Labels: rambling, Short Story, Story, Whatever

I stared at my cats which were sleeping on my bed. They looked so comfortable, heck, even though they were sleeping in a weird position.
Like they didn't care about anything at all.

I've been thinking lately, about this house. You know about those summer cabin which often appears on novels? Like, when it's summer time or winter break, people in novel will go there and spend the whole vacation with their family. You got it? Good.

I felt like this house is like those house. I mean, my aunt's family in Singapore will always spend their school vacation in here. They will come here at least once a year, before they come back to Singapore and back to their usual life.

Everything here is not changing. This house is not experiencing a major changes. We still own that same radio we bought over ten years ago. And the referigerator too. And the beds, and the TVs, and the wardrobes, and everything!
Aside from the city's upgrade, it is like this house is trapped in some error time machine. Nothing will ever change.

Well, the people in it is the only one who change. I am not the same Alice from ten years ago. My sister is growing up, and now we lost one of this house's inhabitant.

We have new cats here, though. My first aunt was strongly object this desicion, but, meh, we're still bringing these cats in. She likes it, I know it, but she just too thick headed to realize that.

Aside from the cat, I've always think about this house as a large, cold house. There's no warmth in this house. I'm not quite sure what I mean about warmth. Is it the people inside? Is it the comfy furniture?

I don't know.

I've always feel like there's a large hole inside this house and it makes everything here looks colder than it's is, and nothing can stop it.

Fun fact, I lived in my mother's house before I went here. My mom said I need to accompany my first aunt since this house is big, so, when I go to high school I go here.
And when the first time I moved here, I don't like this house. As I said before, this house is lacking its warmthness, so every night I always curled up inside my thin blanket, and thought about things I can do to make my room warmer.

And it's succeed, because I rarely left my room when I'm here.

Now that I get used to this house, I rarely feel the coldness anymore.

Why am I writing this, I'm not quite sure. I was influenced by Rainbow Rowell's Fangirl, which what I read at the moment. It's surprisingly good. Maybe I will read Rowell's other book if I got enough money to buy the actual book.

Done.

This is just another weird ramble.

Labels: rambling, Whatever

Hello.

So I was looking through my old posts here, and I found that very very embarrassing, like, oh my God, who writes with too much dots and question mark?? And the way I write, lmao, I'm glad I can be better by now. Maybe if I read these post when I'm a little bit older, maybe I will find this funny too. Especially with this broken!grammar.

Why I write that with au! style, lmao.

So, when I was doing that, aside from realizing how creepy I am, I found something in particular, which made me cringe too much when I read that. What is that? Uh, I don't really want to write it here, but, well, since nobody read this, anyway /shrugs my shoulders.

My oldest post was from January 2009. It was one year after SHINee's debut, lmao, but I didn't know SHINee as well as today, hahaha. So back to the topic, my oldest post was from Jan 2009, at least what my archive said. So when I clicked that, and read several posts, I realized that there's always this someone who always appeared in my post. Who was that? I think y'all can guess.

And, what, I mentioned her in, like, every post I updated, and suddenly I felt like some creepy and cringe-able fan of her. It is cringe-able, if you ask me. Go check it yourself. No, don't.

Then I remember that she's the only one who had a blog like me, hahaha, so, we did an exchange post in turn to filled up our blog. Then two of my friends joined this blog thing, and then everyone is forgetting their blog and I'm the only one who keep loyal to this.

Anyway, I should study by now, but, oh, well.

I remember how I wrote such an emotional post back then, a day in my peaceful secondary high school life, when we both still a freshman and only have each other since everyone's still a stranger. I think I'm luckier, tho, because I still had someone I knew in my new class. And until now I still regret how can't we be in the same class. Now we're even on the different school, by the way.

What is this post's purpose actually...

I like my secondary high school life, it's more fun than high school, actually, haha. But to be honest I think I don't want to back in that freshman year, where I was still messed up by something and I didn't old enough to realize what it was and how to deal with that. The rest of my secondary high school life was like that too, actually, but during second and third year I could handle it better than my first year.
And today I can handle it perfectly well, thanks to my own self.

WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT.

LUKE HEMMINGS IS CUTE.

Yes.

He is.

The rest of them are cute too, actually, why I keep distracted by cute guys, why, just why.
And lately I've been listening to their songs a lot! Thanks to my English tutor who played Amnesia for a 'fill in the blank lyric' game. The song was good, so I searched up 5 Seconds of Summer, and, ta-dah! Now I follow all of them both on twitter and instagram. And snapchat.

My Asian-Fever has already left me a few months ago, I kept watching non-Asian people these days, hahaha.
And the best thing about stanning an English-languaged artist, band or Youtuber? It's that we don't have to wait for subtitles because we can understand what are they saying! Yaaas. I've been watcing UK's Youtuber lately, and I found their accent was quite hard to understand (especially for some people like Marcus and Alfie. I can understand Zoe, Jamie, Dan and Phil better than them). Connor's was the best because I can hear almost all the things he said. And Tyler's too!

And I can actually remember 5SOS's member in just one day. Compare that to the struggle I've made with memorizing EXO's member, or even Bangtan's member, and not to mentioned Red Velvet's member! I still can't know which one is Yeri, which one is Seulgi.
It's funny when you can remember right away that "Oh this one is Luke!! And this one is Ash!! And this is Mike!! And Cal!!"
Their voices are also quite easy to remember. I recognized Cal's voice right away, because he has that type of voice which is... kinda different with the others. And actually Mike's is also quite easy but, I don't know, I feel like he's the one who sings the first verse of The Only Reason, is that correct?

So-

I watched the newest episode of Shadowhunters today, and I watched it with no subtitles again! Just like what I did to episode 9. I didn't managed to hear all of the conversation clearly to my liking, but I can caught many words to understand the story. I'm happy with that improvement, lmao.

Let's call it a day now!
Gooood bye!
/say it in Phil's closing tone ;)

Labels: curcol, HIGHSCHOOL, Whatever

Dia berada di tengah-tengah ketiadaan.
Atau setidaknya ia merasa begitu. Perasaannya campur aduk, segala-galanya terasa kacau baginya saat ini. Dia sedang duduk di tengah-tengah sebuah ruangan berdinding putih. Lantainya yang juga berwarna putih terasa dingin ketika disentuh. Tidak ada orang lain di ruangan itu, hanya dia seorang diri.

