Harus, ya, aku kasih update soal dia? Lucu aja sih, kapan lagi ada kejadian seperti ini, apalagi aku kenal anaknya!
Ah, tidak bermaksud menyinggung banyak pihak, serius. Ini hanya keingintahuan pribadi semata, hahaha. Aku meluangkan waktu ditengah-tengah ngerjain tuags ospek, nih. You should be grateful, tbh.

Anyway. Menurut groupchat kelasku, Bunda udah hamil enam bulan, pemirsah! Yay, selamat ya, semoga menjadi ibu yang baik dan benar, semoga anaknya ucul, eh, lucu maksudnya. Ucul kalau dibalik kan lucu, jangan negative thinking dulu, saudara-saudara. Update ini diiringi fotonya dia sekeluarga, entah dapat dari mana temen-temenku itu, aku nggak paham.

Lucu saja sih, di saat kita semua (anak-anak sekelas, maksudku) pada ribut cari sekolah dan ribut tugas ospek (dan nyantai, yang belum dapet tugas ospek) si Bunda juga ribut tapi dalam hal yang cukup berbeda. Kalau dipikir-pikir mungkin dia sudah matang dan benar-benar siap untuk berkeluarga, nggak seperti aku yang masak sop aja nggak bisa.

Berkeluarga tanggung jawabnya besar, lho. Urusan bikin anak jangan dientengkan. Iya sih, jangan dipikir pusing-pusing amat, jalani saja, tapi ya, kalau benar-benar santai, bisa-bisa uang yang harusnya habis dua bulan jadi cuma habis seminggu!

Ah, bukan pengalaman pribadi kok, hehehe hehe he...

Aku lebih milih buat sekolah sih, haha, dan aku benar-benar nggak kepikiran soal hal beginian. Yang nyari pacar lah, future husband lah, jodoh lah... Apaan sih, mikir cari beasiswa aja dulu deh, ke Jepang! Atau ke Inggris, biar siapa tahu nyasar ketemu Dan di sana (hiks) atau ketemu Phil (hiks) atau combo, ketemu dua-duanya.

Stop this fangirl thoughts!

Balik ke topik,
I'm still a child at heart, tho. Masih mikir soal ngidol (dan, well, sekolah, but who didn't think about this nowadays, tho) hahaha. Mikir husbando, tapi husbando 2D atau yang jelas-jelas nggak bakal kejadian (Taehyung, misalnya). Fangirl mah hidupnya kayak gini.

Yah, bersama post ini saya ucapkan selamat berbahagia... dan, eh, Teh Gelas undang, dong, kalo punya hajatan! Kan lumayan, makan gratis! Kita pasti datang kalau makan gratis, serius deh.
Ehem.
Semoga apa yang diinginkan bisa terwujud aja, deh. Kabur bersama pasti ada tujuannya, kan? :)

Oke, balik ngerjain tugas ospek dulu...

Labels: HIGHSCHOOL

Hello.

So I was looking through my old posts here, and I found that very very embarrassing, like, oh my God, who writes with too much dots and question mark?? And the way I write, lmao, I'm glad I can be better by now. Maybe if I read these post when I'm a little bit older, maybe I will find this funny too. Especially with this broken!grammar.

Why I write that with au! style, lmao.

So, when I was doing that, aside from realizing how creepy I am, I found something in particular, which made me cringe too much when I read that. What is that? Uh, I don't really want to write it here, but, well, since nobody read this, anyway /shrugs my shoulders.

My oldest post was from January 2009. It was one year after SHINee's debut, lmao, but I didn't know SHINee as well as today, hahaha. So back to the topic, my oldest post was from Jan 2009, at least what my archive said. So when I clicked that, and read several posts, I realized that there's always this someone who always appeared in my post. Who was that? I think y'all can guess.

And, what, I mentioned her in, like, every post I updated, and suddenly I felt like some creepy and cringe-able fan of her. It is cringe-able, if you ask me. Go check it yourself. No, don't.

Then I remember that she's the only one who had a blog like me, hahaha, so, we did an exchange post in turn to filled up our blog. Then two of my friends joined this blog thing, and then everyone is forgetting their blog and I'm the only one who keep loyal to this.

Anyway, I should study by now, but, oh, well.

I remember how I wrote such an emotional post back then, a day in my peaceful secondary high school life, when we both still a freshman and only have each other since everyone's still a stranger. I think I'm luckier, tho, because I still had someone I knew in my new class. And until now I still regret how can't we be in the same class. Now we're even on the different school, by the way.

What is this post's purpose actually...

I like my secondary high school life, it's more fun than high school, actually, haha. But to be honest I think I don't want to back in that freshman year, where I was still messed up by something and I didn't old enough to realize what it was and how to deal with that. The rest of my secondary high school life was like that too, actually, but during second and third year I could handle it better than my first year.
And today I can handle it perfectly well, thanks to my own self.

WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT.

LUKE HEMMINGS IS CUTE.

Yes.

He is.

The rest of them are cute too, actually, why I keep distracted by cute guys, why, just why.
And lately I've been listening to their songs a lot! Thanks to my English tutor who played Amnesia for a 'fill in the blank lyric' game. The song was good, so I searched up 5 Seconds of Summer, and, ta-dah! Now I follow all of them both on twitter and instagram. And snapchat.

My Asian-Fever has already left me a few months ago, I kept watching non-Asian people these days, hahaha.
And the best thing about stanning an English-languaged artist, band or Youtuber? It's that we don't have to wait for subtitles because we can understand what are they saying! Yaaas. I've been watcing UK's Youtuber lately, and I found their accent was quite hard to understand (especially for some people like Marcus and Alfie. I can understand Zoe, Jamie, Dan and Phil better than them). Connor's was the best because I can hear almost all the things he said. And Tyler's too!

And I can actually remember 5SOS's member in just one day. Compare that to the struggle I've made with memorizing EXO's member, or even Bangtan's member, and not to mentioned Red Velvet's member! I still can't know which one is Yeri, which one is Seulgi.
It's funny when you can remember right away that "Oh this one is Luke!! And this one is Ash!! And this is Mike!! And Cal!!"
Their voices are also quite easy to remember. I recognized Cal's voice right away, because he has that type of voice which is... kinda different with the others. And actually Mike's is also quite easy but, I don't know, I feel like he's the one who sings the first verse of The Only Reason, is that correct?

So-

I watched the newest episode of Shadowhunters today, and I watched it with no subtitles again! Just like what I did to episode 9. I didn't managed to hear all of the conversation clearly to my liking, but I can caught many words to understand the story. I'm happy with that improvement, lmao.

Let's call it a day now!
Gooood bye!
/say it in Phil's closing tone ;)

Labels: curcol, HIGHSCHOOL, Whatever

Hello.
Tomorrow is my school's final exam (UAS) and I am not studying at all; I write this instead of studying. Great.
This is just a random rant about my classmates again; because observing society is fun, really.

So there is one girl in my class who is, um, kinda have a close relationship with someone in my class to. They don't want to be together (based of what I heard) but they are practically together in every time possible - so, I don't get the point why they don't want to go on a proper relationship instead.

And her friends, apparently, are not fond by their relationship. I found this funny because the friends are her really best friend, I mean, like a circle of friends, you know, that typical circle of friends that will go to bathroom together, or go to canteen together, you know what I mean?

And the funniest thing is how they talk behind her about her relationship. Actually I don't know this fact for sure, but, yesterday this circle was gossiping about their friend in canteen. I didn't mean to eavesdropping them, but I had to sat near them when I ate my lunch. They didn't mind me being there, tho, knowing that I wouldn't tell that to her.
So, yes, I stayed and listened to all their rants about their particular friend.

