Hello.
I am posting from flafla milkshake again (pay me for this ad please) and bless their wifi speed.

Tomorrow is the final test (UAS) and I intended to study in here because I need internet connection to download the material for tomorrow's test but I ended up reading YoongixJimin fanfictions and downloading the latest episode of my new show that I watch recently.

Oh, great Alice, such a smooth introduction to that topic.

I don't want to review the TV show, though, because it's not the main point why I write this post on the first time, but a little review couldn't hurt anyone, right?
So the title is Eyewitness, and it's an American TV Series. I found out about that in tumblr a week ago, and --as expected from a series that has a gay couple in it, I was attracted to it once I saw the first episode in my house last week.

It's like, what, a blessing. This series, I mean. Because it's a mix of criminal and detective-y kind of tv show, like Criminal Minds and such, and it has a freaking cute gay couple. The eighth episode is coming just last night America time, so it's basically yesterday in here.

I already downloaded the newest episode, and I plan to watch it tonight, ho ho ho. I do neglecting my test for tomorrow, but I already craving for this since yesterday.

Anyway, Shadowhunters season 2 is coming next year, and Sherlock season 4 is too. So much tv show to watch! But I'll spend the rest of Christmas with my family back in my home, so I can download it any time I want. Ah, I get my uni off on December so I can go home and calming my butts down.

Anyway, why am I writing this? It's supposed to be an 'I Ramble #2' post but I remembered about the tv show and it just disappear easily. I can write I ramble any time, anyway, so I can write it later. I don't even know why I create that tag anyway, and I don't even think that anyone will read this blog (again, with the negativity) so, well, this is just for my own pleasure.

Well, what else to write? I currently writing 3 fanfictions and I don't have any idea left to be poured onto that, so I think I will stop for a while.

Yesterday I bought that Shadowhunters book, the one with the illustration? Google it on your own since I'm too lazy to search it for you. I supposed to buy Haruki Murakami's Wind-Up Bird Chronicles, but I think it can wait. I have the epub version, but I want the physical version, though, maybe I will buy it next month. Anyway, it's my friend who introduced me to Murakami-sensei. I read Umibe no Kafka last month, and it was great. I, somehow, sensed that this is very Japan like. I mean, the imaginations, the cats, the way the story flows --I think it is just like a complicated story of a Square Enix manga in a very literature way.

I do love this kind of story, though. It's unique, and I agree with a lot of reviews in the internet that said 'Murakami's is not for everyone.'. I do think a lot of people will confuse with the story line, the plot, and the magical world that suddenly pops up out of nowhere in the book. The cat that can talk is weird, but a parallel universe in the middle of a totally normal city? That's even weirder for the 'normal' kind of reader.

Murakami's work has that page-turner magic --I can't stop when reading it. I think it was the first time I fell asleep in the middle of reading session late in the night --I slept with my phone in my hand, in the middle of Umibe no Kafka epub version. I never fall asleep while reading before. It always me deciding to stop, and I placed the book (or my phone) in the right order and I go to sleep.

I remember my uncle once talk to me about Haruki Murakami's work back then when I went to Singapore, but I was too small to understand literary work. Now I regret that, lmao. I could have a set of Murakami's work by now, rather than Percy Jackson's. It's okay, though. With reading Murakami's work now, I can understand the jokes inside there better than when I was a child, and with my (cough) knowledge now, I can understand every and each of the scene inside his book better.

Anyway, it's the time for me to go back to my dormitory.

Labels: curcol, Night

This is another straight-away-post! This time I just finished re-read Hana no Mizo Shiru for the nth time already. I don't know how many I've reread this manga, I just love the story too much and the artwork is just too beautiful too.

Well, I just want to write about how much my chest hurts after I finished reading this -like, everytime, even though I know the story well already, even though I've read it too many time.

Personally, I will say that the main character's nature is a quite the same with mine -but this is a syndrom that will make us the reader feel like "ohmy, this article is so me!" (usually it's a horoscope article or something like that), so, well, please excuse me for that issue.

Misaki Shouta's character is quite similar with mine; the 'go-away-I-can-stand-by-myself' thing, and the contradiction of it as well; the 'I-need-you-so-much-so-please-don't-leave-me-alone-will-you' thing.
Uhm, please bear with this embarassing post. I don't even sure why I write this on the first place.

What makes me like this manga too much is the author's beautiful angsty story here. Is this manga can be categorized as angst? I don't know, but this makes my head and my chest hurts so much every time I read this so -well, I considered this thing as an angst, for me, though. Or is it hurt/comfort?

I remember when I read this manga for the first time, when I finished it, I leaned on the wall and sighed and did that fangirl pose when you just see something beautiful, like when you see two cats cuddle together and you went like 'Aaaaahhhh so cuteeee it hurts ohmyohmy I can die in peace right nowwww'

. . . . . d-do you u-understand it?

I mean, look, when Misaki regretted himself why he's born as a boy instead of girl, and look at his expression there -it's so damn sad and Takarai Rihito-sensei doing a great job on her drawings there!
And my most favourite part is the extra on final chapter, when Arikawa was leaving Misaki because his mom called him to help with the chores since his grandma collapsed. It's my favourite, but it also so damn sad and sweet and 'I can't take it anymore!' mixed together.

When Arikawa didn't show up because he needed to stay in his parent's home longer, Misaki slept in Arikawa's room because he missed him and he wondered why two weeks can be that long.
It's like Misaki missed Arikawa but he could do nothing since he know that Arikawa can't go home straight away for him. Misaki started to forget how lonely he was when he was left by his grand father. And when he smashed himself in the pile of Arikawa's futon in his room, it hits me. I don't know why, but it just hits me. Then the first thought that crossed my mind is how nice if we have someone to wait for, to be held when we are in hard times, to be talked to if we feel bad, and to be randomly hugged just because we feel like it.

Oh, well, this kind of relationship is not a 'high-school romance life' step anymore, I think. Blame all that fanfiction and all that yaoi manga I've read all this time!

But weirdly, I never feel such a tight feeling like this when I read normal romance fiction. You know, even if it's not a full-romance story, books like Divergent and The Hunger Games - their stories are good, really, they need to survive together and that's sweet, ikr, but, nah, they are good, and that's all! Just good, nothing more. But when I read a yaoi fanfiction, or a yaoi manga like this amazing work of Rihito-sensei, sometime I got this feeling. Screw my mind.

And, back to the main topic of this lame post, I think it's not "oh, their character is quite the same with mine!" but "I envy them because they have someone to take care of them."
It's pretty different, then.

Sorry I can't think straight -it's twelve thirty in the morning right now.

Still, the sentence is correct. It doesn't have to be a lover, actually, a friend, a very close friend is enough. Since I don't really have a friend like that, so, well, maybe it's only my nature to want something like that....
Nah it's sounds like a pervert ohmygod.

Last word!!! Hana no mizo shiru is a great work -no doubt, and... and I like it too much...
(I erased my original sentence.)

Please just ignore what you've read just now, thank you.

Good night!

Labels: curcol, HIGHSCHOOL, Japan Night, manga, Night

Hello, this is July update. I thought I didn't post anything in June, so this post counted as June update too.

I'm in my very first one month school holiday. Thanks for the fasting month that crashed with our school holiday session, so school holiday plus Eid Mubarak holiday means one month holiday. Yay. I still have, umm, two weeks left? Or three? I don't remember.

I practically do nothing at home. It's fasting month, so I can't eat the snack easily at noon, and the holiday dance cover project can't be done for sure.

There's a brand new writing school in my town this month. I join it, of course, and the goal is to make my own book. The course started on the beginning of this fasting month, so it's finished already. Now it's the time to do the project - the novel project, and I still need one more sign to begin the project officially. Well, good luck for me!

