Yes, this post is a reply for your note, even-though you didn't expect me to reply it for you. And please bear with my bad English ._.
So, well, I was eating my dinner when I remember you said you post a new note on Facebook. Then I just turned on my laptop and connected to internet with my blessed modem (Really, God bless you, my iClick). Logged in to Facebook wasn't that difficult with my blessed modem. FYI, I could download an HD Shingeki no Kyojin only in 20 minutes > < Even my wi-fi on my old home weren't that sugoii > <

Bah, we're not talking about modem here.

So... First I will review-ing your note ^^
You said that you "never had any luck with my science mark". Hello, wake up nee-san. Your science-related-lesson score is always higher than mine. You said that isn't a luck? What if you compare your science-related-lesson score on every final semester with mine? The only one subject that I brave enough to compete with you is English ._.

Then you call yourself a "hikikomori, silent student, a socializing-disorder-student" and you blame Him for your 'bad luck'.
Well, I'm not going to argue about those nicknames, because sometimes I hardly know what my friend is saying. I'm also bad at socializing. I'm troubled with it too.
But "God doesn't want to let me go all like that" is true. That's why He gives you that position. He truly care about you so He wants you to change a bit of your bad attitude. He wants you to see this 'bad luck' as a way to improve your socializing trouble.

I know it's hard to do but, first, at least make yourself comfort with your class. Make your class is as nice as possible to your eyes. Accept it. You choose it, so why are you not happy with it? Yes, yes, because there's no language-class and you never had any luck with your science mark. But, hey, are you going to through all the years with this thought? If it's like that, you torture yourself, you know. I still care about you, I don't want you to end up with unhappy and horrible high-school years.

Yes, I do believe this is just the first stage of adapting ^^ You will get better, soon. My teacher said "Your achievement is just the same with your action." First of all you need to think positively ^^ Don't just blame your classmate. You yourself make it like that. So if you want to change your condition, change your attitude too ^^ And use this leader-thing as a start ^^

Well, it's not like I'm great enough to say all these -_-"
But I just want to give you some... some advice... (Are these really helping? -_- I don't think so)
S-since I... I...

Bah ._.

So just be self-confident and trust yourself.

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