They didn't approve their relationship because she's become more annoying. She neglected her friends, she didn't do the group project because she was busy talking with her, um, her crush? Well, anyway, in short, she is annoying.

What I didn't get was - why didn't they try to talk to her? I mean, they are her friends, right? Friends can remind her if she's being jerk or something, right? Why talk behind her back, why not talk to her directly, why, I thought it will be more convenient?

I remind you once again, I don't know this fact for sure. Maybe they already talk in their own groupchat or something - I don't know. Okay.

This gossiping thing was happening on Saturday.
And then on Saturday evening, her 'boyfriend' was changing his Whatsapp status from 'Yup' to 'How rude, visible, mocking.'
I don't know if this status is for them, lmao, but I think it is. Or is it just me who easily jump into conclusion, idk.

Because on that Saturday, when her friends were gossiping on the canteen, she was alone with her 'boyfriend' in the class, and she got that bad mood expression all over her face. I think she knew that she was being talked by her friends.
But she let them.
Because she can't do anything about that, lmao.
So I stayed with her in the class just for a simple chat and play along with her 'nothing-is-happening' action for the rest of school time. It was lucky for her because her friends were skipping school after the first period.

It is funny, isn't it?

I mean, is that what they called friends? Or is it just a society? Oh, great, I think it's a society.
I think it's better to talk to her face to face about this right away - and peacefully search for a solution.
If she's ignoring her friends, why don't you ask her why is she doing that, why you ignoring us, why you don't play with us again, etc. etc.
If she doesn't do the group project, why don't you tell her, half-jokingly (for the sake of peacefulness) to do the work too.
Why, why, why.

I don't get it. Or is it just me. Who never socializing with people. Is this how society works these days.
And like what I said in my 'Funny Things' post earlier;
Why you make friends if in the end you will talk about them on their back, seriously.

Labels: HIGHSCHOOL, thought

I went to watch Deadpool this night with couple of friends, and let me tell you; don't watch a movie with a lovebird couple; really. I mean, don't watch with your friend who brings along his/her boy/girlfriend, even though the two of them are your friends too.

The movie was all right; it was cool and the battle scene was so gorgeous, but don't mind the movie.

When I was immersed by the scenes, my friends (who is a couple, by the way) were doing something I can't see (because it's a movie theater, please) and I bet they were poking each other's arm. They were giggling all over the wrong scenes to be laughed at.

Well, I wasn't disturbed by it, because, man, we're watching a movie here.

 And this noon I watched Shingeki no Kyojin's live action at school. Actually it was pretty cool if I didn't know the real story - or if I didn't watch the anime. I bet the rant about it was already all over the internet, but I just watch it this noon, so, yeah.

There's no Levi! They add Shikishima instead, who was evil and tried to destroy the second wall, lmao. And no Erwin and his eyebrows! They add, uhm, someone I didn't remember the name, the one who can transform into the colossal titan.
And, hello, the only female titan is Annie - but there were so many female titans on the show.
And if I'm not mistaken, colossal titan is... Berthold...?

Too much different plots; or maybe they purposely make it like that? It's possible.

Kanata Hongo is cute as always - and his age is way too far from Haruma Miura, lmao. Kiko is beautiful but I don't think she's suitable for Mikasa. Hanji is great! I don't remember who played Hanji, but she's good at portraying her.

Labels: curcol, HIGHSCHOOL

I got 520 on my TOEFL Try Out yesterday - oh my God, I can't believe it. I don't expect that score - I expect around 350 until 450...
But this is only the first try out, I need to practice hard for the real TOEFL tests in the future. My score in listening section is the highest; that's strange because I didn't hear the conversation nicely yesterday. It's 560 for God's sake. It seems like my Shadowhunters training is useful, lmao.
Uh, what I mean is watching Shadowhunters without subtitle.
But I ended up using english subtitle so I think it's not because of it hahaha.

Anyway, talking about Shadowhunters.

The show is getting better at every episode - it's the fourth episode this week, and Malec is officially met in this episode! Yay!
To be honest Matthew is the only reason why I continue to watch this TV series; plus Harry too, and the story line of course. I hope if someone will make City of Ashes into a movie adaptation, I hope Matthew will play as Alec!

So - this week I've been listening to Troye's Blue Neighbourhood. My friend told me about Troye and his songs and I find him quite interesting. His music is calming, it's not too upbeat but not too ballad, what is his genre by the way I don't even know.
If you are going to listen to his songs, I recommended these: Youth, Heaven. For him, and also from his 'Wild' album: Ease and of course the Blue Neighbourhood trilogy is a must: Wild, Fools and Talk Me Down.

I think this is the first time in my teenage life that I actually like a non-asian thing, lmao. Troye is from Australia, and Shadowhunters' cast is obviously not Asian (except for Harry) and Connor is from... where, I forgot his hometown, Cali?

Aside from Shadowhunters TV series and anime series, I'm not too update with korean things anymore these days. I got wifi and my twitter inside my phone, but I just have no spare time to follow their activity like before. I'm getting busier and busier every month, because the final exam is dangerously near.

TALKING ABOUT EXAM.

I don't feel like studying these days. I don't know - I feel like I'm bored with those chemist lessons and math and the others... But if I don't study I won't get good score for my exam! I need to study before it's too late but it's just so hard to do.
Laziness is attacking every time possible - and my homework piles up, and with my school's tight schedule, I almost don't have any energy left to do a proper study for my final exam.

Can we just skip this phrase?

When I was in secondary school, facing my final exam was not like this. I feel like I was more composed back then. I was more, what, diligent? I remember those days when I actually studied math and science lessons.

Can I do that now?

Hopefully I can.

I have two days off tomorrow; Sunday and Monday - I will try to use those days to do a proper study for the lessons that I lack into.

Labels: HIGHSCHOOL

The first post in 2k16? I think yes. I was too lazy to write a happy new year post like I used to do - because the older I grow the lazier I become.
Is the grammar correct?

I still have something with grammatical errors, I don't know when will I can master this language. I've been studying English since elementary school - and it takes about eleven years of my life but I still can't do the writing correctly.

Anyway I'm not here to talk about grammar.

The second and final semester of my high school life is soon ended, and I don't have any idea how will I continue my study. I want to enter the uni - of course, but at this point I don't know where to choose.

A typical high school student's problem.

Biology major seems nice, Japanese literature is too, and I've always wanted to enter Psychology, but recently Philosophy appears in my mind.

Malang seems too expensive, Jogja is too far for my liking, and of course I can't reach Jakarta.

Let's not write about this.

Anyway(again) tell me how to study? Since secondary school, I can't concentrate to study. I don't know why - I always ended up doodling, coloring something, or mostly I will sleep instead of studying.
And now I'm worrying about all my science subject. How will I survive the final examination if I can't remember how to calculate the speed of light?

Sigh.

Labels: HIGHSCHOOL

Jadi hari ini sudah beberapa minggu sejak kepergian si Bunda.
Ah, bukan mati, duh, bahasanya.

Anak-anak kelas lagi-lagi membahas soal hal ini di grup whatsapp, dan, yah, perbincangan kita jelas nggak ada ujungnya. Akhir-akhirnya salah satu dari kita pasti bakalan ngetik,
"Yawes, kirim Al-Fatiha aja yuk, rek"
Dan hening sejenak, disusul chat-chat berisi "Aaamiinnn" setelah keheningan sejenak itu.
Yah, semoga doa-doa kita terkabulkan.