And, update from my local bookstore! They released No.6 - I can't believe it! As long as I begin to buy my books from that bookstore, they rarely release shonen-ai-hinted manga. Let's wait until manga like Seven Days or other very very light shonen ai manga released here. I still hope that they will release Takarai Rihito sensei's work, but, psssh, I don't think so. Hana no Mizo Shiru has a smut scene in there, even though it's not too smutty. And, yeah, they will never released Ten Count here.

Talking about Ten Count, Baozi and Hana's recent work is Ten Count! Hana looks adorable and amazingly beautiful as usual.

Anyway, current mood is sleepy. I wake up at nine everyday, really. I feel sorry for my aunt who always yell at me in the morning.

I'm downloading Junjou Romantica's season 3 right now, and I wonder if watching it while fasting month is safe. I'm not updating Ten Count's newest chapter these days - and the manga-cap is everywhere in the tumblr. I need to stay away from my tumblr.

And, strangely, I don't check on BTS's update regularly in this holiday season. During their Dope promotion, I hardly saw their comeback stage, and their newest twitter picture update, and their mini fanmeeting yesterday... I still know it, tho, hahaha. I just didn't check my twitter these days. I wonder why.

Maybe I'm distracted by my fluffy bed....

Ah, about the title.

I randomly watched Owari no Seraph yesterday, and I found that the anime is not really interesting. Hahahahahahaha but I watched it because of the character! Mika and Yuu, the main character, they are so sweet and cute together. I watched the whole 12 episode in one day and decided to read the manga before it's too late (like ansatsu and tokyo ghoul. They said the manga is far better than the anime).

So, I ship them two! That's why the title today is Owari no Mikayuu. //slapped

Uhm - I think there's nothing left to say...
Well, good bye.









update.

I just read owasera chapter 35 (the newest chapter) and Mika ran away with Yuu. Oh my god I can't explain how's my feeling... I CAN'T UGH I can't understand why Yuu is SO precious to Mika, I mean, so very fucking precious so he can brush away the pain when someone actually stabs sword to Mika's body when he's with Yuu. It happens three times so far. And Mika didn't drink human's blood (he's a vampire) just simply because Yuu will not like it.
Well, I really read this for the plot. I swear.
The plot where Mika tries to save Yuu's life no matter how.

:)

look at Mika's face. He's way too happy when he sees Yuu.

Anyway, I read the Indonesian-scanlation because I found a site where I can download Owasera chapters easily. I can't find the english one, so, yeah.

Labels: Holiday, manga, Night

Hello. This is May and April post, because I didn't post anything on April, sorry.

Current mood is: confused.
Stanning BTS is really not healthy. Their newest music video is making me crying for these past week; like, seriously crying, with tears running on the cheeks and all those fanfiction-ish thing.
I'm proudly stating that I didn't cry when I watched Miracle in Cell No. 7 two years ago, but I cry because of Hoseok's acting on I Need U. Really, they know what are they doing.

Hoseok's part in the music video, somehow, seems like very realistic. I'm not saying that he's into drugs too in the reality. The fact that Hoseok is the vitamin of the group and we rarely see him down really hits me. He is always positive and full of energy, eventhough we can see that he's tired and sleepy.
Watching Hoseok's acting on I Need U music video; it appears as Hoseok's other side to me. I mean, it's very understandable if he really drinks those drugs...
No, please, no. I DON'T WANT THAT. I SWEAR.

When the first MV was out, Hoseok's part was the one that made me crying lol I used four tissue papers at that time. The part when he walked on the bridge, and gave us that blank expression -UGH, I cried the most at that part. It's kinda like he was showing his another side to us. It's like we are looking at Hoseok in this MV, it's not J-Hope but it's Hoseok.
Who knows that actually he is experiencing something not nice when the camera is off, and when the camera is on, he's turning into that happy happy J-Hope that always ARMY know.
Idol is a mask, and we, the fans, will never know what's behind the mask unless they open it by themselves.
AND WHEN THE ORIGINAL MV IS OUT oh my god.
When Hoseok swallowed the pills and when he fell down on the road, oh my god, I couldn't even breathe when I saw the MV for the first time.
It's still making me cry until now, tho.

Taehyung's part, somehow, is very cool. He stabbed the man, and he's covered in blood, yeah, man, that's cool.
After his incident with netizen a few days ago, watching him on the MV again, surprisingly, also made me cry too.
FYI, I do watch the music video for idk how many times, I lost count already.
When Taehyung stabbed the man, the reality that hits me is "What if he ever wanted to do some violent things to unstressed himself?"
I don't say that stabbing man is good for refresh you up, but, well, I don't know how is that idea appearing in my head.
I have a theory on this actually, haha.
In most of their music videos, they always broke things; No More Dream, N.O, Boy In Luv, Danger, and now I Need U. I think they also using that scene to released their stress.
And when I rewatched Taehyung's part in I Need U, I couldn't help thinking that "This is Taehyung, not V."
Same with Hoseok's case, ugh.

At this rate, I can cry with just thinking about Hoseok's alter ego and my theories above...
I'm wasting too many tissue papers just for him. They turned me into a crybaby, really.

Anyway, SHINee's comeback with View this month. I can't buy their first press album, by the way, because I bought BTS's Hwayangyeonwha AHAHAH white version.
THEIR TEASER IS SUCH A TEASE -girls' legs on the first teaser, and a girl on their second photo teaser ohmygod. Please don't use sexy concept on them, please. Just use the girl to walk by (like Jessica did on Sherlock, or like their Japan MVs) PLEASE DON'T LET THEM TOUCH THE GIRL UGH.

Current condition is good. I did the chemist test well, and the exam is coming this month. I have a debate competition on this Sunday, I hope I can ditch this competition, let me sick please please so I can't attend the competition.

Well, this is the end of this month's post!
Goodbye.

Labels: BTS, Comeback, Night, Whatever

Hello.

After a rough time working on a chemistry and scientific math homework, I decided to come here just to say hi.

Well, hi.

Today I accidentally met my friend on the basketball field after school, and he said that I looked so tired somehow. I did feel tired, but I didn't think it would affect that much to my appearance. Well, a dark circle is already formed around my eyes, but I wear glasses so I think it didn't show that much!

Somehow I don't think that this 'tiredness' is caused by too much homeworks or too much activity. I think it's because of the too much holiday I have lately. The amount of my school days off is just too many. Thanks to the third grade, who is having a couple of test. That's why, I think, that I used to do nothing and play around too much.

Well, the number of project is also MAKING ME SO DAMN TIRED IF YOU COUNT THE EMOTIONAL MATTER AS WELL. About the musical drama project, sigh, I told you already about it. Seems like none is interested in this musical play -it's D-4 but the properties... And the songs... Ugh... I don't give any fuck anymore.

Ah, I tried to not write any foul words, haha. Nowadays I say fuck and shit easily, as if that words are nice thing to say. Thanks to this hip hop songs that I listened recently. Seriously, why everyone can't appreciate hip hop like they do to pop songs? If we compared both lyrics, hip hop has a really nice meaning. By nice I mean, the meanings are great, honest, and sometimes, heart breaking too. And the beat is nice too, right? Don't just judge from the bad words they use, sometimes there is something that only can be described by that words.
Like those bitches I know. And I don't fucking care about them right now. Let them stay on their motherfucking world, good bye.

Hahaha! Those bitches I know! I wonder if  they know I called them like this, they will feel betrayed.
I don't care, tho.

Ah, don't worry. This certain bitches I write is not you, dear, not you!

It's getting late already, Tomorrow is hard, one and half hours chemist, followed by physic and scientific math and history.
And homeworks on every subject. What the fuck?

So, let's sleep.

