isinya nggak masuk terbanyak itu kelas X IPS 2! Dengan jumlah total yang nggak masuk 20 orang dari 29 orang yang ada :'D Cuma 9 orang yang ada di kelas, sepi bangeet :'D
Di kelasku sendiri ada 9 yang nggak masuk, dan di kelas-nya ada 18 orang yang nggak masuk. Dia masuk dooong, anggota paski nggak boleh tepar~~ /plak/

Sekian post hari ini. Sepertinya aku melupakan jatah cerpen minggu lalu...? Entah. Minggu ini sepertinya ada waktu luang...

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+ posted on 20140217 at 18:23
This Year was AMAZING ^^ +
Tahun baru tinggal hitungan jam saja, minnaa~ Nanti kalau jam dua belas aku bakalan teriak "Yes nggak tidur setahun!!" /plak

Well, aku bakalan melakukan apa yang sering orang lakukan di akhir tahun. Review! Ya, mari kita review apa saja yang telah terjadi sepanjang tahun 2013 ini... :D

Kalau dipikir-pikir banyak sekali yang telah terjadi ya?
Di Januari, ada berita yang ngagetkan satu sekolah: RSBI bubar :D Itu kalau nggak salah official diumumkan tanggal 9 Januari ^^ Terus, kita Ujian Praktek Pensi juga di bulan Januari. Masih inget rasanya kita bingung-bingung buat undangan yang akhirnya kebuang ituu hahaha.

Di Feburari, ada parade UTS sama Try Out! Kebayang gimana mbleneknya kita sama soal itu, hihihi. Ntar ketemu TO lagi masih lamaa :D

Di Maret ada Ujian Praktek! Lumayan bikin pusing itu, sementara ultahnya Haruu sehari sebelum uprak :D Maret juga ada Ujian Akhir Sekolah, yang nggak kita anggap serius berhubung sudah bosen sama soal...

Di April ada Ujian Nasional!! April ini bulan sibuk banget deh kayaknya :D Waktu itu kita ribet banget sama UN, dan ada Istigosah-istigosah.... Dan rekreasi! Rekreasi tiga hari yang Nim nggak ikut itu u,u
Dan kalau nggak salah sekitar Maret-April ini ada masalah sama anak kelas sebelah... Si Haruu-Nim-Khodi-dan anak sekelas lawan NIN... :'D

Di Mei ada.... Ada photo session bareng anak AOJ yang lumayan gagal hihihi. Dan kalau nggak salah habis itu kita (Aku, Haruu, mbak Khar) ke De Charite :D
Dan Mei ini aku mulai nambah aktivitas Fujoshinya /plak/ Maksutku, aku jadi sering lihat ulang Takumi-kun... Dan kita juga sempat nyetak foto-foto buat hadiahnya Era :D Waktu itu heboh persiapannya, yang sembunyi-sembunyi masang foto waktu hari H ^^

Di Juni... ada hasil UN! Anak-anak satu sekolah pada deg-deg-an nungguin hasil nilainya di sekolah xD Dan ternyata aku dapet... 33.35! Sama sekali tidak memuaskan walaupun banyak yang bilang bagus -_-
Dan pensi Akbar ^^ Tanggal 15 Juni, hari yang sama dengan pindahnya Nada ke Bali... Pulang pensi waktu itu lumayan gloomy hahaha.  Pas, besoknya aku namatin Sekaiichi Season 2 dan sudden confession ke Sachi wuahaha. Sudah, itu nggak penting juga.
Terus, di Juni juga kalau nggak salah, Instagram ngeluarin aplikasi video, dan kita (Aku, Era, Aday) denger suaranya Terry untuk pertama kali! :D Wiih, heboh waktu itu, padahal biasa aja suaranya!

Di Juli hari pertama ada tes masuk SMA! Aku tes di smasa waktu itu. Dan ternyata aku masuk SMADA~ Misah sama yang lain wuakaka. Di bulan Juli ini juga mulai MOSnya smada. Tiga hari yang SUPER melelahkan. Aku sempat tidur cuma sejam gara-gara nyelesaikan tugas yang dikasihin...