Kemarin ada rumor si Bunda ditemukan meninggal. Respon anak-anak di grup whatsapp ya langsung heboh. Semua langsung pada ber-istighfar dan berkali-kali chat "Positive thinking aja rek, itu cuma hoax!"
Lucu juga melihat gimana anak kelas bersatu karena hilangnya Bunda ini.



Baru saja anak-anak di grup ngomongin Bunda lagi. Kangen katanya. Yah, kebenaran chat ini sebenarnya dipertanyakan, melihat sebenarnya kita semua kalau pas Bunda masuk sekolah ya biasa aja. Mungkin karena absennya dia yang terlalu lama dan keberadaannya yang nggak jelas ini yang membuat kita semua jadi prihatin.

Kemarin juga ada rumor Bunda ada di Bali. Entah kok bisa sampai sejauh itu, kita juga nggak tahu. Mungkin ikut pacarnya kali, ya? Tapi ada juga yang bilang kalau Bunda ada di rumah pacarnya di Kalisat. Terlalu banyak rumor yang beredar, kasihan ibunya.

Berita Bunda menghilang ini sudah sampai skala nasional, lho. Selain muncul di Radar Jember, nggak lama berselang ternyata berita ini muncul di TVOne dan JTV.





Aku nggak sempat lihat beritanya, ini foto hasil jepretan anak-anak yang di share di grup whatsapp. Kenapa sekolahku masuk TV nasional gara-gara berita ini, sedih rasanya.

Well, bagaimana kelanjutan kejadian ini kita nggak tahu pasti. Mungkin polisi berhasil mencari Bunda, nggak ada yang tahu, Mungkin justru Diana sendiri yang pulang, kita nggak tahu. Sampai saat ini sepertinya semua pihak sudah mengerahkan segalanya secara maksimal-

Uhm, nggak tahu juga, sih.

-dan nggak ada yang bisa kita lakukan selaku teman-temannya selain berdoa.

Labels: HIGHSCHOOL

Ini blogpost spesial buat temen sekelasku yang masuk koran Jawa Pos Radar Jember edisi hari ini, 22 Oktober 2015.

Labels: HIGHSCHOOL

Hello.
Hari ini penutupan Kegiatan Tengah Semester di sekolah -kegiatan classmeet yang asyik geje itu ditutup dengan kegiatan semacam pensi....-

barusan typo pensi jadi penis ya Tuhan...

-jadi seharian tadi nggak ada pelajaran dan cuma mantengin panggung setinggi entah berapa meter itu diisi dengan acara-acara geje dengan mastah of ceremony (re: pembawa acara) yang sok asik dari awal sampai akhir acara.

Pensi penutupan KTS tahun ini special eventnya pakai color slime, karena tahun lalu sudah pake Holi powder.
Dan overall kegiatan pensi KTS tahun ini nggak asyik!

Aku nggak datang pensi yang tahun lalu sih, tapi sepertinya keihatan jelas kalau pensi yang tahun ini geje sangat karena komentarnya temen-temen yang pada nggak enak semua.
Acaranya juga agakan garing, serius deh, dua tahun lalu meskipun panas-panas masih banyak yang duduk ngumpul di pinggir-pinggir panggung, dan masih ada yang nyorakin para penyanyinya, dan kuis-kuisnya masih pada banyak yang pingin maju.

Lah, yang tahun ini, sumpah garing.

Yang tahun lalu aku masih ingat waktu Azki masih kelas satu... sudah pada di-fangirl-in sama kakak kelas waktu dia tampil perdana di panggung sekolah-

yah, tahun ini banyak cogan baru sih, jadi dia terlupakan /?

well I'm not, tho 

-dan, hmm, tahun ini yang bikin memorable itu cuma pas ada tawuran singkat antara anak kelas 10 dan... uhm, anak T-Rex? (kalau nggak salah) dan anak OSIS kelas 12 yang berusaha jadi penengah malah ikutan dibentak-bentak, lol. Sempat ada aksi ricuh di lapangan basket tadi siang, dan Pak Eko teriak-teriak pakai mic dari atas panggung, ngancem kalo nggak berhenti ricuh acara bakalan dihentikan.

Lihat semua anak smada di lapangan langsung mengacungkan tanda 'peace' ke Pak Eko rasanya pingin ngakak.

Dan Azki tadi ikutan nengahin anak-anak itu -like seriously, ntar kalo kamu kena jotos atau jatuh gimana heh???

Tadi acara color slime-nya juga nggak begitu asyik/? karena slimenya nggak banyaaaaaak. Aku nggak ikutan sih, cuma lihat dari pinggiran lapangan aja. Nggak mau resiko baju seragam kotor kena air berwarna. Lihat dari samping aja sudah cukup~

Dan si Azki tadi kelihatan seneng banget, unyu deh lihatnya.

Hmm, mau report apa lagi ya.

Ah, tadi kelasku for the first time in forever naik panggung karena menang juara 3 futsal cewek. Yah, lucu aja lihatnya, perwakilan kelas naik ke panggung dan cengar-cengir bawa selempang tulisannya 'Juara 3 Futsal Cewek' gitu. Lumayan dapet 150k, buat makan-makan habis olahraga hmph!


Dan KTS hari ini bikin perasaan bersalah itu muncul lagi, sial.

Labels: HIGHSCHOOL

I mostly have different opinion with my classmates, like, the way I think about agreeing to lgbt's freedom and my classmates think that those matters are illegal and should be banned.
Nice. Why I bring out that topic because this one post is slightly, I repeat, slightly has a relation with that topic.
Or I think so.

Well, this is about my friends who are kind of having too much skinship with each other. Females. They are best friends, and most of my friend thought that they are disgusting because they are too clingy with each other. Well, what's wrong with being too clingy?

From my point of view, the other friends, I mean, the ones who usually hang out with them too, start to stay away from them little by little.
And the worst thing is (in my opinion tho) those friends talk behind them about this. They think that that two friends is being like this, blah, blah, blah... My deskmate also complained about this yesterday.

Hoi, guys, are you jealous because the one that she trust isn't you? I mean, if you are really her friends, you should tell her right away that her 'too-much-lovey-dovey' actions is bothering you. Don't talk behind her back like that!

Today, she chatted an apologize text in our class whatsapp group chat, and somehow everyone start to blame her and they tell her about their feelings of disgust.
Well, I just laughed when I saw the chat when I got wi-fi signal this evening.

Anyway, the part that I hate the most is when the friends talk about this behind her back.  Let me tell about the situation first.
It's about a group that contains well-known students in my class, the celebrities, the extroverts, the popular, you get what I mean? And somehow I think that the friendship there is just too shallow. Well I don't know for sure, but this opinion is proofed by some of their actions.
And the action is... talk behind someone's back.
Whoa, the power of words.

I am in the neutral group. Tbh, I don't have a trustworthy friend in this class. I am independence! So, sometimes my appearance is just like Kuroko. Everyone just talk like I don't exist.
Sigh.
Well, it's kind of benefit, actually.
Well, back to the topic.
There's one day when my deskmate (which is also part of the popular group) told me about person A in that group which is being too wishy washy with her decision. And the topic expanded to the bad things that the person A have done.

There's one day when person B in that group talk with person C also from that group about person D from that group as well because she was getting angry and moody easily.

There's one day when person E talk with person F and me about his playboy nature and how everyone in the group is being seduced by him.

And there's one day when everyone in the group talk about this 'too clingy' friendship.

I'm so done.

Maybe this popular group isn't that serious when it comes to friendship. I mean, come on, if you are all friends, you shouldn't be afraid to tell them what's wrong in their actions, and don't just talk about their bad habit with everyone!
Pssh, I'm so mad about this. Why you make friends if in the end you will talk about them in their back seriously.

