Guess what, +
Dwell yourself on a hole of destructive and sceptical thought every night is not a good habit to have; either people will blame you for ‘over-exaggerating’ or ‘over-reacting’ or people will come to you and cry with you. It does not matter which one, it still a bad thing to keep. Men* if you do not have anything to do except staring at your plain ceiling in the dark and wondering how to lose your weight fastly, you do not have much choice.
Halla**, this is me being a weeb*** with my limited Norwegian vocabulary just because I am currently watching a Norway TV show.
Special post, because tomorrow is my birthday (I am typing this on Sunday) and my homework are somehow already done.
Anyway.
I can not help but think, when I was walking to bathroom earlier, that birthday is bringing us a step closer to a possible devastating future. We aged, and along with it, people will increase their expectation on us, and eventually we will just live to pleased other people. Those optimistic people will say that pleasing people actually can please our-self as well, but, hey, I do not want to be a doctor just for a job. If I am a doctor, it means that I love it, I like being one with those bloody organs and I think that every detail of human vein is beautiful and interesting. I am a doctor not because people tell me to do so. In short, I want to do something because I like it, not because I have to and forced to do it.
But the thing with future and such things in my country (and perhaps other country as well?) that they have some kind of standard. You are good if you are a doctor, or engineer. You are good if you enrolled in this school. You are good if you are smart at mathematic and science. And blah, blah, blah, I think this issue is familiar.
Back to birthday.
Birthday; birth and day, and according to my own definition is: a freaking particular day when everyone celebrate your birth at the same date when you are born. It is important, for some people, and they will throw a party and congratulate the person who is having their birthday.
When we are older, people expect us to be more mature. It is the time when a number is suddenly so important and settling all of our behaviour. If you are twenty five, most people will raised their eyebrows if you buy a large set of Barbie house. It is suddenly wrong if you play under the rain, all wet, when you are thirty years old. You act like a child, they will say. With this examples, I feel like aging up is n-
MY LAPTOP JUST TURNED WHITE ONE MINUTE AGO AND I CAN’T TURN IT OFF FOR GOD’S SAKE I HAD TO OPEN THE BATTERIES AND FORCED IT TO TURN OFF SHIT I SHOULD GET THIS SHITTY LAPTOP TO THE SERVICE CENTRE ISTG-
I feel like aging up is not fun. You will meet a lot of restrictions, a lot of do nots, a lot of weight put in your shoulder.
The reason why I write this in the first place, actually, is because everyone around me is not acting like themselves. Not that I know the true them, though, but being with them now is not that fun any more. There will be a saying in some point that ‘you are older now, Alice, so you have to this and this and realise that this is this’ and other shits.
Yes, I realise and understand that being older mean more responsibility. I know that. This is contradict to what I have said earlier but it is incorrect to say that I do not realise that. But I want to be me, I still want to play under the rain when I am thirty. I do not want to act like I like wearing tight blouse and stocking when what I want to wear is just T-shirt and a pair of shoes. Well, with a pants on, please.
I know that I have bigger responsibility, bigger problems to solved, bigger goal to achieve. But age is just a number. You can be a super star in sixteen years old while the sixteen years old me is mastering nothing.
And I do not want to change. Like people around me. I hate change. I do not know why. Perhaps it is just me being a coward. Perhaps it is just me being lazy. I do not know.
So. Congratulate me, I do not mind. But I just do not understand the meaning behind that greeting any more. Maybe if you ask the fifteen years old me, maybe I will just say ‘thank you’ to the people who wish me a happy birthday. Ah, and I am sorry. These days I do not really mean the birthday I said to people. It is just a requirement, it is what people usually do.
Or you can see it like this: the congratulation is just a warn, from everyone who wish you one. A warning about what? It is only you who can interpret that. Unless the person had said it clearly (like, “Happy birthday, I hope you get your grades higher this year.”) the meaning of the wish is limitless. Happy birthday, today is your unlucky day because you are an accident. Happy birthday, today is the day when you will get bullied because it is your birthday. Happy birthday, because I love you. Happy birthday, because you are closer to death now. And hundreds more meaning behind the word ‘happy birthday’.
Aside from the birthday topic, I have realised that I can not write straight. This writing is already out of tangent. The thesis statement is not clear; heck it is not even there at the first place. The connection between each paragraph is not good. Hell, I need to fix my formal writing.
Lastly, I am sorry if this writing is offending you at any level. And if you do not understand the point that I wanted to show here, do not ask me. If you do not understand, just get out from this blog and do not comeback, okay. You will not miss anything interesting. This is just a ramble, after all.
Ha det.**** See you later if I feel like updating this blog again.