Labels: Night

It's 12:27am when I write this; on my sister's laptop and facing a bunch of paper works. My wi-fi is broken, so I can't use it as a wi-fi anymore. It has to be connected through a yellow cable and become an ethernet connection. I can't use my own laptop because its battery is broken since... 3 years ago? It need to be charged all the time, so it isn't very nice to move it away from my study table inside my room.

This year is not going well, for me. The second year of high school is a very fun year, most of people said. It is fun indeed; my new class is not as bad as the old one, meets new people, going back innto my fangirl mode, being the senior on the school club, and etc. etc. But it is going harder as well; the lessons, the homeworks, the activities...

On the first day of being a second grader I told myself to study harder, start thinking about the future school, start to planning about this and that, and other thing that connected with 'my-future-life'. But it's not going well like I imagined. It's my own fault, I think. The main problem is I can't focus to one thing; both from the school side and from myself. Wait, let me explain.

My father always told me that us people is not perfect. It is just right to not being super on math but genius on literature. Each people has its own specialty. But the school nowadays -the Indonesian school- is not using that phrase. We need to get A or minimum B- on every subject to pass. So we can't focus to one subject that we mastered the most. Or else we can't pass.

I have a hard time in learning the science subjects; Science Math, Physic, and Chemist. It's not like I can't calculate the amount of energy. I just need to study more intensely and seriously. I already have a study-plan in my mind, but it always failed because I have no time.

Then, I can't focus to one thing because I get bored easily. I have a plan (again. Count how many plans I have in this post).) to regularly make a short story and gather it as a book and publish it. Or just simply send it to a magazine. It walked smoothly at first. I had done thirteen short story, but because it's mainly a random things (which I think the girly magazine I aimed to will not accept that kind of story) I think to make a new one.
And until now I haven't done a single page. I have three drafts of fanfictions, a bunch of drafts of my short story, and (maybe) two or three novel-possible ideas. I just can't manage my mood.

And manage my time! I need to study, I need to finish a LOT of proposals, invitation, and my club's secretary works, and I need to watch all those unwatched k-dramas and anime. I have 'Let Me Hear Your Voice' and 'It's Okay, That's Love' unwatched. I have 'Love Stage!', 'Free! Eternal Summer', 'Haikyuu!', 'Soul Eater', 'Black Butler Season 1,2', and 'Natsume Yuujinchou Season 1,2'. Oh God.

And I still need to download Haikyuu and Love Stage; and a LOT of k-pop videos I haven't watch yet like BTS American Hustle Life ep 6-8 (plus all the unreleased cuts), SHINee's latest activity, and 48Family activity!

Then this year's problem is money! Everything is getting expensive; my money oh my money. I bought BTS Dark&Wild on the previous month, that's the first time I bought an album with my own money lol. I need to pay my class shirt, class jersey and any other things. I want to buy this and that (Taemin's ACE, Akmu's Play, BTS N.O shirt, and Japanese School Bag) but I have no money left for those unimportant things.
It's important.
No, it's not.

Oh and I've been distracted by BTS lately. I SERIOUSLY NEED TO MANAGE  MY TIME because I kept a bunch of taekook and yoonmin and namjin fanfic on my phone haha. Just in case I'm bored or something.

Well, it's 1:21am already.
Always wish me a luck, good night.

Labels: Bad Day, curcol, english, experience, HIGHSCHOOL, Night, Whatever

Tahun baru tinggal hitungan jam saja, minnaa~ Nanti kalau jam dua belas aku bakalan teriak "Yes nggak tidur setahun!!" /plak

Well, aku bakalan melakukan apa yang sering orang lakukan di akhir tahun. Review! Ya, mari kita review apa saja yang telah terjadi sepanjang tahun 2013 ini... :D

Kalau dipikir-pikir banyak sekali yang telah terjadi ya?
Di Januari, ada berita yang ngagetkan satu sekolah: RSBI bubar :D Itu kalau nggak salah official diumumkan tanggal 9 Januari ^^ Terus, kita Ujian Praktek Pensi juga di bulan Januari. Masih inget rasanya kita bingung-bingung buat undangan yang akhirnya kebuang ituu hahaha.

Di Feburari, ada parade UTS sama Try Out! Kebayang gimana mbleneknya kita sama soal itu, hihihi. Ntar ketemu TO lagi masih lamaa :D

Di Maret ada Ujian Praktek! Lumayan bikin pusing itu, sementara ultahnya Haruu sehari sebelum uprak :D Maret juga ada Ujian Akhir Sekolah, yang nggak kita anggap serius berhubung sudah bosen sama soal...

Di April ada Ujian Nasional!! April ini bulan sibuk banget deh kayaknya :D Waktu itu kita ribet banget sama UN, dan ada Istigosah-istigosah.... Dan rekreasi! Rekreasi tiga hari yang Nim nggak ikut itu u,u
Dan kalau nggak salah sekitar Maret-April ini ada masalah sama anak kelas sebelah... Si Haruu-Nim-Khodi-dan anak sekelas lawan NIN... :'D

Di Mei ada.... Ada photo session bareng anak AOJ yang lumayan gagal hihihi. Dan kalau nggak salah habis itu kita (Aku, Haruu, mbak Khar) ke De Charite :D
Dan Mei ini aku mulai nambah aktivitas Fujoshinya /plak/ Maksutku, aku jadi sering lihat ulang Takumi-kun... Dan kita juga sempat nyetak foto-foto buat hadiahnya Era :D Waktu itu heboh persiapannya, yang sembunyi-sembunyi masang foto waktu hari H ^^

Di Juni... ada hasil UN! Anak-anak satu sekolah pada deg-deg-an nungguin hasil nilainya di sekolah xD Dan ternyata aku dapet... 33.35! Sama sekali tidak memuaskan walaupun banyak yang bilang bagus -_-
Dan pensi Akbar ^^ Tanggal 15 Juni, hari yang sama dengan pindahnya Nada ke Bali... Pulang pensi waktu itu lumayan gloomy hahaha.  Pas, besoknya aku namatin Sekaiichi Season 2 dan sudden confession ke Sachi wuahaha. Sudah, itu nggak penting juga.
Terus, di Juni juga kalau nggak salah, Instagram ngeluarin aplikasi video, dan kita (Aku, Era, Aday) denger suaranya Terry untuk pertama kali! :D Wiih, heboh waktu itu, padahal biasa aja suaranya!

Di Juli hari pertama ada tes masuk SMA! Aku tes di smasa waktu itu. Dan ternyata aku masuk SMADA~ Misah sama yang lain wuakaka. Di bulan Juli ini juga mulai MOSnya smada. Tiga hari yang SUPER melelahkan. Aku sempat tidur cuma sejam gara-gara nyelesaikan tugas yang dikasihin...

Di Agustus ada Photosession yang berhasil! Di lapas, bareng Sachi, Haruu dan mbak Khar. Terus di agustus juga ada latihan pertama di Paski ^^ Hi hi hi, aku masih ingat gimana kita semua dibenerin dan capek banget berdiri di lapangan... Di Agustus juga aku dapet surat telat pertama -_- Gara-gara check lab dan akhirnya telat masuk sekolah.