Labels: friendship, HIGHSCHOOL, thought, Whatever

I WANT TO BE HER
Oh my gosh, she's amazing. She's the director and the main character of Brush with Danger oh my gosh, I want to work like that tbh.

If we talk about future, this won't be a short post, trust me.

I am on the final class, I mean, the last stage on high school, and next year I will do the national final exam, and entering uni.
Choosing the best faculty in uni for ourselves can be the most stressing thing to do, tbh. I always have an endless discussion with my parents when we talk about uni.
And choosing a faculty means choosing your future as well.

Yeah, yeah, of course the prediction isn't always right, but when we choose a faculty, we also predict what will we do in the future with that faculty, like when we choose literature, mostly we will do as an editor, or lecturer, or something related with that...

Okay, so, I want a history class in uni. I want to have psychology tbh, but I changed my mind because of various reason and want history instead.
But because I'm in science class, I can't easily choose a social-based faculty in uni. Sigh. Because of that case, I'm thinking of majoring in biology... but I don't really want that tbh.

Oh well too much tbh used.

Okay let's just end this here.

Labels: HIGHSCHOOL

This is another straight-away-post! This time I just finished re-read Hana no Mizo Shiru for the nth time already. I don't know how many I've reread this manga, I just love the story too much and the artwork is just too beautiful too.

Well, I just want to write about how much my chest hurts after I finished reading this -like, everytime, even though I know the story well already, even though I've read it too many time.

Personally, I will say that the main character's nature is a quite the same with mine -but this is a syndrom that will make us the reader feel like "ohmy, this article is so me!" (usually it's a horoscope article or something like that), so, well, please excuse me for that issue.

Misaki Shouta's character is quite similar with mine; the 'go-away-I-can-stand-by-myself' thing, and the contradiction of it as well; the 'I-need-you-so-much-so-please-don't-leave-me-alone-will-you' thing.
Uhm, please bear with this embarassing post. I don't even sure why I write this on the first place.

What makes me like this manga too much is the author's beautiful angsty story here. Is this manga can be categorized as angst? I don't know, but this makes my head and my chest hurts so much every time I read this so -well, I considered this thing as an angst, for me, though. Or is it hurt/comfort?

I remember when I read this manga for the first time, when I finished it, I leaned on the wall and sighed and did that fangirl pose when you just see something beautiful, like when you see two cats cuddle together and you went like 'Aaaaahhhh so cuteeee it hurts ohmyohmy I can die in peace right nowwww'

. . . . . d-do you u-understand it?

I mean, look, when Misaki regretted himself why he's born as a boy instead of girl, and look at his expression there -it's so damn sad and Takarai Rihito-sensei doing a great job on her drawings there!
And my most favourite part is the extra on final chapter, when Arikawa was leaving Misaki because his mom called him to help with the chores since his grandma collapsed. It's my favourite, but it also so damn sad and sweet and 'I can't take it anymore!' mixed together.

When Arikawa didn't show up because he needed to stay in his parent's home longer, Misaki slept in Arikawa's room because he missed him and he wondered why two weeks can be that long.
It's like Misaki missed Arikawa but he could do nothing since he know that Arikawa can't go home straight away for him. Misaki started to forget how lonely he was when he was left by his grand father. And when he smashed himself in the pile of Arikawa's futon in his room, it hits me. I don't know why, but it just hits me. Then the first thought that crossed my mind is how nice if we have someone to wait for, to be held when we are in hard times, to be talked to if we feel bad, and to be randomly hugged just because we feel like it.

Oh, well, this kind of relationship is not a 'high-school romance life' step anymore, I think. Blame all that fanfiction and all that yaoi manga I've read all this time!

But weirdly, I never feel such a tight feeling like this when I read normal romance fiction. You know, even if it's not a full-romance story, books like Divergent and The Hunger Games - their stories are good, really, they need to survive together and that's sweet, ikr, but, nah, they are good, and that's all! Just good, nothing more. But when I read a yaoi fanfiction, or a yaoi manga like this amazing work of Rihito-sensei, sometime I got this feeling. Screw my mind.

And, back to the main topic of this lame post, I think it's not "oh, their character is quite the same with mine!" but "I envy them because they have someone to take care of them."
It's pretty different, then.

Sorry I can't think straight -it's twelve thirty in the morning right now.

Still, the sentence is correct. It doesn't have to be a lover, actually, a friend, a very close friend is enough. Since I don't really have a friend like that, so, well, maybe it's only my nature to want something like that....
Nah it's sounds like a pervert ohmygod.

Last word!!! Hana no mizo shiru is a great work -no doubt, and... and I like it too much...
(I erased my original sentence.)

Please just ignore what you've read just now, thank you.

Good night!

Labels: curcol, HIGHSCHOOL, Japan Night, manga, Night

Jadi, ini post kilat setelah selama tiga jam baca ansatsu 4 volume di depan laptop nonstop. Nggak pakai kacamata lagi //mataku bertahanlah.

Warning, long post with subject which is very weaboo. So, please leave if you don't like, thank you.
Dan ini topik seputar manga Assassination Classroom (atau ansatsu biar cepet) oleh Matsui Yuusei. In general, mungkin bisa dicerna bagi yang nggak pernah baca manganya atau nonton animenya, tapi disarankan baca/nonton biar lebih greget dan ngeh gitu! //promosi
Dan karena Karma yang kubicarakan disini adalah seorang anak laki-laki rambut merah nyebelin dan bikin greget orang yang mirip Seijurou Akashi, bukan kata 'karma' yang berarti... berarti apa ya? //buka kamus

Dan, firstly, kehidupan perfect memang cuma ada di fiksi. Nggak mungkin kita dapat guru bahasa Inggris pembunuh bayaran kayak Irina, dan orang yang pinternya nggak tanggung kayak Asano.
Tapi paling nggak, setiap fiksi paling geje sekalipun ada moral valuenya. Dan Ansatsu ini moral valuenya jelas banget, pasti ada di setiap chapter atau di setiap permasalahan.
Moral valuenya banyaaak; jangan jadi orang sok lah, kita kudu pantang menyerah lah, kita kudu manfaatin segala kemampuan yang kita miliki lah, pokok banyak deh. (makanya, baca deh komiknya //lho)

Tapi yang mau aku tulis disini cuma masalah kelasnya.

Kelas 3-E itu isinya anak-anak yang, eh, istilahnya paling jelek di seluruh sekolah, ya nggak sih. Dan somehow ada satu orang yang-

bukan, Korosensei bukan orang.

-satu makhluk yang bisa bikin satu kelas itu jadi kompak dengan berbagai permasalahan yang ada. Dan masalah kelas ini bikin aku inget sama kelasku sendiri.

Kelasku, hahahahahaha, biasa aja sih sebenarnya. Tapi kesenjangannya itu lho, meskipun nggak sebesar kelas satu dulu, di kelas dua ini masih ada. Sudah berkali-kali kita ngadain 'honest-talk' tapi rasanya feeling 'nggak-bakal-bisa-jadi-satu' itu masih ada dan kentara banget.

Jadi, apakah kita butuh makhluk geje, mesum, plus baik hati yang bertentakel kuning buat bikin kelas kita jadi kompak?
Yak, sapa mau cosplay jadi Korosensei? //no

Menurutku, kelas 3-E itu bisa jadi kompak karena mereka punya satu tujuan yang sama, yaitu ngebunuh Korosensei. Disamping itu, cara ngebunuh makhluk aneh bertentakel kuning itu bisa dilakukan kalau mereka kerja sama. Nah, disitu letak permasalahannya. Kelas 3-E jadi kompak gara-gara mereka kerja sama satu kelas buat ngerencanain pembunuhan si guru bertentakel itu.