Lalu tiba-tiba muncul seseorang berperawakan tinggi entah dari mana. Ruangan itu sepertinya tak berpintu. Sepertinya orang itu menembus dinding. Orang itu kemudian duduk berhadap-hadapan dengannya.

"Apakah kau melihat bintang?" begitu tanyanya. Suaranya tidak berat dan tidak ringan. Suaranya datar dan, anehnya, terasa menghangatkan.

Begitu orang itu berkata 'melihat bintang', tiba-tiba dari langit-langit berjatuhan benda berbentuk segi sepuluh yang berkilauan. Benda yang menyerupai bintang itu berdenting-denting ketika menyentuh lantai. Orang itu tersenyum melihat 'bintang' yang berjatuhan itu.

Apakah orang ini juga kacau? Pikirnya. Dia sangat terkejut ketika melihat 'bintang-bintang' itu berjatuhan dari langit-langit, tetapi sepertinya orang di depannya itu tidak terkejut sama sekali.

Lalu kemudian orang itu berdiri dan menjauh. Dia sendirian lagi.

Ketika dia mengedipkan mata untuk yang kesekian kalinya, mendadak ruangan itu berubah warna menjadi biru. Warna birunya seakan-akan sangat hidup, bagaikan warna biru air laut yang bergerak-gerak pelan. Dia mengerutkan dahinya. Sepertinya ruangan ini familiar.

"Coba beritahu aku, apakah kau melihat langit?"

Terdengar suara dari arah belakang anak itu. Terlihatlah seseorang lain, yang memakai kemeja biru muda berkerah. Sepertinya orang ini dokter.

Ketika orang yang ini mengatakan 'melihat langit', warna biru yang berada di langit-langit perlahan membuka, seperti ada tangan-tangan tak kasat mata yang menghapus warnanya dari tengah. Kemudian dari warna putih di tengah-tengah itu muncullah bentuk-bentuk awan yang kemudian berjatuhan, sama persis seperti 'bintang' tadi.

Dia mengerutkan dahinya. Sebenarnya apa arti semua ini?

Labels: random, Short Story, Story, Whatever

I mostly have different opinion with my classmates, like, the way I think about agreeing to lgbt's freedom and my classmates think that those matters are illegal and should be banned.
Nice. Why I bring out that topic because this one post is slightly, I repeat, slightly has a relation with that topic.
Or I think so.

Well, this is about my friends who are kind of having too much skinship with each other. Females. They are best friends, and most of my friend thought that they are disgusting because they are too clingy with each other. Well, what's wrong with being too clingy?

From my point of view, the other friends, I mean, the ones who usually hang out with them too, start to stay away from them little by little.
And the worst thing is (in my opinion tho) those friends talk behind them about this. They think that that two friends is being like this, blah, blah, blah... My deskmate also complained about this yesterday.

Hoi, guys, are you jealous because the one that she trust isn't you? I mean, if you are really her friends, you should tell her right away that her 'too-much-lovey-dovey' actions is bothering you. Don't talk behind her back like that!

Today, she chatted an apologize text in our class whatsapp group chat, and somehow everyone start to blame her and they tell her about their feelings of disgust.
Well, I just laughed when I saw the chat when I got wi-fi signal this evening.

Anyway, the part that I hate the most is when the friends talk about this behind her back.  Let me tell about the situation first.
It's about a group that contains well-known students in my class, the celebrities, the extroverts, the popular, you get what I mean? And somehow I think that the friendship there is just too shallow. Well I don't know for sure, but this opinion is proofed by some of their actions.
And the action is... talk behind someone's back.
Whoa, the power of words.

I am in the neutral group. Tbh, I don't have a trustworthy friend in this class. I am independence! So, sometimes my appearance is just like Kuroko. Everyone just talk like I don't exist.
Sigh.
Well, it's kind of benefit, actually.
Well, back to the topic.
There's one day when my deskmate (which is also part of the popular group) told me about person A in that group which is being too wishy washy with her decision. And the topic expanded to the bad things that the person A have done.

There's one day when person B in that group talk with person C also from that group about person D from that group as well because she was getting angry and moody easily.

There's one day when person E talk with person F and me about his playboy nature and how everyone in the group is being seduced by him.

And there's one day when everyone in the group talk about this 'too clingy' friendship.

I'm so done.

Maybe this popular group isn't that serious when it comes to friendship. I mean, come on, if you are all friends, you shouldn't be afraid to tell them what's wrong in their actions, and don't just talk about their bad habit with everyone!
Pssh, I'm so mad about this. Why you make friends if in the end you will talk about them in their back seriously.

Labels: friendship, HIGHSCHOOL, thought, Whatever

Hello. This is May and April post, because I didn't post anything on April, sorry.

Current mood is: confused.
Stanning BTS is really not healthy. Their newest music video is making me crying for these past week; like, seriously crying, with tears running on the cheeks and all those fanfiction-ish thing.
I'm proudly stating that I didn't cry when I watched Miracle in Cell No. 7 two years ago, but I cry because of Hoseok's acting on I Need U. Really, they know what are they doing.

Hoseok's part in the music video, somehow, seems like very realistic. I'm not saying that he's into drugs too in the reality. The fact that Hoseok is the vitamin of the group and we rarely see him down really hits me. He is always positive and full of energy, eventhough we can see that he's tired and sleepy.
Watching Hoseok's acting on I Need U music video; it appears as Hoseok's other side to me. I mean, it's very understandable if he really drinks those drugs...
No, please, no. I DON'T WANT THAT. I SWEAR.

When the first MV was out, Hoseok's part was the one that made me crying lol I used four tissue papers at that time. The part when he walked on the bridge, and gave us that blank expression -UGH, I cried the most at that part. It's kinda like he was showing his another side to us. It's like we are looking at Hoseok in this MV, it's not J-Hope but it's Hoseok.
Who knows that actually he is experiencing something not nice when the camera is off, and when the camera is on, he's turning into that happy happy J-Hope that always ARMY know.
Idol is a mask, and we, the fans, will never know what's behind the mask unless they open it by themselves.
AND WHEN THE ORIGINAL MV IS OUT oh my god.
When Hoseok swallowed the pills and when he fell down on the road, oh my god, I couldn't even breathe when I saw the MV for the first time.
It's still making me cry until now, tho.