Di Agustus ada Photosession yang berhasil! Di lapas, bareng Sachi, Haruu dan mbak Khar. Terus di agustus juga ada latihan pertama di Paski ^^ Hi hi hi, aku masih ingat gimana kita semua dibenerin dan capek banget berdiri di lapangan... Di Agustus juga aku dapet surat telat pertama -_- Gara-gara check lab dan akhirnya telat masuk sekolah.

Di September ada AFA!!!! Huh kah, galau seharian -_- Nggak berani lihat Twitter, biar nggak tau update-an soal AFA. Bulan ini juga aku ribet soal Diesnat Paski dan Diesnat Jurnalis. Wih sibuk deh, tiap hari pulang sore buat dateng ke pertemuan yang membahas masalah yang nggak ada ujungnya. Yah, meskipun ada hiburannya sih... (ehem ._.) Dan akhirnya Diesnat Jurnalis berhasil dengan baik, dengan Tema Jepangan~ dan Diesnat Paski (bulan depan) berhasil jugaa. Bulan ini aku juga beli wig-nya Isana Yashiro ^^

Di Oktober ada... Diesnat Paski -_- yang Berhasil! Seluruh angkatan datang untuk pertama kalinya dalam sejarah angkatan 24! Acara berlangsung lancar, gangguan cuma dikit, dan semua performance berhasil dengan baik~ Sayang nggak ada yang video Azki nyanyi waktu itu -_- Oktober juga ada Photses Gakuen AU di SMASA ^^ Dan Diklat Jurnalis yang menyenangkan~ Dan ngerjakan Mading buat paski! Yeeeay aku ingat senangnya nyuruh-nyuruh anak itu buat ngguntingin kertas...

Di November ada Ultahnya orang u,u Pfff, nggak deh. Di November ada pradiklat paski yang bikin aku tepar malamnya. Beneran deh, besoknya aku nggak masuk sekolah gara-gara masih pusing. November ini ada acara ngebujuk Shela buat balik lagi ke Paski... Kita nangis-nangis di aula waktu itu, ha ha ha. Terus ada MAHARANInya SMAPA :D Aku nggak lihat sih. Dan besoknya ada sweet seventeennya orang :p Terus hari minggu minggu depannya, ada momen unyu banget hi hi hi.

Dan akhirnya, di Desember ada Ujian Akhir Semester! Aku nggak ngerasa kayak ujian, beneran deh. Tapi hari pertama UAS sudah dikasih semangaaaaaaaat xD cuma sedikit kata simpel itu :'D wuah... Bulan ini saudara-saudara dateng dari mana-manaa... Sempat jalan-jalan ke Bali sama Malang juga :D Desember juga emosi-emosiannya Paski :D Finally aku keluar paski, setelah enam bulan yang melelahkan dan menyenangkan itu ^^ Keputusan yang nggak bisa diterima banyak anak... Tapi kayaknya dia nggak termasuk :p
Desember juga ada classmeet, dan yang berkesan itu pensi penutupan classmeetnya. Kurekam, kak, meskipun audionya hancur tapi suaramu masih kedengaraan~


/istirahat bentar/

Nulis itu semua capek lho -_- Aku sempat mikir ngapain ya nulis ginian tapi karena udah jalan setengah, akhirnya dilanjutin aja.

Overall, tahun 2013 ini adalah tahun yang sangat berkesan. Mulai dari lulus SMP dan masuk SMA, sampai peristiwa-peristiwa lain yang sangat berarti. Doki doki nggak jelas ini juga terjadi hahahaha, move on yang bekerja dengan sangat baik, ya nggak sih? Cuma ya itu, kok rasanya ketinggian...