Oke, kalimat itu agakan gimana gitu ya //plak

Dan, lanjut, karena ini rencana pembunuhan, mereka harus bisa meng-eksplor sumber daya manusia yang ada di kelas itu. Intinya mereka jadi harus megenal satu sama lain dan ngerti potensi yang ada di satu sama lain. Contohnya si Itona. Sebenarnya dia anak geje nyebelin yang tiba-tiba muncul nyerang Korosensei pake tentakel punya dia sendiri. Tapi setelah tentakelnya ngilang, dan anak kelas 3-E baik-baik ke dia, ternyata si Itona guna juga 'kan? Dia pinter ngutek-ngutek alat elektronik gitu, jadi bisa bantuin temennya ngintip celana dalam cewek. NO. Jadi bisa bantuin temennya keluar dari penjara waktu kena trap di chapter 108.

Dan, kayaknya, si Itona bisa lepas dari tentakelnya gara-gara anak kelas 3-E nyelametin dia nggak sih? Jadi, peran penting dalam membuat kekompakan kelas kalau mengacu pada kelas 3-E yaitu ... Jangan dendam, jadilah anak yang pemaaf, jangan terlalu kebakar emosi! Nah.

Bisa dilihat di sepanjang chapter... Setiap kali ada karakter nyebelin baru yang masuk jadi penghuni kelas 3-E (jadi anak kelas itu maksudnya) anak kelas yang lama bakalan sebel pada awalnya. Terus ntar si Korosensei nyadarin bahwa ada sesuatu yang bikin anak itu berkelakuan nyebelin gitu, dan anak kelas 3-E bakalan "Oh, makanya dia berkelakuan gitu ya?" dan mereka bakalan berusaha buat menyadarkan si anak nyebelin itu biar nggak nyebelin, dan ending-endingnya si anak nyebelin itu bisa jadi kekuatan tersendiri bagi mereka buat nyempurnain rencana ngebunuh Korosensei.

That's the point, kalau ada satu anak nyebelin di kelas, kita kudu tahu kenapa mereka kok bisa nyebelin, dan menemukan solusinya BERSAMA-SAMA. Bukannya malah pakai cara endless nyindir. //sorry not sorry

Oke. Stop. Sampai sini kayaknya sudah amat sangat menggurui. Maafkan saya. Tapi curcolan ini masih berlanjut.

Sepanjang aku baca ansatsu ini (di lepi, dengan mata terpancar radiasi desktop selama berjam-jam uhuhu) aku beneran ngiri sama kondisi kelasnya. Bukan ruang kelasnya sih. Bobrok gitu -3- //eh
Tapi sama isi kelasnya. Kelas 3-E itu isinya komplit, ada yang tukang onar, ada yang pinter banget, ada yang diem, ada yang biasa aja... pokok lengkap lah. Yang bikin aku seneng itu mereka bisa bikin keragaman itu jadi suatu kekuatan. Yah, meskipun disini kekuatan membunuh gurunya, sih. Dan mereka ber... ber berapa itu satu kelas? Pokok, mereka semua itu saling percaya satu sama lain, yang endingnya bikin mereka betah di kelas itu dan nggak mau pindah ke kelas lain yang lebih baik.

Yah, sekali lagi saya ketikkan, kehidupan perfect itu cuma ada di fiksi.

To be honest, I never felt that same feeling in my class. Is it just me, or, when the rumor that our soon third grade's classmate will be re-mixed announced, I didn't feel like "Oh, what?? But I don't want that!". I just accepted the news easily and "Oh, really? It's okay then,". I'm not sorry.

That's why, baca Ansatsu ini benar-benar menyenangkan.

Yah, disamping aku baca karena NagisaxKarma sih.

Dan, OH, ada satu hal yang kurang di kelasku di sekolah. KITA NGGAK PERNAH DAPET GURU YANG NGERTI KITA KAYAK KOROSENSEI.

Well, nggak mungkin banget sih, sebenarnya, kita punya guru yang bakalan benar-benar tau kondisi kelas kita luar dalam, karena kalo di real life kita cenderung menghindari guru, ahahahahaha.

Tapi, the lack of teacher itu yang sebenarnya bisa bikin kelas berpotensi untuk amburadul.

Kalau diperhatikan sejak chapter awal-awal, yang bikin semua anak di kelas 3-E semangat itu Korosensei. Yang nyeramahin mereka pas ada anak nyebelin itu Korosensei. Yang nyadarin dan ngerubah sifat anak nyebelin itu Korosensei (Karma tuh huahaha). Jadi kalau diliat-liat si guru itu juga pegang peran penting buat keselamatan, no, kesejahteraan anak didiknya.

Oke, mungkin sampai sini bakal ada yang argumen
"Lho, kan ada BK, kan biasanya guru itu bakalan nyeramahin anak nakal gitu, tapi lihat hasilnya, nggak efektif!"

Yah, lihat dulu nyeramahinnya gimana.

Entah ya, apakah di dunia nyata beginian bisa berhasil apa enggak aku juga nggak tahu. Tapiii, gimana kalau nyeramahinnya pake cara baik-baik? Maksudku, bukan dengan "Kamu jangan ngerokok! Ngerokok bisa bikin kamu penyakitan!" tapi dengan lebih mencontohkan hasil nyata dari perbuatannya. Kalau langsung ngelarang gitu bakalan malah bikin si anak jadi makin pingin ngelakuin!
Dan bukan dengan dipanggil ke kantor dan diceramahin, tapi dengan si guru ngomongin santai macam sambil makan di kantin gitu deh.

Ah, mbulet ah.

Jadi, ini sudah hampir jam dua pagi dan aku semakin ngantuk. Ini curcolan semakin ngawur saja isinya.

Jadi, balik ke masalah kelas.

Ada satu lagi masalah yang bikin kelas jadi nggak enak. Anak pendiam! Berdasarkan referensi dari kehidupan sehari-hari, anak pendiam biasanya bakalan terus didiamkan.... teruusss dan terus hingga akhir masa sekolahnya, dan biasanya dia cuma bakalan punya beberapa teman aja, yang nggak jarang juga sama diamnya.
Gimana kalau dibikin kayak masalahnya si Okuda Manami si maniak kimia di 3-E... Dia kan pendiam tuh (yah, berdasarkan apa yang digambarkan di komiknya, sih) dan cara anak kelas 3-E buat dia nggak terlalu kuper itu dengan membuatnya bisa melebarkan sayap dengan kemampuannya, yaitu ahli kimia. Dan, yak, bisa dibilang sekarang si Okuda jadi pemasok racun-racun dan ramuan-ramuan lain buat rencana pembunuhan Korosensei.

That's another point, jangan sindir anak pendiam gara-gara diamnya. Find their skill first, then let them spread their wings.
Yah, misal ada anak pendiam gamer otaku yang suka mojok di kelas dengan headset terpasang dan mata terpaku di layar hape yang ternyata lagi muter anime ecchi terbaru //what. Eh, ternyata dia pinter fisika! Yah, jangan malah dihina gara-gara suka nonton ecchi-nya. Bikin dia merasa terbutuhkan, minta mereka ngerjain soal-soal fisika yang kita nggak paham, dan thank them for that. Ulangi cycle itu, sampai mereka ngerasa "Ah, ternyata temenku ngebutuhin aku juga."
Well, kalau itu anak nggak mau ngebuka diri juga ya berarti dia yang agakan geje. //gak

//btw itu "anak gamer otaku yang suka mojok di kelas dengan headset terpasang dan mata terpaku di layar hape yang ternyata lagi muter anime ecchi terbaru" berasal dari karangan saya semata. Tidak merujuk pada seseorang tertentu yang saya kenal.
//ngakak

Apalagi ya...