Di September ada AFA!!!! Huh kah, galau seharian -_- Nggak berani lihat Twitter, biar nggak tau update-an soal AFA. Bulan ini juga aku ribet soal Diesnat Paski dan Diesnat Jurnalis. Wih sibuk deh, tiap hari pulang sore buat dateng ke pertemuan yang membahas masalah yang nggak ada ujungnya. Yah, meskipun ada hiburannya sih... (ehem ._.) Dan akhirnya Diesnat Jurnalis berhasil dengan baik, dengan Tema Jepangan~ dan Diesnat Paski (bulan depan) berhasil jugaa. Bulan ini aku juga beli wig-nya Isana Yashiro ^^

Di Oktober ada... Diesnat Paski -_- yang Berhasil! Seluruh angkatan datang untuk pertama kalinya dalam sejarah angkatan 24! Acara berlangsung lancar, gangguan cuma dikit, dan semua performance berhasil dengan baik~ Sayang nggak ada yang video Azki nyanyi waktu itu -_- Oktober juga ada Photses Gakuen AU di SMASA ^^ Dan Diklat Jurnalis yang menyenangkan~ Dan ngerjakan Mading buat paski! Yeeeay aku ingat senangnya nyuruh-nyuruh anak itu buat ngguntingin kertas...

Di November ada Ultahnya orang u,u Pfff, nggak deh. Di November ada pradiklat paski yang bikin aku tepar malamnya. Beneran deh, besoknya aku nggak masuk sekolah gara-gara masih pusing. November ini ada acara ngebujuk Shela buat balik lagi ke Paski... Kita nangis-nangis di aula waktu itu, ha ha ha. Terus ada MAHARANInya SMAPA :D Aku nggak lihat sih. Dan besoknya ada sweet seventeennya orang :p Terus hari minggu minggu depannya, ada momen unyu banget hi hi hi.

Dan akhirnya, di Desember ada Ujian Akhir Semester! Aku nggak ngerasa kayak ujian, beneran deh. Tapi hari pertama UAS sudah dikasih semangaaaaaaaat xD cuma sedikit kata simpel itu :'D wuah... Bulan ini saudara-saudara dateng dari mana-manaa... Sempat jalan-jalan ke Bali sama Malang juga :D Desember juga emosi-emosiannya Paski :D Finally aku keluar paski, setelah enam bulan yang melelahkan dan menyenangkan itu ^^ Keputusan yang nggak bisa diterima banyak anak... Tapi kayaknya dia nggak termasuk :p
Desember juga ada classmeet, dan yang berkesan itu pensi penutupan classmeetnya. Kurekam, kak, meskipun audionya hancur tapi suaramu masih kedengaraan~


/istirahat bentar/

Nulis itu semua capek lho -_- Aku sempat mikir ngapain ya nulis ginian tapi karena udah jalan setengah, akhirnya dilanjutin aja.

Overall, tahun 2013 ini adalah tahun yang sangat berkesan. Mulai dari lulus SMP dan masuk SMA, sampai peristiwa-peristiwa lain yang sangat berarti. Doki doki nggak jelas ini juga terjadi hahahaha, move on yang bekerja dengan sangat baik, ya nggak sih? Cuma ya itu, kok rasanya ketinggian...

Kegiatan tahun 2013 yang paling menonjol itu Paski! Jadwal sehari-hari penuh cuma buat paski; rapat ini, rapat itu, kumpul, latihan. latihan. latihan, mading, rapat lagi, rapat lagi.... Kegiatan paling emosional tahun ini ya paski. Dari ngebujuk anak buat masuk lagi ke paski, doki-doki gak jelas waktu rapat pdl di Unej waktu itu, sampai akhirnya aku sendiri yang keluar, ha ha ha. Buat anak paski (yang gak kira baca) makasih sudah menemani setengah tahun ini dengan kesenangan dan kesedihan yang kita alami bareng (karena korsa btw)~ Kalian pasti lebih baik tanpa aku, fighting! :D

Well, sebenarnya masih banyaaaaaak yang mau kutulis, saking ae males hihihi. Kalau mau tau maen aja nih, berhubung liburnya masih ada silahkan tanya langsung ke saya /plak

Ini di Singapore dan Bali udah tahun baru ini, sementara disini belom :p
Tahun baru kali ini biasa aja ya? Di rumah, nonton ulang sekaiichi... Tahun lalu keren lho, aku lihat Fireworks Party di dekat MRT Station di Khatib, Singapura. Meski nggak ke Orchard atau ke Marina Bay, countdown di sana lumayan asik juga, karena semuanya pada ngomong bahasa Inggris /plak

Ayo jaaam cepetaan aku mau post iniii :v

Anyway, Happy New Year!! Semoga tahun depan akan lebih baik dari tahun kemarin, semoga semua rencana-rencana bakal terlaksana, semoga tambah ada kemajuaaaan!!! << abaikan yang terakhir.

Oh iya... hari terakhir tahun 2013 ini... Yuko Oshima ngumumin kalo dia mau graduate...
Mendadak banget, ya nggak sih? Tapi kita semua harus ngedukung keputusannya dia ^^ Semoga dia bakal lebih sukses kedepannya, lebih sukses daripada waktu dia di AKB48 ^^

Well,
Happy New Year, everyone ^^

Labels: curcol, End, friendship, Galau, Graduation, HIGHSCHOOL, New, Night, YAY!

I want to update something
But I don't know what should I write,
so,
Another lyrics~ He he ^^


Egoist - Planetes

静かの海に一人
拾った貝殻耳に当てた
じっと耳を澄ませば
ほら
聴こえてくる
君のメッセージ

shizuka no umi ni hitori
hirotta kaigara mimi ni ateta
jitto mimi wo sumaseba
hora
kikoete kuru
kimi no MESSE-JI

Alone in a sea of silence
I put my ear to a seashell I had picked up
If I stand still and listen
I can hear it
A message from you

言えなかった想いを
砂に書いては
波がさらってゆく

ienakatta omoi wo
suna ni kaite wa
nami ga saratte yuku

The feelings that I couldn’t say
that I had written in the sand
are swept away by the waves

Hello Hello
ここにいるよ
この物語の始まりの場所で
約束だけが繰り返しても
あなたの記憶に私はずっと生きてる

Hello Hello
koko ni iru yo
kono monogatari no hajimari no basho de
yakusoku dake ga kurikaeshite mo
anata no kioku ni watashi wa zutto ikiteru

Hello Hello
I’m here
At the place where this story began
Even if the promise alone is the only thing repeated
I live forever in your memories

記憶の海に沈み
久遠の時を私は行こう
ここから見える小さな地球と
見果てぬ宇宙に君を想って

kioku no umi ni shizumi 
kuon no toki wo watashi wa yukou
koko kara mieru chiisa na hoshi to
mihatenu sora ni kimi wo omotte

Sinking in a sea of memories
I will travel eternity
From here I can see the tiny earth
In the endless cosmos, I’ll be thinking of you

雲の切れ間輝く青い故郷
地平線に消える

kumo no kirema kagayaku aoi furusato
chiheisen ni kieru

My blue hometown shines through the gap between the clouds
as I disappear into the horizon

Hello Hello
ここにいるよ
この物語の始まりの場所で
どれだけ時が過ぎようとも
あなたの記憶に私はずっと生きてる

Hello Hello
koko ni iru yo
kono monogatari no hajimari no basho de
dore dake toki ga sugiyou to mo
anata no kioku ni watashi wa zutto ikiteru

Hello Hello
I’m here
At the place where this story began
No matter how much time goes by
I live forever in your memories

惑星が落ちる頃
あなたと私 引かれあって
必ずまた会える
あの約束の場所で

wakusei ga ochiru koro
anata to watashi hikare atte
kanarazu mata aeru
ano yakusoku no basho de

When the planets fall
You and I will pulled towards one another
and will surely be able to meet again
at the place where we made that promise

Hello Hello
ここにいるよ
電子を辿って始まりの場所へ
約束だけが繰り返してる
あなたに会うため旅を続けよう

Hello Hello
koko ni iru yo
denshi wo tadotte hajimari no basho e
yakusoku dake ga kurikaeshiteru
anata ni au tame tabi wo tsudzukeyou

Hello Hello
I’m here
Following the electrons to the place where it began
The promise alone repeats itself
I’ll continue to journey so that I may meet you

私は宇宙から流れ
この物語の始まりの場所へ
その時再び会えるだろう
あの青い地球であなたに辿りつくから

watashi wa sora kara nagare
kono monogatari no hajimari no basho e
sono toki futatabi aeru darou
ano aoi hoshi de anata ni tadoritsuku kara

I’ll flow down from the sky
to the place where this story began
At that time we’ll surely be able to meet again
Because I’ll reach to where you are on that blue planet



Translator's Note: For both the words 'sora' (sky) and 'hoshi' (planet/star), the word actually written is 'uchuu' (space) and 'chikyuu' (Earth) respectively. In the translation itself I've just used whichever word I felt fit the context better.