Kegiatan tahun 2013 yang paling menonjol itu Paski! Jadwal sehari-hari penuh cuma buat paski; rapat ini, rapat itu, kumpul, latihan. latihan. latihan, mading, rapat lagi, rapat lagi.... Kegiatan paling emosional tahun ini ya paski. Dari ngebujuk anak buat masuk lagi ke paski, doki-doki gak jelas waktu rapat pdl di Unej waktu itu, sampai akhirnya aku sendiri yang keluar, ha ha ha. Buat anak paski (yang gak kira baca) makasih sudah menemani setengah tahun ini dengan kesenangan dan kesedihan yang kita alami bareng (karena korsa btw)~ Kalian pasti lebih baik tanpa aku, fighting! :D

Well, sebenarnya masih banyaaaaaak yang mau kutulis, saking ae males hihihi. Kalau mau tau maen aja nih, berhubung liburnya masih ada silahkan tanya langsung ke saya /plak

Ini di Singapore dan Bali udah tahun baru ini, sementara disini belom :p
Tahun baru kali ini biasa aja ya? Di rumah, nonton ulang sekaiichi... Tahun lalu keren lho, aku lihat Fireworks Party di dekat MRT Station di Khatib, Singapura. Meski nggak ke Orchard atau ke Marina Bay, countdown di sana lumayan asik juga, karena semuanya pada ngomong bahasa Inggris /plak

Ayo jaaam cepetaan aku mau post iniii :v

Anyway, Happy New Year!! Semoga tahun depan akan lebih baik dari tahun kemarin, semoga semua rencana-rencana bakal terlaksana, semoga tambah ada kemajuaaaan!!! << abaikan yang terakhir.

Oh iya... hari terakhir tahun 2013 ini... Yuko Oshima ngumumin kalo dia mau graduate...
Mendadak banget, ya nggak sih? Tapi kita semua harus ngedukung keputusannya dia ^^ Semoga dia bakal lebih sukses kedepannya, lebih sukses daripada waktu dia di AKB48 ^^

Well,
Happy New Year, everyone ^^

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+ posted on 20140101 at 00:00
New Note DRAFT Aduh Kah +
Beberapa jam sudah dia habiskan untuk memandang layar laptop usang itu dengan nanar. Menunggu. Dia menunggu untuk sesuatu hal yang tak pasti ia lakukan. Menunggu detik detik bergantinya hari. Menunggu agar kalender digital di desktopnya itu berubah tanggalnya. Menunggu tengah malam.

Sehari ini dia jalani dengan tidak semangat. Terlalu malu untuk ia akui sendiri bahwa yang membuatnya bertingkah seperti itu adalah satu diantara banyak anak yang mendapat dispensasi khusus itu. Pikirannya entah kemana saat pelajaran pertama. Ia mengutuk pelajaran kedua karena terasa terlalu lama. Pelajaran ketiga tidak ia perhatikan dengan cermat. Begitu bel pulang berbunyi, ia langsung kabur menuju parkiran untuk pulang secepatnya.

Ngebut. Terberkatilah siapapun yang bisa menghindar dari kecepatan motornya yang berlari diatas empat puluh kilometer perjam itu. Jaket merahnya melayang-layang terbawa angin. Tujuan utamanya sehari ini: pulang ke rumah. Entah mengapa rumah terasa sangat hangat dan menyenangkan baginya hari itu.

Dia mengalihkan pandangannya sebentar ke arah jam weker biru muda di atas mejanya. Masih dua jam lagi menuju tengah malam. Ia tinggalkan tempat duduk nyamannya sejenak untuk ke dapur, mengisi ulang gelas tingginya yang kosong sejak satu jam yang lalu.

Terkutuklah sebuah kata yang bernama 'menunggu' itu. Siapa yang suka menunggu? Pembuat penasaran, penghancur harapan, apalagi?
Menunggu adalah pekerjaan membosankan. Apalagi menunggu hal seperti ini.

Sebenarnya ada banyak rencana-rencana yang tersusun di dalam kepalanya. Seharusnya ada satu atau dua yang terwujud. Sesungguhnya ia memikirkan hal-hal yang muluk-muluk untuk menyambut bergantinya hari. Namun kenyataannya ia tetap bersembunyi seperti ini. Kenyatannya ia hanya melakukan satu hal kecil yang sangat tidak berarti. Sungguh hina.

Walaupun begitu, ia tulus melakukan hal kecil ini. Ia melakukannya karena hati, bukan karena sekedar formalitas. Ia mengerjakannya dengan ikhlas.