*Men: But
**Halla: Hello
***Weeb: Google it. Urban dictionary knows.
****Ha det: Goodbye

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+ posted on 20170416 at 23:40
November Post +
November post again, because I can't think of any good title.

November is surely passing by too fast; I don't even realize it's 16th of November already. My younger sister's birthday is just three days more and your birthday is only a few hours more. I won't write a crappy short story again tho, it's kinda silly I think. Still, I can't give you a proper 'happy birthday' greeting. Tomorrow I will attend my class like usual and sat quietly on my desk with happy birthday song played on my mind. I'm sure everyone know your birthday date.

Well, my final semester exam is on December 1st. Tania comes on 14th, while my holiday is on 20th. She only have 10 days in Indonesia, idk why. I hope she's staying longer, tho. She will arrive on Bali, and spend her 10 days there. I will go to Bali too, but only for six days. Sucks my school, I have Final Semester Activity to do with my class. I hope I don't needed too much by my class so I can go to Bali earlier.

Anyway, I'm not sure how will I meet her next month. We've been on twitter together, and idk what's on her mind while watching my crappy English tweets. Sometimes I use foul words without thinking and, hell, I hope she doesn't tell her mom about that. I wonder if she recognize my account, tho. I've been changing my username from 2nd_Arisu10 to ppyongtae, and with that, my first twitter account is being an official fangirl account. I don't have any school friend followers, except for those who are kpop fans too. Idk if she knows ppyongtae is me, lol. She did RTs some of my tweets, tho.
I hope we aren't going too awkward next month.

Final semester exam is near, I NEED TO STUDY HARD because, hell, I don't feel like study lately. When my phone is gone, I online almost every night on my PC. Not studying, but updating some BTS news. Ha ha ha, and a few fanfictions. D-7 from exam I need to stop my fangirl activity!

Okay, that's all for this month. Maybe I will update one post on my sister's birthday.

Oh, and, Happy Birthday! I hope you can reach your dream and don't grow taller. I'm almost as tall as you, so don't you dare to grow taller than now. You still on the first rank, don't worry. Be careful on your school, too. I wish you all the best, then.

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+ posted on 20141116 at 20:40
Saturday Night +
Today is the best day ever!
Selama sebulan ini rasanya nggak ada hiburan yang berarti ya (maap kalau ada tapi aku lupa) dan hari ini benar-benar refreshing sebelum ujian khukhukhu.
Dari pagi, lho! Aduh, pagi-pagi tadi sudah fangirlingan(sendirian) di sekolah >w< Oke lengkapnya sebentar lagi. Aku cuma memuaskan perasaan saja untuk awal-awal(?)

Well, tadi pagi di sekolah ada lomba mading 3D. Kelasku dengan pedenya ikut, dan nggak menang. Aku sudah nyangka bakalan nggak menang soalnya kelas lain heboh sementara kita sepi sendiri. Waktu pengumuman pemenang kita ngehibur diri dengan ngangkat-ngangkat properti mading kita dan bilang "yeee menang yeeee, kita juara-juaraan yeee"
Ngenes deh.

Tapi aku nggak peduli sama hal itu, karena dia tadi ngisi acara~
Nyanyi lah, apalagi~ >w< Aku sudah ngira bakalan ngisi acara soalnya dia sudah stand by di depan bareng adiknya. Dan ternyata beneran nyanyi! Aku langsung fangirling mode-on *kira*
Aku nggak nge-video, takut kelihatan anak paski lain, dan ada senior.... Jadi aku cuma rekam suaranya hahahahahahahaha.
Lumayan jelas, meskipun ada suara-suara ramai dari anak-anak sekitar.... /seneng sendiri/

Dan tadi aku juga ketahuan lagi ngeliatin ._.
Dan dilihat balik
Dan aku nggak bisa mengalihkan pandangan
Dan dia nyapa mode nggak jelas gitu, cuma ngangkat alis
Dan aku jadi awkward sendiri
Dan endingnya aku malu! -_-

/fangirlingan sendiri/

/nyaaaaaaa/

/beberapa saat kemudian/

Lalu malamnya ke ultahnya Sensei :3
Mbak Khar tadi jadi Lady Ciel, unyu banget deh >w< Jadi nggak kelihatan manly-nya ha ha ha ha, jadi tsundere!
Kukira pestanya ini ngundang anak-anak satu kelas, ternyata cuma anak AOJ sama Fukatsu~ Aku sudah takut saja ketemu anak-anak kelas 3 eh ternyata malah ketemu mbak Rima ^^
Tadi ada mas Taufan juga, ada Haruu, ada mbak Alisha, ada mbak Rima, ada mbak kece yang jadi butler Edward itu, ada Galaxy juga, dan serombongan anak AOJ dan Fukatsu lainnya~
Meskipun nggak banyak yang kenal tapi malam ini seru! Dan meskipun di miss-call hampir 7x sama Otoosan huahaha, sengaja nggak kuangkat itu, bukan nggak denger :'D Maafkan saya, saya hanya ingin bersenang-senang~