Taehyung's part, somehow, is very cool. He stabbed the man, and he's covered in blood, yeah, man, that's cool.
After his incident with netizen a few days ago, watching him on the MV again, surprisingly, also made me cry too.
FYI, I do watch the music video for idk how many times, I lost count already.
When Taehyung stabbed the man, the reality that hits me is "What if he ever wanted to do some violent things to unstressed himself?"
I don't say that stabbing man is good for refresh you up, but, well, I don't know how is that idea appearing in my head.
I have a theory on this actually, haha.
In most of their music videos, they always broke things; No More Dream, N.O, Boy In Luv, Danger, and now I Need U. I think they also using that scene to released their stress.
And when I rewatched Taehyung's part in I Need U, I couldn't help thinking that "This is Taehyung, not V."
Same with Hoseok's case, ugh.

At this rate, I can cry with just thinking about Hoseok's alter ego and my theories above...
I'm wasting too many tissue papers just for him. They turned me into a crybaby, really.

Anyway, SHINee's comeback with View this month. I can't buy their first press album, by the way, because I bought BTS's Hwayangyeonwha AHAHAH white version.
THEIR TEASER IS SUCH A TEASE -girls' legs on the first teaser, and a girl on their second photo teaser ohmygod. Please don't use sexy concept on them, please. Just use the girl to walk by (like Jessica did on Sherlock, or like their Japan MVs) PLEASE DON'T LET THEM TOUCH THE GIRL UGH.

Current condition is good. I did the chemist test well, and the exam is coming this month. I have a debate competition on this Sunday, I hope I can ditch this competition, let me sick please please so I can't attend the competition.

Well, this is the end of this month's post!
Goodbye.

Labels: BTS, Comeback, Night, Whatever

It's 12:27am when I write this; on my sister's laptop and facing a bunch of paper works. My wi-fi is broken, so I can't use it as a wi-fi anymore. It has to be connected through a yellow cable and become an ethernet connection. I can't use my own laptop because its battery is broken since... 3 years ago? It need to be charged all the time, so it isn't very nice to move it away from my study table inside my room.

This year is not going well, for me. The second year of high school is a very fun year, most of people said. It is fun indeed; my new class is not as bad as the old one, meets new people, going back innto my fangirl mode, being the senior on the school club, and etc. etc. But it is going harder as well; the lessons, the homeworks, the activities...

On the first day of being a second grader I told myself to study harder, start thinking about the future school, start to planning about this and that, and other thing that connected with 'my-future-life'. But it's not going well like I imagined. It's my own fault, I think. The main problem is I can't focus to one thing; both from the school side and from myself. Wait, let me explain.

My father always told me that us people is not perfect. It is just right to not being super on math but genius on literature. Each people has its own specialty. But the school nowadays -the Indonesian school- is not using that phrase. We need to get A or minimum B- on every subject to pass. So we can't focus to one subject that we mastered the most. Or else we can't pass.

I have a hard time in learning the science subjects; Science Math, Physic, and Chemist. It's not like I can't calculate the amount of energy. I just need to study more intensely and seriously. I already have a study-plan in my mind, but it always failed because I have no time.

Then, I can't focus to one thing because I get bored easily. I have a plan (again. Count how many plans I have in this post).) to regularly make a short story and gather it as a book and publish it. Or just simply send it to a magazine. It walked smoothly at first. I had done thirteen short story, but because it's mainly a random things (which I think the girly magazine I aimed to will not accept that kind of story) I think to make a new one.
And until now I haven't done a single page. I have three drafts of fanfictions, a bunch of drafts of my short story, and (maybe) two or three novel-possible ideas. I just can't manage my mood.

And manage my time! I need to study, I need to finish a LOT of proposals, invitation, and my club's secretary works, and I need to watch all those unwatched k-dramas and anime. I have 'Let Me Hear Your Voice' and 'It's Okay, That's Love' unwatched. I have 'Love Stage!', 'Free! Eternal Summer', 'Haikyuu!', 'Soul Eater', 'Black Butler Season 1,2', and 'Natsume Yuujinchou Season 1,2'. Oh God.

And I still need to download Haikyuu and Love Stage; and a LOT of k-pop videos I haven't watch yet like BTS American Hustle Life ep 6-8 (plus all the unreleased cuts), SHINee's latest activity, and 48Family activity!

Then this year's problem is money! Everything is getting expensive; my money oh my money. I bought BTS Dark&Wild on the previous month, that's the first time I bought an album with my own money lol. I need to pay my class shirt, class jersey and any other things. I want to buy this and that (Taemin's ACE, Akmu's Play, BTS N.O shirt, and Japanese School Bag) but I have no money left for those unimportant things.
It's important.
No, it's not.

Oh and I've been distracted by BTS lately. I SERIOUSLY NEED TO MANAGE  MY TIME because I kept a bunch of taekook and yoonmin and namjin fanfic on my phone haha. Just in case I'm bored or something.

Well, it's 1:21am already.
Always wish me a luck, good night.

Labels: Bad Day, curcol, english, experience, HIGHSCHOOL, Night, Whatever

Well, it's July 12th 2014 and Alice log start! /BTS style/

Let's start from the morning. Today is the re-application day (daftar ulang, what the heck is that on English) and I am working for my club's newest wall magazine to be showed to our school's newbie. I was on the school since eight in the morning until three. It was tiring, though, but knowing that my future destiny as a second grader of a high school student will be more tiring than today, I only sighed and did the work silently.

And just now, my past classmates were chaosing on our whats-app group about our new class. The school decided to mix the student up, like what I was mentioning on the previous post, and the school said that they will show the list tomorrow (Sunday) but I don't know how my friends managed to know it first. They even took a picture of the whole list. And I'm on the first class! Science 1, with my other three friends THAT ACCIDENTALLY not so annoying. They aren't annoying AT ALL. Oh man, I'm so relieved.

There are 36 students on the class, and there's 14 students (including my past classmates) that I know. Not so well, but I know them. Until this time, I only know their names through my friend's gossips, and I don't know them for real. And (which it isn't hard to believe because I always ended up in a class like this) I don't see any 'pattern' on my newest class. I mean, look at Science 3; the students are very noisy, seriously. There are a few students that I knew well there, and they are very very noisy. They have the infamous school mascot though, glad they have him (and I'm glad too because I'm not in the same class with him!) make sure you make him the head of the class, hahaha.

Back to the topic, my newest class doesn't have any pattern in it. Will it becomes a flat class (like on my third grade on Junior High School) or otherwise? I don't really care, actually. I will stay neutral as always!
It is hard to make a strong bond friendship here, at least for me, I don't know why. My old habit I think, haha. Will I end up becomes the class' secretary again? I don't know. Becoming a member of class' organization is very useful sometimes.

