Hello.

So I was looking through my old posts here, and I found that very very embarrassing, like, oh my God, who writes with too much dots and question mark?? And the way I write, lmao, I'm glad I can be better by now. Maybe if I read these post when I'm a little bit older, maybe I will find this funny too. Especially with this broken!grammar.

Why I write that with au! style, lmao.

So, when I was doing that, aside from realizing how creepy I am, I found something in particular, which made me cringe too much when I read that. What is that? Uh, I don't really want to write it here, but, well, since nobody read this, anyway /shrugs my shoulders.

My oldest post was from January 2009. It was one year after SHINee's debut, lmao, but I didn't know SHINee as well as today, hahaha. So back to the topic, my oldest post was from Jan 2009, at least what my archive said. So when I clicked that, and read several posts, I realized that there's always this someone who always appeared in my post. Who was that? I think y'all can guess.

And, what, I mentioned her in, like, every post I updated, and suddenly I felt like some creepy and cringe-able fan of her. It is cringe-able, if you ask me. Go check it yourself. No, don't.

Then I remember that she's the only one who had a blog like me, hahaha, so, we did an exchange post in turn to filled up our blog. Then two of my friends joined this blog thing, and then everyone is forgetting their blog and I'm the only one who keep loyal to this.

Anyway, I should study by now, but, oh, well.

I remember how I wrote such an emotional post back then, a day in my peaceful secondary high school life, when we both still a freshman and only have each other since everyone's still a stranger. I think I'm luckier, tho, because I still had someone I knew in my new class. And until now I still regret how can't we be in the same class. Now we're even on the different school, by the way.

What is this post's purpose actually...

I like my secondary high school life, it's more fun than high school, actually, haha. But to be honest I think I don't want to back in that freshman year, where I was still messed up by something and I didn't old enough to realize what it was and how to deal with that. The rest of my secondary high school life was like that too, actually, but during second and third year I could handle it better than my first year.
And today I can handle it perfectly well, thanks to my own self.

WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT.

LUKE HEMMINGS IS CUTE.

Yes.

He is.

The rest of them are cute too, actually, why I keep distracted by cute guys, why, just why.
And lately I've been listening to their songs a lot! Thanks to my English tutor who played Amnesia for a 'fill in the blank lyric' game. The song was good, so I searched up 5 Seconds of Summer, and, ta-dah! Now I follow all of them both on twitter and instagram. And snapchat.

My Asian-Fever has already left me a few months ago, I kept watching non-Asian people these days, hahaha.
And the best thing about stanning an English-languaged artist, band or Youtuber? It's that we don't have to wait for subtitles because we can understand what are they saying! Yaaas. I've been watcing UK's Youtuber lately, and I found their accent was quite hard to understand (especially for some people like Marcus and Alfie. I can understand Zoe, Jamie, Dan and Phil better than them). Connor's was the best because I can hear almost all the things he said. And Tyler's too!

And I can actually remember 5SOS's member in just one day. Compare that to the struggle I've made with memorizing EXO's member, or even Bangtan's member, and not to mentioned Red Velvet's member! I still can't know which one is Yeri, which one is Seulgi.
It's funny when you can remember right away that "Oh this one is Luke!! And this one is Ash!! And this is Mike!! And Cal!!"
Their voices are also quite easy to remember. I recognized Cal's voice right away, because he has that type of voice which is... kinda different with the others. And actually Mike's is also quite easy but, I don't know, I feel like he's the one who sings the first verse of The Only Reason, is that correct?

So-

I watched the newest episode of Shadowhunters today, and I watched it with no subtitles again! Just like what I did to episode 9. I didn't managed to hear all of the conversation clearly to my liking, but I can caught many words to understand the story. I'm happy with that improvement, lmao.

Let's call it a day now!
Gooood bye!
/say it in Phil's closing tone ;)

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