Daaaan~
Besok ada budhe mau datang dari sgp. Aku dari dulu kalau menyambut kedatangan /halah/ mereka pasti berharap dibelikan HP... Tapi selalu nggak terjadi /iyalah/


Finally, aku sudah menguap banyak banget dari tadi dan tubuh ini lelaaaah~
Kokoro ini juga lelah menyimpan semua fangirlingan itu sendiri /alah/
Well, oyasumi, then. Semoga Ujian Semesternya lancar dan nggak remidi...

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+ posted on 20131130 at 23:40
New Note DRAFT Aduh Kah +
Beberapa jam sudah dia habiskan untuk memandang layar laptop usang itu dengan nanar. Menunggu. Dia menunggu untuk sesuatu hal yang tak pasti ia lakukan. Menunggu detik detik bergantinya hari. Menunggu agar kalender digital di desktopnya itu berubah tanggalnya. Menunggu tengah malam.

Sehari ini dia jalani dengan tidak semangat. Terlalu malu untuk ia akui sendiri bahwa yang membuatnya bertingkah seperti itu adalah satu diantara banyak anak yang mendapat dispensasi khusus itu. Pikirannya entah kemana saat pelajaran pertama. Ia mengutuk pelajaran kedua karena terasa terlalu lama. Pelajaran ketiga tidak ia perhatikan dengan cermat. Begitu bel pulang berbunyi, ia langsung kabur menuju parkiran untuk pulang secepatnya.

Ngebut. Terberkatilah siapapun yang bisa menghindar dari kecepatan motornya yang berlari diatas empat puluh kilometer perjam itu. Jaket merahnya melayang-layang terbawa angin. Tujuan utamanya sehari ini: pulang ke rumah. Entah mengapa rumah terasa sangat hangat dan menyenangkan baginya hari itu.

Dia mengalihkan pandangannya sebentar ke arah jam weker biru muda di atas mejanya. Masih dua jam lagi menuju tengah malam. Ia tinggalkan tempat duduk nyamannya sejenak untuk ke dapur, mengisi ulang gelas tingginya yang kosong sejak satu jam yang lalu.

Terkutuklah sebuah kata yang bernama 'menunggu' itu. Siapa yang suka menunggu? Pembuat penasaran, penghancur harapan, apalagi?
Menunggu adalah pekerjaan membosankan. Apalagi menunggu hal seperti ini.

Sebenarnya ada banyak rencana-rencana yang tersusun di dalam kepalanya. Seharusnya ada satu atau dua yang terwujud. Sesungguhnya ia memikirkan hal-hal yang muluk-muluk untuk menyambut bergantinya hari. Namun kenyataannya ia tetap bersembunyi seperti ini. Kenyatannya ia hanya melakukan satu hal kecil yang sangat tidak berarti. Sungguh hina.

Walaupun begitu, ia tulus melakukan hal kecil ini. Ia melakukannya karena hati, bukan karena sekedar formalitas. Ia mengerjakannya dengan ikhlas.

Sudah setengah jam lagi menuju detik-detik bergantinya hari. Dia memeriksa ulang segala-galanya dari awal. Apakah nyambung? Apakah akan dibaca? Dia memilih pilihan yang satu ini karena paling mudah dilakukan dan sepertinya tidak akan membongkar seluruh rahasianya.

Lima menit lagi. Ia mulai gelisah di tempat duduknya. Detik jam di depannya terasa melambat. Berhamburan sudah kuap yang ditahannya sejak tadi. Sabar, sebentar lagi, sedikit lagi.

Satu menit. Berkali-kali sudut matanya sengaja menangkap kotak kecil di pojok kiri bawah desktop. Enam puluh detik terasa sangat lama. Ia sudah menunggu lebih dari tiga jam, namun rasanya enam puluh detik ini lebih lama dari itu. Tanpa sadar ia menghitung mundur di dalam hatinya sejak menit-menit terakhir.

Mendadak ia ingat semua alasan kenapa ia rela menunggu berjam-jam di depan laptop usangnya ini. Ia ingat semua alasan kenapa ia langsung pulang begitu saja tadi siang. Ia ingat semua alasan kenapa ia memandangi kertas berisi nama-nama anak yang mendapat dispensasi itu tadi pagi. Ia ingat semua alasannya, jelas terpampang di dalam ingatannya.