So! I'm grinning like Jimin now in front of my laptop while typing this. Relieved, but kind of afraid too. New classmate, like what they will be? As I said before, I don't really care, but I can't hide this nervous feeling! Excited, of course, kind of guilty and afraid too...
Argh~ Just continue to bring novels, comic, sketch book and headset~

And this is the end! It's July 12th 2014, Alice's log end~!

Labels: curcol, HIGHSCHOOL, New, Nice, Whatever, YAY!

Yes. This is a real life. This is not a fanfiction world, or story, or other places that everything can be true. This is not a world that will provide a sweet scent of vanilla on someone's hair, nor a life where you can just run away if you mad with your parents. No. This is a real life, where you can't predict what will happen next.

I was angry at something. I didn't even know why and what. There's a time when I even didn't understand myself. Mood swings. I could easily get mad to all those silly actions that my sister did, or something that was not on the right place.

I tried to calm myself down with reading some fanfictions, but that made me angrier. I mean, those stupid words like 'smelled his cherry-sweet scent' or 'I found him on the playground alone' and 'He rested his head onto the older's neck' and all! Really, a natural cherry scent on someone? Boys? Weren't they use the manlier scent instead of cherry? Playground? Oh, that usual spot for played, reunited, saw the stars, kissed, confessed, and all of romantic scene. Rested his head? Snuggled? Oh, like hell it will happen.

Yess I know that is a usual thing for a short romantic silly story called fanfictions. I even made one. I like to read fanfictions, really, I subscribed too many stories on my AFF account. But my condition now is like hell and I just want to sleep earlier. I'm so sorry author-nim, I'm just not in a good mood today.

And why I'm updating like this?

And anyway, I really want to sleep nicely tonight. But my phone is vibrating over and over again because of my friends's chat. Guys, I'm seriously tired right now and I don't want to listen to your shits tonight. I don't know if this is true, but it seems like I'm the one that always give in to everyone. I still pay attention and reply to your messages when I'm sleepy, I still want to listen to your serious talk while my serious talk is always turned down by everyone. I give advices, while no one give me a meaningful advice when I need it. So, yeah, everyone will say something like 'oh, if you don't say it out loud, nobody will know!' or 'you say it's okay!' or else something like misunderstood problem will appear and will cause other complicated problems.
I'm already have no one to talk with because of my bad habits, seriously, where can I go to let this heavy feels away? The only one I have is you, my lovely blog, and that's what I'm doing now; writing to something that can't respond me back and try to calm myself down.

Sudden bad mood. What. I hate it. Why I can't control myself. This whole post is nonsense. I even don't know whether my grammars are right or not. Well I don't give a shit anymore. I hope I will recover by tomorrow.

Labels: Bad Day, Whatever

Labels: Whatever

Jika dipikir-pikir, sudah ratusan, atau mungkin, ribuan nyamuk yang pernah mengerubungiku sejak dulu. Atau jangan-jangan malah lebih? Sepertinya darahku sangat manis, mengundang nyamuk-nyamuk itu untuk datang dan menghisap sedikit darahku untuk nutrisi bagi telur-telur yang berada dalam ovarium mereka.

Aku hanya heran, kenapa aku tidak anemia. Yang ada malah aku darah tinggi karena marah-marah terhadap nyamuk-nyamuk kecil itu. Jangan salah, meskipun kecil, mereka cukup menyebalkan




Ah, maafkan coretan tidak jelasku ini.

Labels: ???, No Tags, Whatever

Kacang itu bukanlah kacang bermerk yang dipajang di etalase-etalase toko kelontong, atau berdiri dengan stand cantik di mall. Sebungkus kacang itu hanya berselimut plastik bening sederhana yang dikaitkan dengan memanaskan ujungnya dengan lilin.Kau bisa menemukan kacang goreng semacam ini di warung-warung kecil di pinggir jalan atau di toko-toko kelontong tua yang sudah lama terlupakan.

Kacang ini seakan mengingatkan siapapun yang melihatnya dengan sebuah peribahasa, "Jangan melihat seseorang dari penampilannya.". Meskipun pengemasan kacang ini sangat sederhana, ketika kau mencobanya satu, kau akan terkejut dengan kenikmatan rasanya. Rasanya bukan enak, tetapi unik. Mampu membuatmu tergoda untuk mencobanya lagi dan lagi.

Seperti kamu.

Mungkin sedikit salah jika aku membandingkanmu dengan kacang pinggiran ini karena kamu lebih cocok disamakan dengan kacang-kacang yang berbungkus manis dengan gambar-gambar semarak di pembungkusnya.

Tetapi aku merasa kamu yang sebenarnya adalah kacang ini. Banyak anak memandangmu sebagai kacang yang mahal yang dijual di supermarket itu. Banyak anak memandangmu hanya karena kelebihan-kelebihanmu itu, dan banyak anak tertarik padamu hanya karena ciri fisikmu.

Harus kuakui, kamu itu memang menarik. Sangat. Kamu lebih menarik daripada adikmu yang berjarak hanya dua tahun denganmu itu. Suaramu lebih merdu, lebih indah. Kau lebih tinggi dari kebanyakan anak di sekolah. Kulitmu termasuk putih untuk ukuran anak laki-laki sebayamu. Wajahmu termasuk dalam kategori manis bagi sebagian besar anak perempuan di sekolah. Apalagi dengan ketenaran yang kamu bawa sejak sekolah menengah pertama itu, kamu seperti semakin bersinar di sekolah ini.

Namun kamu mempunyai kekurangan, seperti layaknya manusia pada umumnya. Kamu memiliki sedikit cacat kecil pada salah satu kacang-kacangmu. Tetapi kamu bukan susu sebelanga yang bisa dirusak hanya dengan nila setitik. Kekuranganmu ini seolah tidak berpengaruh banyak terhadap kepopularitasanmu di sekolah.

Banyak anak yang kukenal akan menyebut tentang kemerduan suaramu terlebih dahulu. Kemudian tinggi. Lalu wajah. Baru sifat.

Kamu itu cuek. Banget. Disaat adikmu tengah dekat dengan salah seorang temanku, kamu malah cuek bebek. Begitu banyak anak-anak perempuan yang akan tersipu malu jika kamu ajak bicara. Begitu banyak anak-anak perempuan yang diam-diam menyimpan fotomu dalam ponselnya. Namun harapan mereka semua runtuh karena sifatmu yang lumayan menyebalkan ini.