Realize me some more

/error/

Oh ya, I'm kinda into tumblr thing these days

A roller coaster to your heart

wishes

just be friends

i don't know what to say no more

Labels: ???, ai, japan, Japan Night, Lyrics, Nice, Night

Today is the best day ever!
Selama sebulan ini rasanya nggak ada hiburan yang berarti ya (maap kalau ada tapi aku lupa) dan hari ini benar-benar refreshing sebelum ujian khukhukhu.
Dari pagi, lho! Aduh, pagi-pagi tadi sudah fangirlingan(sendirian) di sekolah >w< Oke lengkapnya sebentar lagi. Aku cuma memuaskan perasaan saja untuk awal-awal(?)

Well, tadi pagi di sekolah ada lomba mading 3D. Kelasku dengan pedenya ikut, dan nggak menang. Aku sudah nyangka bakalan nggak menang soalnya kelas lain heboh sementara kita sepi sendiri. Waktu pengumuman pemenang kita ngehibur diri dengan ngangkat-ngangkat properti mading kita dan bilang "yeee menang yeeee, kita juara-juaraan yeee"
Ngenes deh.

Tapi aku nggak peduli sama hal itu, karena dia tadi ngisi acara~
Nyanyi lah, apalagi~ >w< Aku sudah ngira bakalan ngisi acara soalnya dia sudah stand by di depan bareng adiknya. Dan ternyata beneran nyanyi! Aku langsung fangirling mode-on *kira*
Aku nggak nge-video, takut kelihatan anak paski lain, dan ada senior.... Jadi aku cuma rekam suaranya hahahahahahahaha.
Lumayan jelas, meskipun ada suara-suara ramai dari anak-anak sekitar.... /seneng sendiri/

Dan tadi aku juga ketahuan lagi ngeliatin ._.
Dan dilihat balik
Dan aku nggak bisa mengalihkan pandangan
Dan dia nyapa mode nggak jelas gitu, cuma ngangkat alis
Dan aku jadi awkward sendiri
Dan endingnya aku malu! -_-

/fangirlingan sendiri/

/nyaaaaaaa/

/beberapa saat kemudian/

Lalu malamnya ke ultahnya Sensei :3
Mbak Khar tadi jadi Lady Ciel, unyu banget deh >w< Jadi nggak kelihatan manly-nya ha ha ha ha, jadi tsundere!
Kukira pestanya ini ngundang anak-anak satu kelas, ternyata cuma anak AOJ sama Fukatsu~ Aku sudah takut saja ketemu anak-anak kelas 3 eh ternyata malah ketemu mbak Rima ^^
Tadi ada mas Taufan juga, ada Haruu, ada mbak Alisha, ada mbak Rima, ada mbak kece yang jadi butler Edward itu, ada Galaxy juga, dan serombongan anak AOJ dan Fukatsu lainnya~
Meskipun nggak banyak yang kenal tapi malam ini seru! Dan meskipun di miss-call hampir 7x sama Otoosan huahaha, sengaja nggak kuangkat itu, bukan nggak denger :'D Maafkan saya, saya hanya ingin bersenang-senang~


Daaaan~
Besok ada budhe mau datang dari sgp. Aku dari dulu kalau menyambut kedatangan /halah/ mereka pasti berharap dibelikan HP... Tapi selalu nggak terjadi /iyalah/


Finally, aku sudah menguap banyak banget dari tadi dan tubuh ini lelaaaah~
Kokoro ini juga lelah menyimpan semua fangirlingan itu sendiri /alah/
Well, oyasumi, then. Semoga Ujian Semesternya lancar dan nggak remidi...

Labels: B-Day, HIGHSCHOOL, japan, Japan Night, Nice, Night, YAY!

Sudah lama rasanya nggak update, padahal ada yang nggak update lebih lama dariku /lirik seseorang/

Selama beberapa hari nggak update ini banyak sekali yang terjadi, ha ha ha, dari yang senang sampai yang ngebikin depresi kayak kemarin ada.
Ha ha ha, depresi.

Hari Minggu kemarin itu hari Pahlawan. Karena pengaruh ekskul, akhirnya aku bela-belain bangun pagi buat upacara di sekolah. Untung cuma sebentar.
Terus kegiatan hari Minggu nggak sampai situ aja. Ternyata ada pradiklat Paski. Oke. Awalnya kita semua nggak tau kalau itu pradiklat. Kita bahkan nggak dikasih tau mau diajak kemana. Ternyata ke Gumuk Kerang.
Dan kegiatan pradiklat Paskibra SMADA angkatan 24 dimulai.
Diawali dengan kita yang disuruh naik itu Gumuk Kerang cuma buat liat arah mata angin. Bagus sih, seru juga naik ke sana bareng-bareng. Ntar kalau potses bisa juga diatas sana ^^
Terus turun lagi, kita dibagi jadi beberapa peleton. Aku nggak sama wakepan, ha ha ha, dan sepertinya rumor bahwa ada satu senior yang suka sama wakepan itu benar. Soalnya waktu peleton-nya si wakepan disuruh berangkat, dia dititipi kayak bunga rumput gitu buat dikasihin ke senior itu (yang katanya ngefans). Wakepan kasihan, ha ha ha, dia agak nggak enak badan waktu itu. Iih, pas galau karena nggak enak badan unyu banget, kepalanya ada di atas lututnya gitu.
Dan akhirnya peletonku mulai.
Pos pertama itu PBB. Biasa aja sih. Nggak serem-serem amat. Cuma disuruh peragain beberapa gerakan dasar aja. Pos kedua itu pos mental. Nah ini. Bukannya sombong atau apa, tapi aku sudah terbiasa sama yang namanya mental-mental kayak gini. Jadi aku nggak ambil pusing walaupun ada senior yang teriak tepat di dekat telinga. Cuma ya, aku sebel aja. Masa iya ada orang nggak sebel waktu dimarah-marahi? Temen satu peletonku sampai nangis gara-gara disuruh pegang ulat pisang. Well then pos ketiga itu pos fisik. Di pos tiga ini nggak ada mental-mentalnya blas. Cuma ya itu. Lari, tiarap, jalan jongkok, push up, sampai tanganku kram sepuluh menit nggak selesai-selesai. Pos terakhir itu pos evaluasi. Pos ini nggak ngapa-ngapain. Cuma nanya-nanya kayak 'apa yang kamu dapet dari kegiatan ini' atau 'senior yang paling nyebelin'.
Acaranya nggak berhenti sampai situ. Ketika semua peleton sudah sampai, kita disuruh tiduran, tumpuk-tumpukan gitu deh di tanah. Setelah sekitar 15 menit kita dibangunkan dan disuruh lari muteri gumuk kerang 5 kali.
Aku? Ha ha ha, aku baru muter 2 kali aja sudah tepar. Sebenarnya kalau niat aku masih bisa lari sekali lagi, tapi aku sudah males. Perut sakit gara-gara nggak pernah olahraga dan tangan masih kram. Akhirnya aku nggak ikutan lari lagi.
Lalu hujan! Ha ha ha! Beruntunglah pada hujan. Kita akhirnya cepat-cepat balik ke SMADA dan katanya sih makan. Makannya... Aku sudah mengira kalau makannya bakal jadi kayak gini. Kotak bekal kita dikumpulin jadi satu, dan isi makanannya dijadikan satu, dicampur aduk, entah apa aja isinya waktu itu, di 5 lembar kertas bungkus dan ditaruh gitu aja di parkiran belakang. Hal pertama yang kepikir adalah "Senior, kalian pikir kita kucing apa?"
Dan entahlah. Aku makan cuma sedikit, bukan karena nggak dapat tapi karena sengaja nggak ngambil banyak. Jijik men.
Terus kita dibariskan lagi, diceramahi lagi, terus disuruh pulang.