Ia tersenyum. Aku terlalu pengecut, pikirnya. Aku terlalu mendramatisir. Lalu ia ketikkan kata-kata yang ia tunggu untuk dituliskan sejak berjam-jam yang lalu:








"Selamat Ulang Tahun."

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+ posted on 20131115 at 21:43
~恋空―切ナイ恋物語~ +
Koizora: Setsunai Koi Monogatari!
Hohohoho, saya nonton Koizora teman-teman :D Dan karena itulah titlenya itu untuk post hari ini ^^
Anyway, banyak kejadian yang sudah terlewati akhir-akhir ini! ^^ Well, let's start from the oldest first~

Then, firstly...
Selamat Lebaran! :D Selamat Idul Fitri, mohon maaf lahir dan batin~ :D Meskipun telat, semoga amal dan ibadah kita selama puasa diterima oleh Allah SWT dan dosa kita terhapuskan semua~~
Selama libur lebaran aku nggak ngapa-ngapain, sumpah. Krisis internet man! Internet hanya bisa 30MB perhari, itupun pakai pulsanya Kaa-san (Arigato~). Internet hanya bisa Whatssap dan Facebook melalui Opera Mini :'
Oh iya, selama liburan lebaran aku pindah ke rumahnya budhe~ Mungkin aku sudah mention soal itu di post sebelumnya, tapi ya whatever lah. Dan kepindahanku ini permanen hingga lulus SMA ^^

Dan aku melakukan hal-hal berguna hanya dua hari sebelum masuk sekolah! Eh, nggak sih. Tiga hari sebelum masuk sekolah!
Kita (Aku, Haruu, Sachi, mbak Khar dan Nimas) ada Photo Session lagi~ Kali ini di lapangan dekatnya SMASA. Dan kurasa phot-ses kali ini adalah yang kedua berhasil setelah phot-ses Almost Len itu :D
Kali ini konsepnya Hime-nee-sama, Maid-sama dan Bodyguard-sama :D Yang cosu tentu saja Haruu, Nim dan mbak Khar. Sachi jadi kameko dan saya jadi... uhm, asisten pembantu kameko (berhubung aku sebenernya nggak ngapa-ngapain selain ngeramekan). Haduh nggak peduli deh, yang penting sukses~~ Duuh hasilnya kawaii banget aku sampai seneng lihat editanku sendiri >w< (pede)
Kita menang dari segi kameko dan kameko dan (mungkin) konsep. Kita hanya nggak menang di kostum. Tetapi kekurangan kita di segi kostum itulah yang membuat kita bisa semakin kreatif! (ecieh)

Well, setelah photo session berlangsung dengan baik, tanggal 17 adalah ultahnya Indonesiaa~ Otanjoubi omedetto, Indonesia-san~ Tahun ini 68, dan tahun depan saya (dan bersama sejumlah fujo atau orang-orang perv lainnya) akan tertawa di depan TV melihat angka 69 terpajang dengan khidmatnya.... Huahaha ._.
Setelah upacara di sekolah, aku sama beberapa temen baruku (ecieh) main ke kos-kosannya temenku. Maunya sih kita lihat the Conjuring, tapi karena subtitle-nya nggak jelas, akhirnya kita nonton Koizora yang THAILAND DUB. Gyahahaha, gila nggak sih -_-'' Aku sudah susah payah dengerin audionya yang nggak terlalu keras itu, dan KENAPA 'HALO' KOK 'HELLO' BUKAN 'MOSHI-MOSHI'? dan KENAPA 'SELAMAT PAGI' KOK BUKAN 'OHAYOU'? Sumpah, aku awalnya bingung =_= Setelah dikasih tau temenku kalau Thai Dub, yah, itu menjelaskan semuanya =_= (ps: aku langsung nggak niat mau nonton)

Lalu setelah Koizora yang... Ergh, aku cuma tertarik sama Hiro karena dia rambutnya putih ._.
Lalu setelah Koizora yang fail, aku ikutan upacara penurunan bendera di alun-alun~ Capek nyan, tapi baru pertama kali ikutan upacara penurunan sih.

Then, event menarik setelah itu tidak ada! Selain kucingku melahirkan lagi 3 ekor -_- Pus, pus, mau nambahin kerjaan orang ya -_-

Lalu....

Apalagi yang mau ditulis ._.

Tidak ada ._.