Tetapi aku berbeda.

Aku bukannya akan menyombongkan diri atau apa. Aku hanya merasa aku berbeda dengan yang lain. Aku mengakui bahwa aku tertarik padamu juga karena kelebihan suaramu itu. Mustahil untuk mengelak dari feromon yang tak sengaja tersebar itu. Namun aku rasa diriku lebih murni. Lebih sejati.

Aku mengenalmu pertama kali ketika kita berjabat tangan di depan mushala, ketika para senior mewajibkan kita semua untuk mengenal satu sama lain lebih dekat. Aku tahu ada kamu yang sedang berusaha mengenali satu-persatu wajah-wajah dari anak-anak perempuan yang duduk berjejer di tangga mushala. Lalu tibalah giliranku. Awalnya aku tidak terlalu peduli, namun karena keharusan dan kewajiban dari para senior untuk mengenali satu angkatan, akhirnya aku berkenalan juga.

Lalu rasanya waktu terhenti selama beberapa detik.

Canda tawa teman-temanku seolah teredam, kicauan burung mendadak menghilang, yang kudengar hanya suaramu yang mengenalkan dirimu sendiri.

"Hai, namaku..."

Kemudian semua kembali seperti sediakala. Ketika aku tersadar kamu sudah beralih ke teman lain di sebelahku. Aku sampai harus bertanya lagi siapa namamu pada anak lain karena aku tidak yakin dengan pendengaranku dan terlalu malu untuk bertanya lagi padamu.

Sejak itu aku mulai tertarik padamu. Sejak itu aku melihatmu sebagai sebungkus kacang sederhana itu, bukan dengan bungkus penuh warna melainkan plastik transparan yang sangat biasa itu.

Aku tidak mengindahkan perkataan banyak anak tentangmu yang terlalu cuek. Menurutku kamu itu baik. Kamu masih membela teman satu angkatanmu, kamu masih peduli untuk datang latihan tepat waktu, kamu masih peduli dengan ikut menawarkan membantu membawa banner meskipun kutolak dengan perasaan kecewa pada akhirnya. Kamu itu baik. Sayang tidak banyak yang melihat hal itu.

Tetapi aku melihatnya. Aku melihatnya dari sini, bersama dengan onggokan barang-barang tak berguna di kotak kardus di rak paling bawah ini. Takkan mungkin bagimu untuk bisa melihatku jika kamu tidak menarik kardus ini keluar dan menumpahkan semua isinya.

Namun aku akan selalu berada di sini. Selalu di sini dengan cintaku yang tulus, yang murni padamu. Aku selalu ada di tempat ini, menunggu saat-saat ketika ada yang tidak sengaja mengenaimu dan membuatmu terjatuh ke bawah. Aku akan ada di sini disaat plastik pembungkusmu sudah pudar warnanya.

Aku akan selalu ada di tempat ini, menerimamu kapan saja, dengan kamu yang apa adanya.

Labels: ???, Short Story, Whatever

Hujan.
Kenapa sebuah cerita akan lebih dramatis jika ditambahkan dengan hujan? Aku heran, di cerita-cerita yang pernah kubaca, jika ada suatu adegan dramatis akan dilatarbelakangi dengan hujan yang turun.
Seperti saat ini.

Hujannya tidak mau berhenti, malah semakin lama semakin deras. Aku melihat ke atas, butiran-butiran air yang menetes membasahi wajahku, rambutku, tubuhku, dan apapun yang ditemuinya di muka bumi ini.
Termasuk kau.

Aku melihatnya. Aku melihat bagaimana luwesnya butiran air yang jernih itu jatuh di atas rambutmu, meluncur dengan ringan di atas permukaannya yang lembut. Aku melihat bagaimana cara partikel-partikel transparan itu melayang saat kau menggerakkan rambutmu yang basah. Aku melihat bagaimana ekspresi wajahmu yang menyambut hujan dengan senang. Aku melihat semuanya, bahkan cahaya-cahaya kecil yang berbinar di sekelilingmu itu bisa kusadari.

Tapi kau tidak menyadarinya. Berkali-kali aku melayangkan pandangan ke arah barat, berkali-kali aku diacuhkan. Bukan diacuhkan, tetapi kau tidak tahu. Kau tidak tahu bagaimana aku ditertawakan oleh teman-temanku ketika aku gagal berbicara dengan lancar ketika kau iseng masuk ke kelasku. Kau tidak tahu bagaimana aku menunggumu lewat di depan kelas saat bel masuk berbunyi. Kau tidak tahu bagaimana aku ikut sedih ketika kau dibentak-bentak kakak kelas, bukan sebagai korsa, tetapi sebagai arti lain. Kau tidak tahu bagaimana...-

Sudahlah. Apa yang sudah terjadi biarkan saja terjadi. Jalan kedepan masih panjang. Kita harus selalu optimis, iya 'kan?

Huh, optimis.

"Sudahlah, kau tidak salah mengharapkannya?"

"Hebat sekali jika ada yang bisa meruntuhkan hatinya,"

"Cuek. Nggak pernah peduli sama cewek. Masih mau dilanjutin?"

Dan masih banyak lagi komentar yang kudengar.

Aku optimis. Ya, aku optimis. Kenapa? Karena aku percaya setiap orang pasti punya hati. Secuek apapun seseorang pasti punya hati, iya 'kan? Jika kau tidak punya hati, kenapa kau tidak diam saja ketika kami kesusahan saat itu? Kenapa kau membantuku menggunting semua kertas-kertas itu?

Optimis.

Optimis adalah senjata terakhir.. . . .
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Labels: ???, curcol, Galau, Night, Whatever

Ostracisme adalah hukuman buang atau pengasingan, berasal dari kata Ostraka dari bahasa Yunani yang artinya Periuk.Katanya jika ada pemimpin yang nggak patut jadi pemimpin, bakalan di voting dan votingannya ditaruh di sebuah periuk... Terus nggak tau gimana kelanjutannya, he he he.