Senang? Sebel? Equal sih. Aku senang, tapi sebel juga ada. Senangnya apa? Nggak tau ya, aku sudah lupa hal-hal yang patut disenangkan dari acara ini. Sebel? Yaa... kalau sebel mah... (sudah, nggak usah dilanjutin).

Terus, pas pulang aku langsung demam -_- Badan panas, telinga bunyi ngiiiiiiiiiing dan pusing masya Allah. Besoknya nggak masuk. Dan ternyata ada juga temenku yang baru masuk hari ini.

Oke, next topic.

Kemarin aku takut masuk sekolah.
Bukan malas lho ya, kalau malas mah hampir tiap pagi. Ini takut.
Tunggu, kujelaskan dulu. Aku ini orangnya sensitif. Masalah kecil bisa jadi besar kalau menyangkut diri sendiri. Kayak hal yang buat aku takut ini misalnya.
Aku diceramahi waktu pradiklat kemarin karena nggak pernah hormat sama senior waktu papasan di sekolah. Aku biasa aja pas lagi diceramahi, tapi waktu pulang aku lama-lama jadi takut. Nggak tau apa yang harus ditakutkan. Apalagi kemarin lusa aku demam! Aku jadi mikir-mikir, aku ditegur kayak gitu. Aku malu. Dan aku harus pasang muka apa kalau ketemu senior nanti? Jadi aku takut ketemu senior di sekolah gara-gara malu habis ditegur nggak pernah hormat itu. Aneh kan? Padahal orang salah diingatkan itu biasa, iya 'kan? Orang salah, diingatkan, terus kelakuan orang itu jadi bener, iya 'kan?
Entah kenapa aku jadi malu overload dan sampai punya keinginan nggak usah sekolah seminggu gara-gara takut soal itu. Saking takutnya, kemarin pagi aku sampai pasang banyak alarm biar bangung nggak telat dan berangkat pagi biar nggak ketemu senior. Kemarin pas istirahat aku nggak keluar blas, takut ketemu senior di kantin. Pas pulang aku langsung ngacir ke parkiran, dan sukses nggak ketemu senior sehari itu.
Jadi simpulannya aku aneh.

Next topic, masih tentang Paski.

Tadi ada pengumuman tentang hasil lomba mading. Paski buat satu, apa aku sudah cerita? Kita kena juara dua, berkat kepan kita, Shella yang sudah keluar dari paski sekarang.
Jadi tadi pulang sekolah di aula inti acaranya bukan buat ngumumin kita menang mading, tapi buat ngebujuk Shella balik lagi ke paski. Ada cuma 18 anak yang datang, termasuk Shella. Embuh tadi ngapain aja pokok ujung-ujungnya kita dibuat nangis untuk ngebujuk Shella biar nggak keluar dari paski. Aku tadi sempat menyampaikan kata-kata buat dia biar nggak keluar. Tapi aku ngerti alasan dia keluar. Alasan yang sama seperti banyak anak angkatan 24 lainnya yang keluar. Alasanku dulu waktu aku juga ada niatan buat keluar. Jadi, meskipun kita memohon-mohon biar nggak keluar paski, aku nggak ikutan. Itu keputusan Shella, meskipun kita bilang 'kita capek bareng, kita seneng bareng, kita sedih bareng' tapi capeknya orang beda-beda rek. Ha ha, lucu ya kedengerannya, tapi iya kan? Ada yang bilang capek tapi masih bisa bertahan, ada yang bilang capek karena memang sudah benar-benar capek.
Aku tadi ngerasa kayak malam Graduate-nya Acchan dari AKB48 :D Entah kenapa aku ngerasa begitu.

Well, next topic...?

Hari ini aku selesaikan doodle tulisan 'Angga' buat Indri. Dia minta aku gambarin doodle tulisannya Angga, ha ha ha ^^
Terus aku janji bilang apa artinya tulisan katakana yang kujadikan wallpaper hpku. Tadi dia kukasih tahu, dia kusuruh baca sendiri pakai tabel katakana yang ada di binderku. Dan tulisannya adalaaah...
Azuki.
Kalau di Japan, mati S seperti di Alice kan jadi su. Azuki kan Azki :v
Terus Indri langsung teriak, KAMU ENEMYYYY
Kenapa?
Sudah bilang kah aku kalau...
Eh? Belum ku post disini ya? Ha ha ha!
Aku lagi suka sama anak, namanya Azki :v Dia kelas X IPA 4 di SMADA, nomer urut 9, ketua kelas, dan Wakepan waktu diesnat paski. Dia pinter nyanyi, suaranya baguuuuus banget :3 Jadi nggak heran kalau dia jadi 'Artis Barunya SMADA'. Terkenal di kelas X, XI dan mungkin XII. Anak luar sekolah juga banyak yang tau. Tapi jangan salah paham dulu. Aku suka bahkan sebelum aku tau kalau dia suaranya bagus :v

Jadi ya gitu lah, singkatnya si Indri ini ngefans sama dia. Cuma suka biasa ae, nggak nge-crush. Lha, dia sendiri sudah punya pacar kok. Tapi akhir-akhir ini dia jadi heboh banget kalau ketemu Azki, ha ha ha. Kayak misalnya pas Azki lewat depan kelas (dia selalu lewat depan kelasku kalau datang sekolah) Indri langsung heboh kayak yang ada Reika lewat depan kelas. Atau Kaname. Atau Juurina. Atau... Sudah!
Aku antara sebel sama biasa aja sama sikapnya itu, hi hi hi. Pernah waktu itu aku sampai ngakak sendiri pas ketemu Azki lewat di kantin gara-gara inget ekspresinya Indri kalau ngeliat dia.
Balik ke topik awal, dia teriak 'kamu enemy' dan langsung lari keluar. Dan kenapa oh kenapa pas dia keluar tepat sekali ada Azki yang lagi jalan, mau dateng ke aula buat rapat paski. Indri langsung teriak-teriak nggak jelas di depannya sementara aku juga teriak-teriak buat nutupin suaranya Indri. Pokok tadi heboh deh :D
Nggak tau deh ya besok gimana. Entah aku diinterogasi sama Indri atau gimana :v







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Sudah! Ayo tidur, aku ngantuk....
Oyasuminasai~~ ^^

Labels: curcol, Galau, HIGHSCHOOL, New, Nice, Night, NOT NICE, PUNISHMENT, Rumor, YAY!

Hujan.
Kenapa sebuah cerita akan lebih dramatis jika ditambahkan dengan hujan? Aku heran, di cerita-cerita yang pernah kubaca, jika ada suatu adegan dramatis akan dilatarbelakangi dengan hujan yang turun.
Seperti saat ini.

Hujannya tidak mau berhenti, malah semakin lama semakin deras. Aku melihat ke atas, butiran-butiran air yang menetes membasahi wajahku, rambutku, tubuhku, dan apapun yang ditemuinya di muka bumi ini.
Termasuk kau.