Ah, pokok intinya kelas 3-E itu keren deh. Anak-anaknya saling mensupport, they trust each other, dan yang paling penting mereka merasa nyaman sama kondisi kelas mereka walaupun belajar di gedung bobrok di tengah gunung gitu. I want that class so badly - but, well, all I can do is accepting what I have now.
Dan mereka punya Korosensei yang bisa ngesupport mereka dalam kondisi apapun dengan kekuatan Mach-nya itu. I want that kind of teacher!!

//sedot idung

Dan untuk mengakhiri post geje ini... alangkah baiknya untuk tetap sadar diri dan menyadari bahwa kelas seperti itu sangat susah untuk didapatkan....

Oyasumi ~

Labels: anime, curcol, HIGHSCHOOL, japan, review, thought

Hello.
My class is on a chaos, as always. I believe I already said about the musical drama project. That thing will be presented next Monday, and we haven't do anything yet. By anything isn't like we don't have a script or something! We have a script, we have the actors already, and we already practiced. But that's not enough. We don't have a fix list for the songs, and the costume, and the properties!
And now my class is debating on whatsapp, about how we should practice, and this, and that, and how we didn't have a proper practice yesterday, etc. etc.
If only I can exit the group without being noticed.

Labels: HIGHSCHOOL, thought

The hectic week was over, and here comes the new one.
Total two play projects, an essay, a survey at traditional market, plus scientific math homeworks, and we're going to have a chemist exam on Saturday, right on the first day we have school.

Ah, I have a week off because my senior's school exam. I have school again on Saturday.

About this play, my Indonesian Teacher gave us a movie project which is due to idk when. My friend already wrote the script but we didn't do something meaningful until now. Screw the movie project, we have another play project which is due to next week!

I reached home just now -I was discussing the script for this second play project. Well, it wasn't a discussion actually because we end up bought a fried rice and I watched Got7's mini drama. This one is from my Art teacher. She told us to do a musical drama.

And here I am rebloging DMMD pictures on tumblr.

Labels: HIGHSCHOOL

Backsong: SHINee - Sleepless Night

I was in the middle of physic self-studying but I was distracted by the ninth episode of Plus Nine Boys so I decided to watch it on lunch. And then my mom came, and we talked a lot about this and that, so until now I hadn't touch the physic book yet. Fortunately I studied for about four hours already.

Anyway, you can watch Plus Nine Boys if you into crappy humor kind of romance. Y'know lah, when the boy is a player and finally falls in love with his own best friend; that kind of thing. I watched it because my friend said it's funny -it wasn't that funny actually (compared to Modern Farmer) but, well, I can't stop until I know the ending.
There's BtoB's Sungjae and APink's Chorong for the main couple -or the second main couple. For the summary of the drama, you can search it by yourself. The first male lead character is kinda familiar -idk where I've seen him before. And the female lead character reminds me to APink's Eunji on Reply 1997.

Tomorrow is final semester exam and I watched one episode of kdrama today. Just wow.

Backsong: BTS - Rain

Since I lost my phone, I've been using my sister's laptop to listen to my songs. Because mine is annoying.
I wonder why I listed slow songs to my study-playlist.
This song is nice, tho. Love Jimin's voice in the end.

Good luck for me, anyway.
I'm in the 22nd room-
I AM IN THE SECOND ROOM FOR THE FIRST TIME if you know what I mean.
-and I sit with juniors. Okay. I hope they will help us to pass the answers.

Physic and religion is listed on the very first day. The first lesson is started on 10:30am-
It's annoying, I'm sleepy already.
-and ended on 02:30pm. I hope everything is okay; which included I'm not falling asleep or something similar.

I will update on the end of the exam period, maybe.
Good luck, and may the odds be ever in my favor.

/sighs/

Labels: HIGHSCHOOL

It's 12:27am when I write this; on my sister's laptop and facing a bunch of paper works. My wi-fi is broken, so I can't use it as a wi-fi anymore. It has to be connected through a yellow cable and become an ethernet connection. I can't use my own laptop because its battery is broken since... 3 years ago? It need to be charged all the time, so it isn't very nice to move it away from my study table inside my room.

This year is not going well, for me. The second year of high school is a very fun year, most of people said. It is fun indeed; my new class is not as bad as the old one, meets new people, going back innto my fangirl mode, being the senior on the school club, and etc. etc. But it is going harder as well; the lessons, the homeworks, the activities...

On the first day of being a second grader I told myself to study harder, start thinking about the future school, start to planning about this and that, and other thing that connected with 'my-future-life'. But it's not going well like I imagined. It's my own fault, I think. The main problem is I can't focus to one thing; both from the school side and from myself. Wait, let me explain.

My father always told me that us people is not perfect. It is just right to not being super on math but genius on literature. Each people has its own specialty. But the school nowadays -the Indonesian school- is not using that phrase. We need to get A or minimum B- on every subject to pass. So we can't focus to one subject that we mastered the most. Or else we can't pass.

I have a hard time in learning the science subjects; Science Math, Physic, and Chemist. It's not like I can't calculate the amount of energy. I just need to study more intensely and seriously. I already have a study-plan in my mind, but it always failed because I have no time.

Then, I can't focus to one thing because I get bored easily. I have a plan (again. Count how many plans I have in this post).) to regularly make a short story and gather it as a book and publish it. Or just simply send it to a magazine. It walked smoothly at first. I had done thirteen short story, but because it's mainly a random things (which I think the girly magazine I aimed to will not accept that kind of story) I think to make a new one.
And until now I haven't done a single page. I have three drafts of fanfictions, a bunch of drafts of my short story, and (maybe) two or three novel-possible ideas. I just can't manage my mood.

And manage my time! I need to study, I need to finish a LOT of proposals, invitation, and my club's secretary works, and I need to watch all those unwatched k-dramas and anime. I have 'Let Me Hear Your Voice' and 'It's Okay, That's Love' unwatched. I have 'Love Stage!', 'Free! Eternal Summer', 'Haikyuu!', 'Soul Eater', 'Black Butler Season 1,2', and 'Natsume Yuujinchou Season 1,2'. Oh God.

And I still need to download Haikyuu and Love Stage; and a LOT of k-pop videos I haven't watch yet like BTS American Hustle Life ep 6-8 (plus all the unreleased cuts), SHINee's latest activity, and 48Family activity!

Then this year's problem is money! Everything is getting expensive; my money oh my money. I bought BTS Dark&Wild on the previous month, that's the first time I bought an album with my own money lol. I need to pay my class shirt, class jersey and any other things. I want to buy this and that (Taemin's ACE, Akmu's Play, BTS N.O shirt, and Japanese School Bag) but I have no money left for those unimportant things.
It's important.
No, it's not.

Oh and I've been distracted by BTS lately. I SERIOUSLY NEED TO MANAGE  MY TIME because I kept a bunch of taekook and yoonmin and namjin fanfic on my phone haha. Just in case I'm bored or something.

Well, it's 1:21am already.
Always wish me a luck, good night.

Labels: Bad Day, curcol, english, experience, HIGHSCHOOL, Night, Whatever

Well, it's July 12th 2014 and Alice log start! /BTS style/

Let's start from the morning. Today is the re-application day (daftar ulang, what the heck is that on English) and I am working for my club's newest wall magazine to be showed to our school's newbie. I was on the school since eight in the morning until three. It was tiring, though, but knowing that my future destiny as a second grader of a high school student will be more tiring than today, I only sighed and did the work silently.