Jadi, hari ini ulangan Biologi bab Bakteria dapat pas KKM, 80 -_- Yah, meskipun naik dari ulangan bab satu kemarin, tapi tetap saja nggak enak! Semoga ulangan bab tiga nanti naik....
Dan aku khawatir sama maetematikaku... Kenapa disaat aku yakin bisa ngerjain malah salah semua!! =_= Sialan nggak sih. Sudah pede ngerjakan, eh, ternyata salah semua. Nggilani. Aku mau-mau saja belajar di rumah, tapi banyak godaan itu lho. Ha ha ha, godaan -_-
Aku bukan mau bahas ini sebenarnya sih -_-

Aku diasingkan!
Bukan sih, nggak diasingkan.
Aku hanya merasa begitu. Di kelas kok rasanya cuma aku satu-satunya yang...yang aneh. Huah, ada apa ini kenapa aku pede sekali -_-
Maksudku, maksudku, maksudku -_-

Sudahlah, Post ini adalah termasuk post tidak penting.

Labels: HIGHSCHOOL, Whatever

Oh ya, saya sedang mengerjakan tugas presentasi Biologi tentang Myxomycota. Bukan mengerjakan sih, hanya mengoreksi beberapa slide yang harus diperbaiki dan dipersedikit tulisannya biar sisanya nanti dijelaskan saja dengan catatan di kertas, biar kelihatan menguasai materi gitu ceritanya. Yah, sebenarnya bukannya nggak ada kerjaan sampai harus mengoreksi presentasi buatan teman ini, hanya saja saya sudah janji akan melihat ulang presentasi buatannya, dan biar nambah nilai kita pakai strategi 'menguasai materi' padahal kita juga sebenarnya masih bingung sama materi kali ini. Baca buku paketnya mbulet! Sebenarnya kalau dibaca dengan baik-baik dan pelan dan dengan NIAT, pasti mengerti.

Omong-omong tentang presentasi, saya jadi ingat dengan teman saya. HA HA HA HA, bukannya saya mau mengejek atau apa, saya hanya ingin mengomentarinya. Berhubung anaknya tidak mungkin tahu blog ini, ya sudah saya keluarkan pendapat saya~

Sebagai pendahuluan, di SMA ini saya nemu banyak anak aneh. Bukan aneh apa, hanya saja sifat yang saya temui sangat banyak, bervariasi, berjenis-jenis, dan mungkin akan banyak memakan tempat jika kita klasifikasikan kemudian kita susun kedalam sebuah peta konsep.Di dalam kelas saya (X IPA 6) selain anak-anak dari SMP yang sama, terdapat banyak sifat yang berlainan. Mulai dari yang biasa saja, yang baik sekali, yang megeli, yang menyebalkan (apa bedanya megeli sama menyebalkan coba?), sampai yang (saat ini) tidak mau saya dekati.

Teman saya yang satu ini termasuk yang megeli. Sebut saja si F, hihihi, karena nama depannya memang berinisial F. Si F ini pintar, sangat. Dia Ranking satu parallel di SMPnya dulu. Heran, kenapa saya bisa sekelas dengan anak sehebat itu. Yah, seperti yang diharapkan dari sang nomor satu (Kei! Hahahaha~ Tidak, tidak, sifatnya JAUH berbeda dengan Takishima Kei yang nyebelin itu, meskipun mungkin otaknya hampir sama kecuali dalam hal memori dan fisik) dia itu rajin, selalu menjawab pertanyaan guru, bukunya lengkap, pendiam, duduk di barisan paling depan, dan hal-hal yang dapat kau temui di seorang juara kelas. Si F ini hebat dalam hal presentasi! Ha ha ha, dia selalu presentasi dengan gaya menjelaskan, jadi dia sangat menguasai materi yang disampaikan. Tapi ada satu kekurangannya jika ia membuat presentasi. Apakah itu?

SLIDE YANG PENUH DENGAN ANIMASI.

Nah. Saya yakin anda mungkin berpikir 'cuma gitu aja lho' atau 'nggak penting' atau 'kamu alay deh' atau yang lain, tetapi selera orang berbeda-beda 'kan? Saya termasuk aliran yang mengutamakan isi materi dalam presentasi, bukan hiburan. Jadi kalau saya buat presentasi mungkin hiburannya hanya satu gambar gif kecil yang ada di pojok dan minim gerakan, atau background yang simpel tetapi colorful.
Si F ini, jika membuat presentasi semua slidenya pasti penuh dengan animasi! Tuhan maafkan saya tetapi saya selalu sebal melihatnya! Slide-nya super rame, dan herannya tidak ada anak di kelas yang komplain tentang hal itu. Ketika pertama kali kita dapat tugas presentasi dan ketika pertama kali si F ini maju dan mempresentasikan slide-nya, yang terlintas di benak saya pertama kali adalah: "TUHAN, MASIH ADA YA, ORANG SEPERTI INI?"

Ahaha, saya jahat, memang. Siapa yang tidak tahu kalau saya sebenarnya jahat? -_-
Jika saja kalian bisa melihat slide yang dibuatnya! Memang sih, mungkin itu taktiknya untuk membuat anak-anak memperhatikan presentasinya. Taktiknya sangat berhasil. Kami jadi memperhatikan presentasinya, yang dikemas dengan apik dan dengan presentator yang baik sekali.

Hoek.

Presentatornya memang bagus. Sangat bagus. Mulai dulu saya ingin bisa presentasi seperti itu. Tapi slide-nya! Slide-nya! Ya ampun! =_=

Sudahlah.

Lalu, ada lagi ini. Sebut saja namanya K. Si K ini juga yang membuat saya berpikir Tuhan-masih-ada-ya-orang-seperti-ini. Kesalahan si K ini adalah tulisannya! Maksud saya bukan tulisan tangannya, tetapi tulisan yang dia buat ketika mengirim pesan pendek alias SMS. Yak benar, dia masih SMS dengan menggunakan bahasa a-l-a-y. Bagi yang tidak mengerti bahasa alay... bahasa alay itu...bahasa yang kalau menyingkat kata itu keterlaluan. Contohnya itu 'aku' jadi 'akk', atau 'iya' jadi 'ea', atau 'pakainya' jadi 'pkai.a'.... Oh well, saya geliiii. Saya geli... Saya sudah cukup dengan satu anak yang berbahasa alay saat SMP (walapun si anak ini lebih modern karena yang dialaykan adalah bahasa inggris). Kemudian lama-kelamaan karena sering chat sama dia di WA kelas, saya jadi lumayan terbiasa dengan tulisan seperti itu. Kemudian yang membuat saya tambah geli adalah MASIH ADA LAGI bahkan banyak lagi YANG PAKAI BAHASA ITU. Kakak kelas, kakak kelas lagi, kemudian temannya si K itu..... Dan guru PPL!

Oh well, masih jamankah bahasa itu? Masihkah??