Sudah setengah jam lagi menuju detik-detik bergantinya hari. Dia memeriksa ulang segala-galanya dari awal. Apakah nyambung? Apakah akan dibaca? Dia memilih pilihan yang satu ini karena paling mudah dilakukan dan sepertinya tidak akan membongkar seluruh rahasianya.

Lima menit lagi. Ia mulai gelisah di tempat duduknya. Detik jam di depannya terasa melambat. Berhamburan sudah kuap yang ditahannya sejak tadi. Sabar, sebentar lagi, sedikit lagi.

Satu menit. Berkali-kali sudut matanya sengaja menangkap kotak kecil di pojok kiri bawah desktop. Enam puluh detik terasa sangat lama. Ia sudah menunggu lebih dari tiga jam, namun rasanya enam puluh detik ini lebih lama dari itu. Tanpa sadar ia menghitung mundur di dalam hatinya sejak menit-menit terakhir.

Mendadak ia ingat semua alasan kenapa ia rela menunggu berjam-jam di depan laptop usangnya ini. Ia ingat semua alasan kenapa ia langsung pulang begitu saja tadi siang. Ia ingat semua alasan kenapa ia memandangi kertas berisi nama-nama anak yang mendapat dispensasi itu tadi pagi. Ia ingat semua alasannya, jelas terpampang di dalam ingatannya.

Ia tersenyum. Aku terlalu pengecut, pikirnya. Aku terlalu mendramatisir. Lalu ia ketikkan kata-kata yang ia tunggu untuk dituliskan sejak berjam-jam yang lalu:








"Selamat Ulang Tahun."

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+ posted on 20131115 at 21:43
two weeks +
Sudah lama rasanya nggak update, padahal ada yang nggak update lebih lama dariku /lirik seseorang/

Selama beberapa hari nggak update ini banyak sekali yang terjadi, ha ha ha, dari yang senang sampai yang ngebikin depresi kayak kemarin ada.
Ha ha ha, depresi.

Hari Minggu kemarin itu hari Pahlawan. Karena pengaruh ekskul, akhirnya aku bela-belain bangun pagi buat upacara di sekolah. Untung cuma sebentar.
Terus kegiatan hari Minggu nggak sampai situ aja. Ternyata ada pradiklat Paski. Oke. Awalnya kita semua nggak tau kalau itu pradiklat. Kita bahkan nggak dikasih tau mau diajak kemana. Ternyata ke Gumuk Kerang.
Dan kegiatan pradiklat Paskibra SMADA angkatan 24 dimulai.
Diawali dengan kita yang disuruh naik itu Gumuk Kerang cuma buat liat arah mata angin. Bagus sih, seru juga naik ke sana bareng-bareng. Ntar kalau potses bisa juga diatas sana ^^
Terus turun lagi, kita dibagi jadi beberapa peleton. Aku nggak sama wakepan, ha ha ha, dan sepertinya rumor bahwa ada satu senior yang suka sama wakepan itu benar. Soalnya waktu peleton-nya si wakepan disuruh berangkat, dia dititipi kayak bunga rumput gitu buat dikasihin ke senior itu (yang katanya ngefans). Wakepan kasihan, ha ha ha, dia agak nggak enak badan waktu itu. Iih, pas galau karena nggak enak badan unyu banget, kepalanya ada di atas lututnya gitu.
Dan akhirnya peletonku mulai.
Pos pertama itu PBB. Biasa aja sih. Nggak serem-serem amat. Cuma disuruh peragain beberapa gerakan dasar aja. Pos kedua itu pos mental. Nah ini. Bukannya sombong atau apa, tapi aku sudah terbiasa sama yang namanya mental-mental kayak gini. Jadi aku nggak ambil pusing walaupun ada senior yang teriak tepat di dekat telinga. Cuma ya, aku sebel aja. Masa iya ada orang nggak sebel waktu dimarah-marahi? Temen satu peletonku sampai nangis gara-gara disuruh pegang ulat pisang. Well then pos ketiga itu pos fisik. Di pos tiga ini nggak ada mental-mentalnya blas. Cuma ya itu. Lari, tiarap, jalan jongkok, push up, sampai tanganku kram sepuluh menit nggak selesai-selesai. Pos terakhir itu pos evaluasi. Pos ini nggak ngapa-ngapain. Cuma nanya-nanya kayak 'apa yang kamu dapet dari kegiatan ini' atau 'senior yang paling nyebelin'.
Acaranya nggak berhenti sampai situ. Ketika semua peleton sudah sampai, kita disuruh tiduran, tumpuk-tumpukan gitu deh di tanah. Setelah sekitar 15 menit kita dibangunkan dan disuruh lari muteri gumuk kerang 5 kali.
Aku? Ha ha ha, aku baru muter 2 kali aja sudah tepar. Sebenarnya kalau niat aku masih bisa lari sekali lagi, tapi aku sudah males. Perut sakit gara-gara nggak pernah olahraga dan tangan masih kram. Akhirnya aku nggak ikutan lari lagi.
Lalu hujan! Ha ha ha! Beruntunglah pada hujan. Kita akhirnya cepat-cepat balik ke SMADA dan katanya sih makan. Makannya... Aku sudah mengira kalau makannya bakal jadi kayak gini. Kotak bekal kita dikumpulin jadi satu, dan isi makanannya dijadikan satu, dicampur aduk, entah apa aja isinya waktu itu, di 5 lembar kertas bungkus dan ditaruh gitu aja di parkiran belakang. Hal pertama yang kepikir adalah "Senior, kalian pikir kita kucing apa?"
Dan entahlah. Aku makan cuma sedikit, bukan karena nggak dapat tapi karena sengaja nggak ngambil banyak. Jijik men.
Terus kita dibariskan lagi, diceramahi lagi, terus disuruh pulang.