Aku melihatnya. Aku melihat bagaimana luwesnya butiran air yang jernih itu jatuh di atas rambutmu, meluncur dengan ringan di atas permukaannya yang lembut. Aku melihat bagaimana cara partikel-partikel transparan itu melayang saat kau menggerakkan rambutmu yang basah. Aku melihat bagaimana ekspresi wajahmu yang menyambut hujan dengan senang. Aku melihat semuanya, bahkan cahaya-cahaya kecil yang berbinar di sekelilingmu itu bisa kusadari.

Tapi kau tidak menyadarinya. Berkali-kali aku melayangkan pandangan ke arah barat, berkali-kali aku diacuhkan. Bukan diacuhkan, tetapi kau tidak tahu. Kau tidak tahu bagaimana aku ditertawakan oleh teman-temanku ketika aku gagal berbicara dengan lancar ketika kau iseng masuk ke kelasku. Kau tidak tahu bagaimana aku menunggumu lewat di depan kelas saat bel masuk berbunyi. Kau tidak tahu bagaimana aku ikut sedih ketika kau dibentak-bentak kakak kelas, bukan sebagai korsa, tetapi sebagai arti lain. Kau tidak tahu bagaimana...-

Sudahlah. Apa yang sudah terjadi biarkan saja terjadi. Jalan kedepan masih panjang. Kita harus selalu optimis, iya 'kan?

Huh, optimis.

"Sudahlah, kau tidak salah mengharapkannya?"

"Hebat sekali jika ada yang bisa meruntuhkan hatinya,"

"Cuek. Nggak pernah peduli sama cewek. Masih mau dilanjutin?"

Dan masih banyak lagi komentar yang kudengar.

Aku optimis. Ya, aku optimis. Kenapa? Karena aku percaya setiap orang pasti punya hati. Secuek apapun seseorang pasti punya hati, iya 'kan? Jika kau tidak punya hati, kenapa kau tidak diam saja ketika kami kesusahan saat itu? Kenapa kau membantuku menggunting semua kertas-kertas itu?

Optimis.

Optimis adalah senjata terakhir.. . . .
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Labels: ???, curcol, Galau, Night, Whatever

Labels: japan, Lyrics, Nice, Night, Song, translation

Tunggu, biarkan aku bernafas sebentar....
Ini baru lima belas menit sejak aku datang dari sekolah. Saat ini jam 10:15. Berarti aku sampai rumah jam sepuluh! Wahaa~

*5 menit kemudian*

Yak! Aku baru saja pulang dari acara Diesnatalis Paskibra yang ke 23. Aku beneran sampai rumah sekitar jam sepuluh, setelah lima jam yang ribet di sekolah kemudian disusul dengan dua jam acara dan dua jam briefing plus bersih-bersih. Capek? Sebenarnya kalau dirasakan ya capek banget, soalnya aku sama sekali nggak diem selama sembilan jam yang melelahkan itu. Yang pergi keluar beli dekorasi lah, yang keluar ambil kipas angin lah, yang lari-lari ambil balon lah.... Pokoknya nggak diem deh.

Tunggu, ayo dijelaskan dari awal.

Acara hari ini itu Diesnatalis Paskibra SMADA yang ke 23. Jadi itu semacam ultah lah. Rantai Bintang itu temanya. Artinya Rantai yang melambangkan persatuan dan kesatuan di dalam paski yang erat antar capas, junior, senior, purna dan alumni. Sedangkan Bintang melambangkan cita-cita kita sebagai Paski. Aku termasuk dalam panitia, ya, kita semua, angkatan 24 yang masih status capas itu panitia, jadi sukses tidaknya acara itu tergantung pada kita. Kalau mau diceritakan, ada banyaaaak hambatan-hambatan yang muncul selama persiapan acara yang hanya berlangsung dua jam ini. Bayangkan saja, persiapan hampir sebulan ini hanya untuk mendapat kata 'Bagus, dek!' dari Senior, Purna dan Alumni.

Tunggu, aku mau mandi!
*mandi*

*balik lagi*

Nah, berhubung aku sudah capek, jadi aku nggak jadi cerita soal persiapan + hari H. Aku nulis bagian-bagian yang menarik aja deh ya.
Yang menarik pertama! Yang menarik pertama itu Grand Opening. Ide ini diusulkan oleh kepan kita sekaligus danton, Ya'ul. Memang bagus sih idenya, purna ada yang komentar keren katanya, tapi menurutku persiapannya kurang matang. Jadi Grand Opening ini ceritanya... ruangan lampunya dimatikan, lalu muncul video tentang persiapan kita selama ini (video ditampilkan di proyektor) kemudian ketika sudah saatnya ada sekumpulan anak bawa bendera dan bawa lilin. Yang bawa lilin itu cewek-cewek yang nganggur~ Si pembawa bendera ini datang dari belakang, jadi semacam pembukaan acara resmi gitu lah. Lalu, yang bawa bendera dan bawa lilin kumpul baris di depan, terus nyanyi Indonesia Pusaka bareng-bareng. Pas sudah selesai, lilin dimatikan, kita keluar, lalu lampu hidup kembali.
Kesalahan kita di bagian grand opening ini adalah paduan suaranya! Kita nggak latihan secara matang tentang grand opening ini. Kita tadi sepertinya nggak jauh melenceng dari instrumennya. Sebenarnya aku pingin suaranya dipecah jadi suara satu dan dua. Tapi karena waktunya mepet, akhirnya aku simpan ide itu dan diem aja.
Tapi keseluruhan Grand Opening ini berhasil! Sukses!

Yang menarik kedua! Apa ya? Oh, langsung skip waktu acara sudah selesai ya.
Tadi waktu kita selesai acaranya, kita (para capas) baris panjaaang gitu buat nyalamin alumni satu-satu. Pas itu aku kelihatan si wakepan yang mau masuk ke barisan, dia kelihatannya mau berdiri di samping kepan. Si wakepan ini (namanya Azki) kayaknya ngomong sesuatu ke si kepan dan kemudian mereka high-five! Bukan high-five sih, itu lho, kayak high-five tapi tangannya dikepalkan. Nggak ngerti? Iya wes, pokoknya UNYU. Kau tahu, aku sudah mem-pairingkan mereka berdua sejak pertama kali kita masuk paski! Dan fakta bahwa mereka adalah kepan dan wakepan itu bikin aku semakin seneng lihatin mereka :' Mereka kerja berdua :' ya ampun :' Jadi waktu mereka high-five gitu aku spontan langsung fangirlingan sendiri. ha ha ha, maklum, lagi stress mikirin diesnat dan entah komentar apa yang diberikan purna pas briefing.

Ini adalah foto-foto gaje yang biasa aku ambil :D Taken by Alice with Sony~ Digital camera ofc -,-

Labels: Galau, HIGHSCHOOL, Nice, Night, YAY!

Sebenarnya titlenya cuma Sprinter aja, tapi berhubung sedang iseng akhirnya tulis nama albumnya sekalian, jadi Sprinter/ARIA.
Oh iya, Sprinter/ARIA itu album ke-entah berapa-nya Kalafina ^^ Dan Sprinter adalah track ke-entah berapa yang masih ingin saya cover sampai sekarang. Lagunya kakkoi lho, coba saja dengarkan ^^ Sayangnya kemampuan nyanyi saya masih jauh dibawah Keiko ataupun Wakana, jadi saya hanya bermimpi untuk mengcover lagu itu sendirian ._.