Embuh rah kah. Nek dipikir tambah sebel, ben gak usah tak pikir wes rah kah. Iki presentasi gurung mariii....
/plakk




Jadi kesimpulannya, saya sudah mulai sebal dengan kelas saya....

Labels: Bad Day, curcol, HIGHSCHOOL, Whatever

Good evening everyone~
Actually I'm too sleepy for doing this, but I want to write something here.

Well I'm sleepy, so please bear with my grammatical errors ^^

Today is Tuesday, October 1st 2013. So what? Until now I have 2 projects to do: 1. Paskibra Anniversary and 2. Journalistic task.
Oh, did I tell you that I was joining Paskibra club at my school? On October 12th, our club will held the 23rd anniversary. I'm on decoration section and we are busy preparing it. We (all the junior) did a meeting every Wednesday and Thursday. The meeting runs from 3.30pm until 5.00pm....
And I was tired of it! We always did pointless thing on the meeting! Yah, even-though we finally come with the theme, the decoration concept and the consumption, but I knew all of my friends were tired and did the meeting half-hearted and it caused the seniors angry~

Then, I am too sleepy to remember what I want to write... so I want to tell you I have a new project story...again.
Well yes, yes, yes, there's too many draft of my story projects that haven't been done but this one is serious (I hope). I want to finish it before January, or at last I will write the last chapter in the middle of January. This project is for what? Seeecret. I don't want to tell it now ^^
The story is about....a ghost. Ahahahahahahahaha. Just kidding. I won't spoil it until I write the last chapter. And the progress now is only on chapt 1.... =_=


Gah.

Now I want to sleeeeeep. I need to sleep early (I think 10.00pm is not an early time for sleep -_-) because I need to copy my friend's civic homework ahahahahaha.

Buh-bye.

And pray for my energy and my brain and my sister.

Labels: Bad Day, Whatever

Nggak sih, nggak free. Seperti biasa title hanya related dengan hal-hal aneh /?
Ah sudahlah.

Sudah dapat wi-fi! Yey, tapi macet-macet karena saluran telepon yang parah... Jadi ya meskipun bisa tetap saja bikin sebel.
Dan yang bikin sebel lagi adalah kelemotan lappy... Aku benar-benar butuh harddisk -_- Tapi uang untuk beli dari mana? Bulan ini banyaaaaaaaaak sekali pengeluaran. Dan justru akhir-akhir ini pemasokan(?) anime lumayan besar... Meskipun SnK sudah end dan Free! juga sudah end.... Sebentar lagi pasti Danganronpa juga!! Mau download apa lagi akuuu??

Oh iya, ada Kuroko.

Nah, kan, memoriku tinggal 15GB dari 116GB! Bayangkan... Lucu sekali melihatnya menjadi merah perlahan-lahan...

Ya ampun =_=

Labels: Whatever

Aku habis nonton Karneval :3 Dan masih terkesan dengan ke-unyu-an Karoku! Hiiih, rambutnya biru! XD
Ganteng lagi! =w=b

Besok ulangan Matematika... hahahah... Untungnya open book, jadi aku masih bisa lihat rumus lah ._.b
Aku masih punya masalah sama mtk, entah kenapa. Padahal kimia dan fisika baik-baik aja lho. Oh, kemarin hasil psikologi tes keluar. Katanya aku kecenderungan ke matematika dan IPA ._. Nggak salah kah? Nilai mtk-ku selalu jelek lho. Dan katanya aku lebih dominan otak kiri, yang logis, sistematis dan analis. Eer, sepertinya kalau masalah otak aku agak abstrak. Duh nggak tau lah. Ini hasil tes beda banget sama yang dulu.
Yang bikin ngakak itu kemampuan bersosialisasi yang kurang! Huahaha, aku nggak kaget :D Tapi kemampuan adaptasinya lumayan... Masa aku gampang adaptasi, sih? Nggak deh kayaknya.
Dari dulu aku bingung, apa coba yang bisa didapat dari aku ngerjain soal-soal nggak jelas kayak gitu. Kenapa hasilnya bisa jadi kayak gitu? Dilihat dari apa kok bisa menyimpulkan kayak gitu...

Nggak usah dipikirkan deh ^^;;

Berhubung ini cuma post karena bosen... Aku ngantuk...
Jaa~

Labels: Whatever

Haha, what's wrong with the title? :D
Berhubung hari ini hari pertama latihan Paskib hehe jadi ya gitu deh title-nya ^^

Hari ini tidak ada yang perlu dilaporkan /halah/
Cuma aku tadi sebel banget sama *tul (nama disamarkan) /plakk
Kenapa? Karena latihan paskib nggak bener sama sekali =_= Iya, kita semua masih baru, masih nggak bisa, masih kudu nurut sama seniornya, wajar kalau dimarahin seniornya, tapi ya nggak gitu juga kali mbak -_- Aku yakin dia masuk cuma gara-gara pingin dapet TTDnya tatib Dika =_= Masa nggak niat banget, dateng telat, nggak bawa topi, males lagi! Coba aja nonjok muka orang nggak dosa, abis deh itu anak =_= Mending keluar paskib deh, daripada jelek-jelekin angkatan tahun ini! Cih, meskipun kamu tinggi kalau nggak niat ya nggak enak dipandang woy! Udah tau pas demo lapangan tertibnya kayak gitu, nggak jamin kamu masuk paskib maji heart 1000% /apaini/

Cih, ngomongin orang dosa, mending nulis hal lain daripada nambahin dosa yang udah numpuk :v Ngapain orang nggak bener itu diomongin =_=

Anyway~ Lupakan soal curcol diatas~
Aku belum lihat Shingekyo 19 lho :D Sudah kudownload sih, tapi belum kulihat. Mana aku numpuk Danganronpa 3 eps kalau nggak salah. Padahal aku buka laptop hampir tiap hari lho, kerjaannya cuma nyari-nyari tugas doang sama kalau udah kecantol socmed pasti lama di depan lepi ._.
Dan akhir-akhir ini laptopku jadi error!! :'
Kadang kalau buka internet jadi lola, kadang kalau udah kelamaan on jadi lola, macet-macet.... Nah, kayak gini nih, aku ngetik tangan udah jalan banyak yang muncul di screen baru kalimat awal-awal!
Jangan rusak, plis, jangan rusaaaaaak! :'