Oh iya, aku kemarin baru download Free! episode 6. Ukyaaa banget deh. Kali ini giliran si Haru yang perhatian banget sama Makoto *O* Dan si Makoto tetap aja kalem-kalem gitu *O* Dan scene mengecewakan itu! =w= Malem-malem teriak-bisik-bisik, untung aja aku ada di rumahnya budheku, jadi nggak kira ada yang dengar ._. 
Duuh, mereka trisam aja deh bareng Rin :v

Lalu.

Sudah.

AH.

Hahaha, nggak ada lagiii~
Sepertinya post ini sudah cukup banyak ^^

Oh iya, aku kena seleksi Debate Contest, tapi karena aku nggak bisa debat ya akhirnya gugur hahahahahahahaha. Tapi mulai sekarang kalau ada lomba English lagi aku (kayaknya) bakalan diinget sama gurunya ^^ (amin)

Anyway, ini aku buka Facebook error mulu. Kenapa coba -_- Mozilla-nya jadi not responding terus =_=

Then.

Jaa.

Selesai.

The end.

Fin.

*W*

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+ posted on 20130820 at 20:34
Yuhu :)) Monokuma desu :p +
MOS selesai! Finally =_= Otsukaresamaaaa~
MOSnya nggak serem-serem amat sih ^^ Cuma ya menghabiskan banyak waktu saja... Menghabiskan tenaga, menghabiskan waktu tidurku, menghabiskan waktu sampai nggak bisa buat lihat Shingekyo 14, menghabiskan waktu sampai nggak bisa lihat Free di PC! Arigato senpaitachi, sudah membuat banyak waktu berguna menjadi terisi dengan kegiatan tidak berguna :'v Saya merasa tersanjung...

Anyway, mari kita lupakan MOS yang mengesalkan itu haha. Besok ada Spiritual Training katanya :v Males mau ikut, disuruh nginep-nginep sih! Salah disuruh bawa tikar sendiri u,u Males dah. Bolos dah. Kan sudah ikut MOS, kan nggak ada tatib, kan? Ya sudah :3

Oh iya!! Sekarang ultahnya Taemin! XD
Happy Birthday, uri maknae Taemin! Meskipun udah gede, kamu tetep aja lebih muda dari Onew /plakk. Sayang aku jarang on twitter yang lama :' Aku bahkan lupa kalau hari ini ultahmu kalau Affiliasi Shawol Indo nggak ngetweet kemaren :' Maafkan saya...

Lalu, sekarang sedang menonton Free! XD Nanase Haruka-san sasuga~ Jadi mempengaruhi untuk belajar renang lagi haha :)) Memangnya Freestyle yang dipakai Haru bisa sebagus itu di Real Life? Entah ya~ Ini kan cuma anime~ Lagipula ada Mamoru Miyano di sini ^^
Dan sekarang juga sedang mengiuti Danganronpa dan Brother Conflict! Danganronpa karena plotnya, Brother Conflict karena Tsubaki dan Azusa! Hohoho~ Mereka semacam Hikaru Kaoru sepertinya XD Dan lagi seiyuu-nya Tsubaki itu Suzumura Kenichi > < Hii~ Saya melihat anda dimana-mana Kenichi-san~
Dan aku lagi cari seiyuu-nya Danganronpa. Mungkin saja ada nama yang kukenal disana~

Dan Free! Free ukyah~ Lihat itu siang-siang bikin haus saking banyaknya air di anime itu > < Disamping haus juga entah boleh dilihat di siang-siang puasaan gini.
Kenapa summer harus pas puasaan coba ;A;

~ ~ ~

Oh iya, sejak beberapa hari puasa, aku bahkan belum bilang apa-apa di sini....
Happy Fasting, all! :D Semoga tahun ini bisa full!! (Meskipun nggak yakin -,-)

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+ posted on 20130718 at 20:47
Born Day and Other Stuff +
So, today is May 27th! Today is Era's 15th birthday! Happy Birthday, Era! Wish you all the best~ ^^
Well, this noon we (Nimas, Haru, Tita, Dita, Friday and me) flushed her with eggs and papers and styrofoam. Ha ha, we asked her to come to a place (we called it 'opium' since it has flowers that look-like Opium) with eyes closed and hand banded. It's quite difficult, but we managed it.
Our present was an Album Book. The pink one. We filled the 3 first pages with our photos and left the rest empty. It's for her, anyway. We didn't want to fill it with our selcas.

Then,
I want to write about my obsession lately.

...