And just now, my past classmates were chaosing on our whats-app group about our new class. The school decided to mix the student up, like what I was mentioning on the previous post, and the school said that they will show the list tomorrow (Sunday) but I don't know how my friends managed to know it first. They even took a picture of the whole list. And I'm on the first class! Science 1, with my other three friends THAT ACCIDENTALLY not so annoying. They aren't annoying AT ALL. Oh man, I'm so relieved.

There are 36 students on the class, and there's 14 students (including my past classmates) that I know. Not so well, but I know them. Until this time, I only know their names through my friend's gossips, and I don't know them for real. And (which it isn't hard to believe because I always ended up in a class like this) I don't see any 'pattern' on my newest class. I mean, look at Science 3; the students are very noisy, seriously. There are a few students that I knew well there, and they are very very noisy. They have the infamous school mascot though, glad they have him (and I'm glad too because I'm not in the same class with him!) make sure you make him the head of the class, hahaha.

Back to the topic, my newest class doesn't have any pattern in it. Will it becomes a flat class (like on my third grade on Junior High School) or otherwise? I don't really care, actually. I will stay neutral as always!
It is hard to make a strong bond friendship here, at least for me, I don't know why. My old habit I think, haha. Will I end up becomes the class' secretary again? I don't know. Becoming a member of class' organization is very useful sometimes.

So! I'm grinning like Jimin now in front of my laptop while typing this. Relieved, but kind of afraid too. New classmate, like what they will be? As I said before, I don't really care, but I can't hide this nervous feeling! Excited, of course, kind of guilty and afraid too...
Argh~ Just continue to bring novels, comic, sketch book and headset~

And this is the end! It's July 12th 2014, Alice's log end~!

Labels: curcol, HIGHSCHOOL, New, Nice, Whatever, YAY!

Three whole weeks on home, sucks, rotten, doing nothing, getting fat -oh no, we're on fasting period anyway.

Well, today is the last day on school! I will get my result by tomorrow and let us see how fabulous is my report. Ohmy, I hope there's an improvement, even if it's only 5% :'
I admit that I'm not studying as hard as last semester, but, really, I'm so tired. To much works on school! And that damned one week of exam period! I wasn't feel like exam seriously. I still watched BTS's videos and still updating their news!
But forget about that!! Let's enjoy our freedom now, heheh.

Today is the last day on school, I repeated. Today was hilarious. I spent half of my morning with my old Paskibra's friends, talking about their upcoming senior education training (or diklat, LOL I dunno the proper English for that phrase), chatting about their condition now, and I was glad their attitude toward me was still the same.
Then I walked into my classroom, joined my classmates to watch a thriller movie titled Killers. You know it, right? The Indonesia-Japan movie! That movie was amazing, if my other friends didn't blasting out a One Direction song through the speaker. It's funny how you watched a person murdered someone with a 'you don't know you're beautifuuul~' for the BGM. And the movie was amazing, if that person didn't walk in into my class!

THAT PERSON, yes, all capital, entered my class with his usual flat gaze and I was like 'DANG!' I couldn't concentrate to the movie anymore. And it just happened like this; the laptop was running out of batteries, so we (my 3 friends and I) moved in front of the class to reach the electricity. Then HE entered. Then he sat on one of empty tables in the front row. If I look up of course I CAN see him clearly. Duh.

He continued to walked around my class for about thirty minutes or more, because he accompanied his friend to meet his girlfriend (who is happened to be my classmate). I couldn't let my eyes off from the laptop screen, seriously. Because I WAS NERVOUS EVERYONE OH MY.

Wait, I'm on fangirling mode now, because of that dumb boy group called BTS! Blame them for making me like this!!

And he was off to his Paskibra's meeting after that.

Phhhfffft

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Ssh, shut up~

Anyway! Welcome holiday! I wish I can gain some money (idk how) so I can buy BTS's Summer Package!! Huhuhuhuhuhuu TT

Labels: HIGHSCHOOL, Nice, YAY!

Hoho, judul kali ini puitis banget yak. Efek habis PMTS nih, hehe. Aku mau share beberapa kejadian yang ada di Batalyon Infanteri 509 Kostrad kemarin nih! FYI, kemahnya dua hari satu malam, dari hari Sabtu sampai hari Minggu.
(Maap, habis nulis artikel buat majalah sekolah, bahasanya jadi kepengaruh, deh, hehe :p)

Hari pertama diisi dengan aku yang muter-muter parkiran depan SMADA buat nyariin yang namanya moodboster. Udah bingung aja kok nggak kelihatan batang hidungnya. Tapi ternyata ikut, cuma telat aja datangnya. Kebiasaan deh, acara ginian aja sempat telat masuk.

Terus, kita semua (seluruh anak kelas X, anggota Dewan Ambalan, sama anak kelas XI yang nggak punya ekskul) bareng berangkat ke batalyon 509 naik truk hijaunya pak tentara. Asyik, deh, kita sekelas rame sendiri di truk ke empat. Pada teriak-teriak kalau truknya belok.

Acara pertama itu upacara pembukaan. Kita semua dijemur di lapangan utama. Banyak yang bilang cuacanya udah panas banget, padahal baru jam setengah sembilan. Coba deh, dijemur di lapangan sekolah pas jam tiga siang. Pas lagi panas-panasnya tuh (
Terus habis materi...apa ya? Oh, ada materi PBB di halaman depan. Sebelumnya kita dikasih tahu rute buat penjelajahan malam. PBBnya cuma dikit sih. Hadap kiri, hadap kanan, balik kanan, sama jalan di tempat. Yah, gituan sih sudah bisa (mayak nih) hehe. Cuma sebelnya pas jalan di tempat temponya cepet banget, jadi nggak bisa maksimal rata-rata air!
Pas materi PBB ini puanas banget, jadi pas istirahat aku sama dua temenku pada ngiler lihat botol air yang dibawa sama anak kecil yang lagi lewat. Air, men. Dan tenggorokan kita kering banget pas itu.
Terus, acaranya dilanjutin ishoma sampai maghrib. Habis shalat maghrib berjamaah di masjid, ada acara ceramah sampai isya'. Pas habis ceramah, ada api unggun! Yey!

Api unggun ini sudah ditunggu-tunggu dari tadi pagi. Ada semacam upacara pembukaannya segala. Sebelum api unggunnya dinyalakan, ada pembacaan Dasadharma yang kece banget. Entah yang mikir siapa, yang jelas keren dan bikin envy. Jadi ada sepuluh anak dari perwakilan kelas yang disuruh muterin api unggun yang belum nyala itu. Anak pertama ngebawa lilin yang dihidupkan sama si pembina upacara, terus ngucapin Dasadharma nomor satu. Habis itu, anak itu ngebawa lilin ke temen sebelahnya, terus anak itu harus ngucapin Dasadharma nomor dua. Begitu terus sampai nomor sepuluh. Jadi intinya mereka ngehidupin lilin mereka muterin api unggun itu. Baru si anak terakhir ngebawa lilinnya ke pembina upacara, baru si pembinanya ngehidupin api unggunnya.

Banyak rintangan waktu ngehidupin lilinnya satu-satu. Pas di lilin ketiga, apinya mati melulu. Pas dihidupin, mati lagi, sampai akhirnya setelah empat kali bolak balik ke temen sebelumnya lilinnya nyala dan baru bisa ngucapin Dasadharma ketiga. Kejadian kayak gitu juga terjadi di lilin-lilin lainnya.