Saya disini bukan promosi =_=

Anyway, kenapa Sprinter, karena sepertinya.... cek liriknya....sepertinya lagu itu bagus /plakk
Sudahlah tidak usah bahas lagunya lagi. Malam ini saya sedang frustasi karena tugas yang banyak dan modem yang lola. Oh, dan pulsa yang habis.
Yah, meskipun tugas yang banyak itu memang sudah resiko kalau jadi pelajar, tapi, ya, boleh lah mengeluh sedikit ^^ Masa senang dikasih tugas yang numpuk gini? Iya kalau dibahas, kalau ternyata susah susah ngerjain ternyata nggak dibahas kan sebel?? Contohnya PR Sejarah yang katanya disuruh bedakan Teori Evolusi dan Antitesisnya tapi malah ULANGAN. Bu, beneran deh, lalu apa gunanya saya nulis nggak terlalu banyak kayak gitu kalau ternyata cuma jadi pemenuh buku tulis? ._.

Dan, ahaha, maafkan dua post sebelumnya ^^ Saya habis nonton Usagi Drop ^^ Film yang lucu sekali (iya, anaknya imut banget) dan Kenichi-san yang membuat saya pasang muka aneh di depan Wikipedia.
Dan post sebeum Kenichi~ Hahaha, abaikan saja. Saya merasa harus mengisi blog ini dengan hal-hal aneh seperti itu.

Lalu....
Saya mulai sebal sama kelas saya! Ha ha ha hahahahahaha! =_=
Apakah saya sudah menulis kalau awalnya saya biasa saja pada kelas baru saya saat ini? Belumkah? Sudahkah? Lupakan saja. Karena saya sekarang sebel sama kelas. Kenapa? Karena semakin lama saya mengenal penghuni X IPA 6 SMADA yang baru, semakin saya kesal, dan semakin saya ingin memplester mulut mereka satu-satu.
Ya, ya, ya karakter orang berbeda-beda, saya mengerti. Karena itulah saya tetap diam dan menahan tangan saya~ ^^
Persetan dengan karakter =_= Saya cukup bisa menerima beberapa anak yang... yang memang sudah terlihat menyebalkan dan sebisa mungkin saya hindari. Tetapi ada juga beberapa anak yang sudah melewati batas ke-penerimaan saya. Contohnya DIA. Kalau nggak suka ya sudah nggak usah koar-koar kalau kamu nggak suka dan nggak usah ngejelek-jelekin apa yang kamu nggak suka itu BEGO! AHO! BAKA! Andai negbunuh nggak dosa, ilang deh nyawamu =_=

Lalu ada lagi satu makhluk yang aneh. Dia itu pintar. Matematika lagi. Tapi dia nyebelin tingkat akut. Anak cewek satu kelas nggak ada yang suka sama dia. Masa dia dengan pedenya nge-sms-in anak-anak cewek yang (dalam taraf) cantik di kelas dan ngaku-ngaku kalau dia paling ganteng sekelas. Okelah, banyak joke seperti itu di kalangan anak cowok. Tapi kalau saja dia nggak kayak gitu anak-anak cewek pasti cuma ketawa saja dan nggak sampai diomongin di belakang gitu. Pokok singkatnya dia itu sok dalam hal apa saja. Dia ngaku suka Kuroba tapi giliran saya tanya tentang OVAnya dia nggak tahu ._.
Duh, pasti panjang kalau ngomongin dia. Kalau pingin lebih jelas tanya saja sama anak sekelas saya yang anda kenal ._. Tapi jangan saya tentunya.

Omong-omong soal Matematika, saya sedang bingung-bingungnya dengan pelajaran Matematika. Entah karena mulai awal saya nggak terlalu suka atau bagaimana, yang jelas pasti bingung! Kenapa kalau Kimia langsung masuk dan ngerti? Kenapa kalau Fisika (sementara ini) langsung masuk dan ngerti? Kenapa kalau Matematika enggak?? Saya butuh latihan sedikit lagi dan menghilangkan kemalasan iniiiii =A=

Lalu...
Saat ini saya sedang malas ikut ekskul. Malas mau latihan Paskib, malas mau pertemuan Jurnalis... Padahal dua-duanya sedang ada rencana Diesnatalis. Ah, saya belum nyumbang 20k buat Diesnat Jurnalis. Temanya Japan lho~! XD Entah siapa yang mengusulkan, yang jelas, Arigatou Gozaimasu! Dress code-nya Cosplay pula! Tapi yah, saya juga cukup bingung dengan dress code-nya, karena selama ini kita kan cosu random :D
Akhirnya saya putuskan menjadi anak sekolah biasa. Ha ha, saya mau motong rok almamater SMP ^^

Lalu...
Saya ngantuk...
Untuk sejenak saya bisa melupakan galau nggak jelas ini /plakk
Oh iya,
Saya berencana tetap mem-publish kumpulan cerpen itu, tapi lewat nulisbuku.com. Saya tetap akan memasukkan cerpen-cerpen yang sudah saya publikasikan di blog INI, dan jelas saya akan cantumkan kalau sudah pernah saya publish secara online jika nanti benar-benar akan dicetak dalam bentuk buku. Untuk jelasnya mengenai nulisbuku.com, silahkan cari sendiri di internet ya. Malas mau kasih link. Jadi masih saya tunggu untuk yang berminat mengumpulkan cerpen-cerpennya (yang random juga tidak apa-apa). Jika sedang buntu, tidak apa-apa, karena saya juga sedang writer's block. Saya sudah berencana menulis ulang W H O ? dalam bentuk file, tetapi sampai sekarang baru dua halaman.

Oh iya, saya tidak akan membahas AFA karena saya terlalu sebel sama post-post Reika di facebook dan twitter. Bahkan poster Kaname di kamar saya sempat saya turunkan.

Dan~
Oyasumi~~

Labels: Bad Day, curcol, Japan Night, Night, NOT NICE

Yes, this post is a reply for your note, even-though you didn't expect me to reply it for you. And please bear with my bad English ._.
So, well, I was eating my dinner when I remember you said you post a new note on Facebook. Then I just turned on my laptop and connected to internet with my blessed modem (Really, God bless you, my iClick). Logged in to Facebook wasn't that difficult with my blessed modem. FYI, I could download an HD Shingeki no Kyojin only in 20 minutes > < Even my wi-fi on my old home weren't that sugoii > <

Bah, we're not talking about modem here.

So... First I will review-ing your note ^^
You said that you "never had any luck with my science mark". Hello, wake up nee-san. Your science-related-lesson score is always higher than mine. You said that isn't a luck? What if you compare your science-related-lesson score on every final semester with mine? The only one subject that I brave enough to compete with you is English ._.

Then you call yourself a "hikikomori, silent student, a socializing-disorder-student" and you blame Him for your 'bad luck'.
Well, I'm not going to argue about those nicknames, because sometimes I hardly know what my friend is saying. I'm also bad at socializing. I'm troubled with it too.
But "God doesn't want to let me go all like that" is true. That's why He gives you that position. He truly care about you so He wants you to change a bit of your bad attitude. He wants you to see this 'bad luck' as a way to improve your socializing trouble.

I know it's hard to do but, first, at least make yourself comfort with your class. Make your class is as nice as possible to your eyes. Accept it. You choose it, so why are you not happy with it? Yes, yes, because there's no language-class and you never had any luck with your science mark. But, hey, are you going to through all the years with this thought? If it's like that, you torture yourself, you know. I still care about you, I don't want you to end up with unhappy and horrible high-school years.

Yes, I do believe this is just the first stage of adapting ^^ You will get better, soon. My teacher said "Your achievement is just the same with your action." First of all you need to think positively ^^ Don't just blame your classmate. You yourself make it like that. So if you want to change your condition, change your attitude too ^^ And use this leader-thing as a start ^^

Well, it's not like I'm great enough to say all these -_-"
But I just want to give you some... some advice... (Are these really helping? -_- I don't think so)
S-since I... I...

Bah ._.

So just be self-confident and trust yourself.

Labels: ???, Bad Day, curcol, english, Night, NOT NICE