I'm currently watching yaoi/BL/shounen-ai real life movies or short movies, and I'm finding something cute in it. I remember, when a straight movie titled A Crazy Little Thing Called Love were trending on my school, all girl students (and/or boys students who watched it) were crying because of it. Me? Don't ask me. I watched it too, with my friends, but I felt like "it's just a movie, right?" and I didn't cry like other students.
I mean, was it that sad?

Then, just now I watched Takumi-kun 4 - Pure. For you who doesn't know this series and you're not a fujoshi or not interested in boy x boy, don't watch this, hahaha.
Well, I watched this series. The fourth story is about Takumi and Gii's friend love story. I'm really looking forward for the first couple (or so, because they appeared first) because of Baba Ryoma! Gah, he's so cute and kawaii and kakkoi and sugoii on the same time!
Oh, shuddup.
The real reason is because they are more interesting than the second couple. Their story is... Argh I can't explain it with words -_- In short, Kanemitsu Shingyouji was in love with his senior, Arata Misu from the first time they met. But their love story was complicated(??), because Misu always treated Shingyouji like a pet (Sorry, Shingyouji-kun *bow*) and became more complicated because Shingyouji thought that Misu liked his senior, Sagara Takahiro.
Well, this is a normal love triangle story, but something make this feel different. I'm almost crying! You know, crying! When Shingyouji makes that sad-face or dissapointed-face because of Misu, I always like "No way, Misu you're an asshole!" or "What?? Misu, oh, please??" or "Nandemo naiii???? Doushiteee???"

So I'm asking you,
What makes it different?

I'm always loving an angst yaoi/BL/shounen-ai story. But I don't like those kind of movie, like A Crazy Little Thing Called Love, or Perahu Kertas, or another love story movie... My 'girly' friends always reccomended those kind of movie and book... -_-
Sorry but I'm not interested.

Oh, but The Classic is an exception. That movie is... good, just because I like the way they filmed it. It's from Korea~ And that's one of the reason too.

What is exactly the different?
My normal friends may be said "Because it's boy and boy while the mainstream one is boy and girl."
Oh yeah, that's true. Or is it just me, being abnormal and liking boy and boy love story? No, it's not abnormal because there are many fujo-fudanshi(es) out there, our senior, our senpai, our sensei!

Because I'm bored with the mainstream one!

And because the one who plays 'uke' always cute... >////<
(Not always, but most of)

Like Taiki Naito! <3 p="">
And because of the one who plays 'seme' always cool... >////<
(Not always, but most of)

Like Baba Ryota! <3 p="">
Oh, shuddup.

So, the conclusion is....?

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+ posted on 20130527 at 23:56
Today: May 25th 2013 +
Yes, SHINee~
I don't realize it have been 5 years since your debut stage. Congratulations! With all problem you're facing, those haters, those accident, those rumors, those... Ah, too many scenes! But you can through that with smiles, because you know we, all SHAWOLs in the world, will support you whatever you do~ ^^
Me too! I will support you OT5 whatever you do! Even comeback without Jjong like yesterday, I will still support you ^^
Because you made my heart tremble, because you made my mind blow, because you made my smile while watching your performance, because you made my fangirling-mode on when seeing your posters, CFs, or even just hearing one of your song, because you made me cry when I see you last episode on Hello Baby, because you made me sleepy on class while I stream your live performance in internet, because you made me jump in excitement when I know your comeback date, because you made my day...

And because I love youuuu with all my hearttt~~ *doki doki* *kira kira*

Happy 5th Anniversary! Hope you can long last together forever as one, as SHINee, and you will shine brighter than today!
Domo arigatou gozaimasu for all emotions you make me feel to make me better than yesterday!

^^

#5YearsWithSHINee
#5YearsWith샤이니
#샤이니와함께5년

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+ posted on 20130525 at 17:31
*Yawn* +
Yo, aku sempat-sempatin update Blog ditengah-tengah kekacauan soal UN ini = = Yah, good luck for us, the Junior High School students who will get their final exam next week.
Yo, next week.

Lupakan soal UN. Pokok belajar maksimal. Gue lagi diantara takut dan nggak takut ini.
Anyway, hari ini.... ultah gue. Bukan mau sombong atau apa, post ini cuma buat say thankyou buat mereka yang udah urunan beliin cake dan hadiahnya! XD Makasih bangeeet~ Aku nggak pernah bondo kalau ngasih hadiah buat kalian-kalian, tapi kalian ngasihnya... Haduh... Jadi terharu :'

Cakenya hasil urunan dari banyak anak... Dan hadiahnya juga..... XD Tapi aku masih berharap Album Hebirote rek. Nggak ada yang mau ngasih aku? Atau albumnya Dream Girl wes. Atau No.1. Atau In The Wind. Atau.... atau.... /nggak habis-habis listnya/
Habis, di Jember kayaknya belom ada! Katanya mau kerjasama bareng Gramedia! Masa Jember nggak ikut kena list? Aku mau beliiii.... Dan aku nggak mau beli online.... T-T

Daaaan....~~
Nggak ada lagi yang mau kuomongin sih... Aku kan cuma mampir u,u
Sudahlah,

Pray For ME!!