Senang? Sebel? Equal sih. Aku senang, tapi sebel juga ada. Senangnya apa? Nggak tau ya, aku sudah lupa hal-hal yang patut disenangkan dari acara ini. Sebel? Yaa... kalau sebel mah... (sudah, nggak usah dilanjutin).

Terus, pas pulang aku langsung demam -_- Badan panas, telinga bunyi ngiiiiiiiiiing dan pusing masya Allah. Besoknya nggak masuk. Dan ternyata ada juga temenku yang baru masuk hari ini.

Oke, next topic.

Kemarin aku takut masuk sekolah.
Bukan malas lho ya, kalau malas mah hampir tiap pagi. Ini takut.
Tunggu, kujelaskan dulu. Aku ini orangnya sensitif. Masalah kecil bisa jadi besar kalau menyangkut diri sendiri. Kayak hal yang buat aku takut ini misalnya.
Aku diceramahi waktu pradiklat kemarin karena nggak pernah hormat sama senior waktu papasan di sekolah. Aku biasa aja pas lagi diceramahi, tapi waktu pulang aku lama-lama jadi takut. Nggak tau apa yang harus ditakutkan. Apalagi kemarin lusa aku demam! Aku jadi mikir-mikir, aku ditegur kayak gitu. Aku malu. Dan aku harus pasang muka apa kalau ketemu senior nanti? Jadi aku takut ketemu senior di sekolah gara-gara malu habis ditegur nggak pernah hormat itu. Aneh kan? Padahal orang salah diingatkan itu biasa, iya 'kan? Orang salah, diingatkan, terus kelakuan orang itu jadi bener, iya 'kan?
Entah kenapa aku jadi malu overload dan sampai punya keinginan nggak usah sekolah seminggu gara-gara takut soal itu. Saking takutnya, kemarin pagi aku sampai pasang banyak alarm biar bangung nggak telat dan berangkat pagi biar nggak ketemu senior. Kemarin pas istirahat aku nggak keluar blas, takut ketemu senior di kantin. Pas pulang aku langsung ngacir ke parkiran, dan sukses nggak ketemu senior sehari itu.
Jadi simpulannya aku aneh.

Next topic, masih tentang Paski.