 Menurut pembina sih, api itu adalah perumpamaan dari semangat kita. Menjaga agar semangat dan niat hidup kita tetap ada itu susah, sama dengan susahnya kita menjaga biar lilin itu tetap menyala. Kita harus mengabaikan rasa panas di tangan kita, dalam artian kita harus berusaha melewati segala rintangan yang ada dalam hidup kita.

Yang bikin envy itu... Lilin ketiga itu dibawa moodboster. Aku udah pasang radar aja waktu namanya dipanggil sama tentara yang ditunjuk jadi semacam pembina kita. Entah disuruh apa. Eh, ternyata disuruh megang gitu. Salah temen sebelumnya itu cewek, temenku, dan mungkin Era juga kenal banget. Putri, er, si Ciput er!! Huhuu, aku iri. Nyalain lilinnya unyu banget gitu, deket-deket biar lilinnya gak mati... Tangannyaaaaa, tangannyaaaa, pas nutupin lilin bareng huhuuuu.... /muter-muter gak jelas di kamar/
Oke lupakan.

Terus, setelah api unggunnya nyala dengan suara 'bum' yang keras dan panas-panas di kuping, kita semua tepuk tangan dan Pensi kecil-kecilan dimulai. Aku look forward ke acara ini, soalnya andalan masing-masing kelas pasti dikeluarkan! Hehe, if you know what I mean~ :p

Penampilannya nggak urut sesuai kelas. Macam-macam penampilan unyu ditampilkan. Sebagian besar nyanyi sih, sama dance sedikit-sedikit. Ada juga yang drama singkat, tapi karena keterbatasan sound penampilannya jadi sedikit gaje.  Anak itu sendiri gaje-gajean bareng kelasnya. Kukira bakalan nyanyi bener dengan suara uhukunyuuhuk-nya itu, eh ternyata malah gaje-gajean. Seneng deh punya ketua kelas kayak dia. Meski diluarnya cuek sebenarnya dia itu loyal banget ke anak sekelas. Kalau urusan kekompakan satu kelas dia mau banget diajak gaje-gajean. Bisa dibilang rasa korsanya tinggi. Tapi coba kalau diluar kelas, kamu nyapa paling juga cuma direspon sama ngangkat alis doang (
Terus giliran kelasku. Anak kelasku nggak punya rasa korsa blas sih, ya, jadi kita cuma nyanyi Gundul-Gundul Pacul sambil diselingi nari-nari bentar sama anak yang ikut ekskul tari di kelas. Konsepnya kita itu bait pertama dinyanyiin pelan-pelan, kayak sinden gitu lah, baru masuk ke tempo lagu aslinya. Pas bagian pelan itu yang megang microphone-nya itu aku men!! Yaampun, akhirnya ya aku cuek aja, nyanyi pake falsetto biar semacam sinden. Baru pas selesai perform aku heboh sendiri. Nanya anggota kelasku yang nggak ikutan tampil soal suaraku. Bagus nggak? Jelek banget ya? Yaampun, didengerin men, malu aku, hiii, aku nggak bisa nyanyi men, ya Allah, suarakuuu didengeeeeeerrr ;;A;; /kembali panik/

/menenangkan diri kembali/

Terus, habisnya itu ada penjelajahan malam. Kukira bakalan kayak di SMP dulu, ada pos-posnya, dimarah-marahin, disuruh ini itu... Ternyata enggak! Pas pos pertama aku sudah takut sendiri, apalagi aku yang jadi pempimpin barisannya. Cuma gara-gara aku pernah ikut paski =_=
Ternyata di setiap pos cuma dikasih pertanyaan satu buah, dan itupun nggak dijawab bener juga nggak apa-apa! Di perjalananpun juga nggak nakutin, soalnya kebanyakan jalannya di kompleks asrama. 'kan banyak rumah disitu, jadi ya nggak medeni. Sempat jalan di jalan setapak juga, sih, tapi nggak ada yang nakut-nakutin. Bikin kagetpun cuma sekali, pas ada kakak kelas (sepertinya dia purna paski) yang duduk di bagian gelap-gelap dan nggak sengaja kena sorot senter. Ternyata itu pos bayangan, cuma buat mastiin nggak ada anggota yang hilang ataupun nambah, hehehe. Dan akhirnya jelajah malam disuruh cepetan karena hujan turun.

Besok paginya dibangunin pagi-pagi setelah tidur cuma satu jam. Duingiiin men, aku gemeteran sendiri nahan dingin. Terus ya itu, disuruh sujud di tanah buat 'mensyukuri nikmat Allah' yang sebenernya nggak usah dilaksanakan pagi-pagi kayak gitu juga bisa! Disuruh sujud lama banget, terus disuruh telentang di tanah, terus disuruh sujud lagi! Mendingan cium tanah air kalau kayak gitu, lebih enak, nggak usah nahan kaki yang pegal gara-gara ketekuk lama.

Terus acara habis itu sarapan dan materi sedikit. Terus ada outbound! Sayang hari terakhir ini si moodboster nggak ada T.T Dianya ada lomba paski, dan sudah berangkat pulang pagi-pagi pas kita disuruh sujud itu. Aku kelihatan dia pas mau pulang itu. Cara jalan sama postur tingginya itu yang bikin kelihatan, padahal masih gelap. Mukanya aja nggak kelihatan :p Sayangnya paski SMADA nggak menang. Padahal kombinasi senior-junior itu sudah bagus banget lho. Senior kita PBBnya keren, patah-patahnya kelihatan jelas banget. Nggak menang kali ini nggak apa-apa, masih banyak kesempatan lain, ya nggak? :)

Outbound sehari itu seru. Sayangnya ya itu, hehe. Pingin deh lihat dia jatuh dari jembatan tali kayak adiknya :D Terus kecebur di kolam di bawahnya dan basaaah semuaaa~~ /jangan ambigu, plis/
Aku ngikutin semua kegiatan di airnya. Cuma ada dua sih, dan salah satunya ya jembatan tali itu. Aku nggak jatuh sih, untungnya, tapi jembatan yang kedua bikin basah banget soalnya kudu nyemplung satu badan! Salah disitu ada lele matinya -_-

Habis outbound itu acaranya upacara penutupan. Sekali lagi kita dijemur di lapangan utama. Mata sudah ngantuk banget, masih disuruh berdiri, dan bayangan akan segera pulang jadi bikin mata tambah susah melek. Untungnya habis itu upacara selesai dan kita semua packing untuk pulaaaaang.
Setelah ribut pembagian jatah truk, semuanya sampai dengan selamat di SMADA dan bubar ke rumah masing-masing~!


Yak. Selesai.

Dua hari di batalyon 509 berkesan! Jadi serasa mbalik ke paski, walaupun nggak terlalu parah. Dan aku masih heboh soal suaraku yang nyanyi waktu itu. Ada yang bilang suaraku horor, ada yang kaget kalau itu aku yang nyanyi! Lol, entah dia dengerin apa enggak.

Anyway, besoknya (hari ini) berdasarkan survey yang didapat dari aku keliling-keliling kelas X sama temenku, pemecah rekor kelas yang isinya nggak masuk terbanyak itu kelas X IPS 2! Dengan jumlah total yang nggak masuk 20 orang dari 29 orang yang ada :'D Cuma 9 orang yang ada di kelas, sepi bangeet :'D
Di kelasku sendiri ada 9 yang nggak masuk, dan di kelas-nya ada 18 orang yang nggak masuk. Dia masuk dooong, anggota paski nggak boleh tepar~~ /plak/

Sekian post hari ini. Sepertinya aku melupakan jatah cerpen minggu lalu...? Entah. Minggu ini sepertinya ada waktu luang...

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