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+ posted on 20130417 at 21:36
お誕生日おめでとうございます~~ +
Perhatian, title diatas itu aku copas dari Google Translate... Itu 'Otanjoubi Omedetto'... Tapi kok panjang banget ya? - -''

Anyway, Happy 15th Birthday for Bening! Semoga tambah pinter dan semakin suka sama Koshi *eh
Tadi traktiran di Pizza Hut, ehehe, lumayan. Udah lama nggak ke sana juga. Tapi ujung-ujungnya orang di rumah minta beliin juga - -''
Tadi yang traktiran anak cupang :3 Aku, Era, Farroh, Intan, dan Kardhina. Sebenernya kurang si Friday, tapi dianya nggak bisa ikut, soalnya udah dijemput.
*bagi yang tau arti lain cupang, nggak usah pikiran aneh-aneh!*

Dan aku iseng mau upload piku-piku yang tadi :)






























Sekian post dari saya :p

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+ posted on 20130222 at 19:35
WTC; World Trade Centre or... What The Crap...? :o +
Once again, what happen with the title? Omona, I've been so weird lately.

Well, the exam was over! Congratulations! *spread confetti*
I can use my laptop again, I can read novels again~ But I need to focus on my final practice test. I mean, the Art Exhibition. No, I mean, that one called 'Pentas Seni'... Okay I'm a little bit dizzy now. Because I will get lost to Singapore on my holiday, all my responsibilities on that final project must be done on this two weeks. Whoa.

Omona, my tenses.

Now I'm typing the Drama Script, and I must realize when I won't join the Dance team. Maybe they will kick me off and... well, I dunno. I will be the keyboardist for the band too... Maybe they will kick me off to...? Hah. Up to you, girls. I won't buy you chocolates!

Anyway, today is December 10th, and yesterday was December 9th, so that's mean yesterday is my Ultimate Bias, Choi Minho's Birthday.
Ya ya ya, I've posted about it yesterday and I won't bring that out on this post. I just.... Just...
*cried*
Okay, whatever. Ignore me, really.

ANYWAY, I'm following a fanfiction which updates everyday. I love you, author-nim. She (obviously, the author is a SHE) writes about NAP, and it's still going... The latest chapter was Chapter 34...
Whahahaha. I like the way she wrote, so I keep followed that story.
And because it's a NAP story.
Because NAP is cute....
They are cute....
Yay!
> <

Surely, I'm going to bed now - -

By the way, I was going to a local bookstore this noon. With my friends. We wanted to buy some paper and so on... 'Ingredients' we need to decorate the 'Pentas Seni'. While they busy choosing, I secretly went to the books side. There's a LOT of Fanfictions which published as book. Mostly Kyuhyun and other Super Junior cast. There's SHINee one, and BEAST too, but Kyuhyun is the most popular... His face appeared in many covers.
Then a line sprang in my head, 'No way... This silly fanfictions is poisoning us..."

And then a conversation between me and my dad apparently came inside my brain.

"You know, this bookstore is full with Fanfictions...."
"Why? Don't you like it?"
"Hell no."
"You said that you like to read fanfictions?"
"Well, not this straight one..."
"What kind of fanfiction do you like?"
"The... boyxboy one..."
"What is that?"
"It's... a fanfiction about a guy and a guy's relationship..."

HELL NO. THIS CONVERSATION WON'T HAPPEN. I WON'T TELL MY PARENTS IF IMMA FUJOSHI....

Hahaha! Who want to published a yaoi fanfictions? There will many complaints! - -
And I won't buy it, though. My parents will know and ask 'what the hell is this'...

HAHAHAH!

Yaoi fanfictions only exist on cyworld.... :)

Anyway, I'm enjoyin my days... :o

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+ posted on 20121210 at 17:23
Sunday Noon +
Happy Birthday to my Ultimate bias, Choi Minho!
*spread confetti*
Unfortunately, I didn't join the hashtag project on Twitter, because I'm afraid of my sister's tweet. She's attending SHINee World Concert II on Singapore. I tried to avoid her tweets, her posts, or everything related to her account on internet. But, I found her instagram picture that showed her preparation to attend SWC.
Lucky her.