Tadi ada pengumuman tentang hasil lomba mading. Paski buat satu, apa aku sudah cerita? Kita kena juara dua, berkat kepan kita, Shella yang sudah keluar dari paski sekarang.
Jadi tadi pulang sekolah di aula inti acaranya bukan buat ngumumin kita menang mading, tapi buat ngebujuk Shella balik lagi ke paski. Ada cuma 18 anak yang datang, termasuk Shella. Embuh tadi ngapain aja pokok ujung-ujungnya kita dibuat nangis untuk ngebujuk Shella biar nggak keluar dari paski. Aku tadi sempat menyampaikan kata-kata buat dia biar nggak keluar. Tapi aku ngerti alasan dia keluar. Alasan yang sama seperti banyak anak angkatan 24 lainnya yang keluar. Alasanku dulu waktu aku juga ada niatan buat keluar. Jadi, meskipun kita memohon-mohon biar nggak keluar paski, aku nggak ikutan. Itu keputusan Shella, meskipun kita bilang 'kita capek bareng, kita seneng bareng, kita sedih bareng' tapi capeknya orang beda-beda rek. Ha ha, lucu ya kedengerannya, tapi iya kan? Ada yang bilang capek tapi masih bisa bertahan, ada yang bilang capek karena memang sudah benar-benar capek.
Aku tadi ngerasa kayak malam Graduate-nya Acchan dari AKB48 :D Entah kenapa aku ngerasa begitu.

Well, next topic...?

Hari ini aku selesaikan doodle tulisan 'Angga' buat Indri. Dia minta aku gambarin doodle tulisannya Angga, ha ha ha ^^
Terus aku janji bilang apa artinya tulisan katakana yang kujadikan wallpaper hpku. Tadi dia kukasih tahu, dia kusuruh baca sendiri pakai tabel katakana yang ada di binderku. Dan tulisannya adalaaah...
Azuki.
Kalau di Japan, mati S seperti di Alice kan jadi su. Azuki kan Azki :v
Terus Indri langsung teriak, KAMU ENEMYYYY
Kenapa?
Sudah bilang kah aku kalau...
Eh? Belum ku post disini ya? Ha ha ha!
Aku lagi suka sama anak, namanya Azki :v Dia kelas X IPA 4 di SMADA, nomer urut 9, ketua kelas, dan Wakepan waktu diesnat paski. Dia pinter nyanyi, suaranya baguuuuus banget :3 Jadi nggak heran kalau dia jadi 'Artis Barunya SMADA'. Terkenal di kelas X, XI dan mungkin XII. Anak luar sekolah juga banyak yang tau. Tapi jangan salah paham dulu. Aku suka bahkan sebelum aku tau kalau dia suaranya bagus :v

Jadi ya gitu lah, singkatnya si Indri ini ngefans sama dia. Cuma suka biasa ae, nggak nge-crush. Lha, dia sendiri sudah punya pacar kok. Tapi akhir-akhir ini dia jadi heboh banget kalau ketemu Azki, ha ha ha. Kayak misalnya pas Azki lewat depan kelas (dia selalu lewat depan kelasku kalau datang sekolah) Indri langsung heboh kayak yang ada Reika lewat depan kelas. Atau Kaname. Atau Juurina. Atau... Sudah!
Aku antara sebel sama biasa aja sama sikapnya itu, hi hi hi. Pernah waktu itu aku sampai ngakak sendiri pas ketemu Azki lewat di kantin gara-gara inget ekspresinya Indri kalau ngeliat dia.
Balik ke topik awal, dia teriak 'kamu enemy' dan langsung lari keluar. Dan kenapa oh kenapa pas dia keluar tepat sekali ada Azki yang lagi jalan, mau dateng ke aula buat rapat paski. Indri langsung teriak-teriak nggak jelas di depannya sementara aku juga teriak-teriak buat nutupin suaranya Indri. Pokok tadi heboh deh :D
Nggak tau deh ya besok gimana. Entah aku diinterogasi sama Indri atau gimana :v







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Sudah! Ayo tidur, aku ngantuk....
Oyasuminasai~~ ^^

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+ posted on 20131113 at 21:35