ADA lomba bikin film Indie! Gyaaaa, aku pengen ikuuuut! Tapi nggak ada sarana dan prasarana yang memadai :' Mau pakai kameranya siapa, mau ngedit pakai apa (WMMku rusak gak bisa dibuka dafuk gak seh)... Tuhan kasihlah saya rizki dengan ngejatuhin DSLR lengkap dengan lensa dan tripod :' Dan laptop yang ada WMMnya :'
Boleh beda sekolah kok, makanya itu yang buat aku semangat. Kan bisa ngajak anak-anak u,u
Tapi gimanaaaaaa =_=

Oh iya mau curcol lagi :p

Aku kelas X IPA 6, bareng sama si Yogha(lagi), anak yang keliatannya pendiem padahal nggak itu. Nah, kan berhubung kelas baru, jadi nggak ada yang tahu yaapa si Yogha benerannya (bahasaku aneh -_-) Ya pokok gitu lah. Waktu mereka tahu kalau dia suka JKT48, ada anak namanya I*d*i itu ngece dia gara-gara suka JKT48 =_= Waktu kutanya (dengan pengendalian diri biar nggak narik lepas kerudungnya dia gara-gara sebel) kenapa kok diece, soalnya cuma gara-gara ortunya polisi pas anaknya suka JKT48 itu aneh banget. Ya maksudnya, ortunya polisi, tapi anaknya kok suka gituan, gitu lho (IYA, GITUAN, IYA).
Ya nggak apa-apa dong, terserah kita! Masa cuma gara-gara status ortunya yang polisi anaknya nggak boleh suka sama idol yang sampai sekarang masih dianggap plagiatnya AKB48 itu?
Btw, itu fakta lho. Si temenku yang ngece ini waktu kutanya "Emangnya JKT48 kenapa?" Dia jawab, "Apa, JKT48 itu, plagiatnya AKB48!"
Beneran deh, waktu dia bilang gitu aku mukul meja dan langsung bilang "JKT48 BUKAN PLAGIATNYA AKB48 KOK!" sambil senyam-senyum nggak jelas gitu.

KENAPA OY KENAPA?? KALAU PLAGIAT, MANA ADA YANG PAKAI NAMA YANG JELAS-JELAS MIRIP KAYAK GITU?? TERUS KALAU PLAGIAT NGAPAIN ADA MEMBER DARI JAPAN ITU? =_=

/shush, Alice =_=/

Balik lagi ke awal, si temenku itu pokok (jadi semacam) ilfeel sama si Yogha karena dia vvota =_= Dan gara-gara DP WA-nya piku tulisannya "48" dia juga diece =_= Oy, kita kan berhak ngefans sama sapa aja toh?

Aku juga vvota, masalah buat anda? =_=

Terus tu anak sialan juga bilang "sebagian besar fans JKT48 pasti ngefans gara-gara membernya yang cantik aja dan outfit JKT48 yang cenderung pendek-pendek." Kalau iya kenapa? Paling nggak daripada tawuran antar sekolah mending nge-chant di teater, ya nggak sih? Dan lagian banyak juga fans yang nggak abal, yang suka JKT48 gara-gara kepribadian idol grupnya dan murni ngedukung si oshi karena kelebihan si oshi masing-masing! Kita nggak se-pervert yang kau kira, mbak =_=

Dan karena si temenku itu anaknya sedikit nyebelin dan aneh (bukan 'aneh' macam otaku lho ya) dan ditambah dia secara nggak langsung ngejelekin JKT48 juga, aku jadi makin sebel sama dia =_=







Yaoloh, tanganku kemeng =_=
Sudah ah, mumpung malam minggu mau marathon anime yang belum terlihat~

Jaa~~

#end

Labels: AKB48, anime, Bad Day, curcol, Danganronpa, japan, Japan Night, JKT48, NOT NICE, Shingekyo, Whatever

MOS selesai! Finally =_= Otsukaresamaaaa~
MOSnya nggak serem-serem amat sih ^^ Cuma ya menghabiskan banyak waktu saja... Menghabiskan tenaga, menghabiskan waktu tidurku, menghabiskan waktu sampai nggak bisa buat lihat Shingekyo 14, menghabiskan waktu sampai nggak bisa lihat Free di PC! Arigato senpaitachi, sudah membuat banyak waktu berguna menjadi terisi dengan kegiatan tidak berguna :'v Saya merasa tersanjung...

Anyway, mari kita lupakan MOS yang mengesalkan itu haha. Besok ada Spiritual Training katanya :v Males mau ikut, disuruh nginep-nginep sih! Salah disuruh bawa tikar sendiri u,u Males dah. Bolos dah. Kan sudah ikut MOS, kan nggak ada tatib, kan? Ya sudah :3

Oh iya!! Sekarang ultahnya Taemin! XD
Happy Birthday, uri maknae Taemin! Meskipun udah gede, kamu tetep aja lebih muda dari Onew /plakk. Sayang aku jarang on twitter yang lama :' Aku bahkan lupa kalau hari ini ultahmu kalau Affiliasi Shawol Indo nggak ngetweet kemaren :' Maafkan saya...

Lalu, sekarang sedang menonton Free! XD Nanase Haruka-san sasuga~ Jadi mempengaruhi untuk belajar renang lagi haha :)) Memangnya Freestyle yang dipakai Haru bisa sebagus itu di Real Life? Entah ya~ Ini kan cuma anime~ Lagipula ada Mamoru Miyano di sini ^^
Dan sekarang juga sedang mengiuti Danganronpa dan Brother Conflict! Danganronpa karena plotnya, Brother Conflict karena Tsubaki dan Azusa! Hohoho~ Mereka semacam Hikaru Kaoru sepertinya XD Dan lagi seiyuu-nya Tsubaki itu Suzumura Kenichi > < Hii~ Saya melihat anda dimana-mana Kenichi-san~
Dan aku lagi cari seiyuu-nya Danganronpa. Mungkin saja ada nama yang kukenal disana~

Dan Free! Free ukyah~ Lihat itu siang-siang bikin haus saking banyaknya air di anime itu > < Disamping haus juga entah boleh dilihat di siang-siang puasaan gini.
Kenapa summer harus pas puasaan coba ;A;

~ ~ ~

Oh iya, sejak beberapa hari puasa, aku bahkan belum bilang apa-apa di sini....
Happy Fasting, all! :D Semoga tahun ini bisa full!! (Meskipun nggak yakin -,-)

~ ~ ~

Labels: B-Day, Birthday, curcol, SHINee, Taemin, Whatever