Anyway, this is Minho's...  22nd Birthday in Korea, or 21st in other countries. Well, he's all grown up (I don't have to say that because he's ALREADY grown up from the start)... Love you, love youuuu...
*bah*
You always support me eventhough you don't know me! You don't know that I'm exist! *cried*. God, please, make me meet him just onncccceeee....

Sooo, hapy birthday~ Wish you all the best! Hope someday you can get lost and suddenly find my house... *evil laugh*. Keep steady with Taemin, don't go steady with Sulli, or Krystal, or Yuri. Just... with Taemin. Or with me.

Ha ha ha.

And I avoid tumblr too. I just come in to post this....

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+ posted on 20121209 at 13:40
Mimpi Kita +
That's the title for my theatre script! Yeay! I was practicing that script this morning, and we (me and my friends) just ended up with the coreography for the dance scene.

Oh yeah, we have the dance scene, of course. My theatre-drama is a little bit musical-thing, so we added the dance scene to the script.

Omona, my tenses.

So, if I'm not wrong, today is Uri Leader Jinyoung's Birthday! Saengil cukhae, oppa! You're the best leader and composer I've met~ (Beside Onew with the leadership, of course). I'm Tumblr-ing right now, searching for Jinyoung's selca, or Birthday picture, or whatever related to his day, but all I get is a congratulate gifs, congratulate pictures...

Okay, whatever.

 I'm afraid I will alone again tonight, because my mother will go to wedding party with my father. And I'm alone~~~ Yeeyy! Wi-Fi on my own~ I can continue downloading B1A4's Hello Baby~~



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+ posted on 20121118 at 17:39
Bad-Good Day +
Wanna the bad first, or the good first? I'm doing my Science Journal task right now. Why always Science Journal? Dunno lah, it's always bother me everyday everyday everyday ya~ #sing
Whateva. I'm going with the bad one first then, since none answer me.

And I'm going to back into my main language~

Bad day, huh? Sebenarnya nggak bad-bad amat kok. Hanya saja BM-nya waktu les aja. Kenapa? Karena kelas yang harusnya sepi, damai, dan gurunya lancar nerangin pelajaran, eh, malah ramai banget di kelas. Sumfeh, whatthe fff pokok tadi. Yang dibelakangku nggak tahu ngobrolin apa, pokokknya ramai oleh suara-suara nggak jelas... Aku dan Haru kepojok di depan, untung aja di depan, sambil mengeluh all the time soal anak-anak belakang.

Ditambah lagi aku pusing+ngantuk. Fisika dan BIng pelajarannya, cocok banget. Aku jadi lumayan nggak perhatiin. Untung aja di depan, jadi masih bisa nyambung dikit lah. Ditambahh rame yang ada di belakang itu... Hhh, whateva.

Aku nggak tahu ini masuk bad atau enggak... Hanya aja tadi ada rumor kalau satu temenku yang... yah, lumayan nggak di sukai sama hampir seluruh kelas 9, mati. Keren deh, kupikir waktu Nim ngomong pagi-pagi tadi itu berita matinya dia sampai masuk TTI. Wow, sugoii banget. Ternyata enggak - -'' Cuma kok bisa ada beritanya dia mati itu lho, aku nggak tahu. Kok bisa gitu ya... Aku sih masih idup-idup aja.. :p #nggaknyambung

Bad lagi ya...? Apalagi ya...?

Nggak deh, move on to the good ones!

Good yang pertama... Hemm, aku agak aneh mau nulisnya... Tapi tadi selama les aku nggak ada awkward moment with kakak~ Yey! Selama ini, selama aku ngobrol, selama aku nunggu kapan ada moment nggak awkward, ternyata datang hari ini #nggaknyambung #abal #alay #abaikan

Nggak tahu ada faktor apa yang bisa membuat saya nggak awkward. Apakah karena faktor kami sama-sama ngantuk? (abaikan) Atau karena aku sudah selesai nonton P4? Ini malah nggak nyambung lagi - -''
Pokoknya nggak ada 'ruang hampa' dan aku senang...~ Andai setiap hari seperti tadi... Oke banget...

Good kedua...? Memangnya ada? Kalau menyelesaikan opening PenSi adalah sebuah berita baik, silahkan dihitung :p Soalnya tadi kira-kira ada anak lima yang ruwet soal opening pensi, termasuk aku. Yah, Bu Rodiyah yang baik hati dan nggak sombong, dan rajin menabung itu bahkan ngerela'in jamnya di-waste-kan buat ngebahas opening itu. Tadi Yonki ngomong tanpa jeda, oke banget pokoknya, herannya dia nggak langsung minum gitu. Apa nggak haus ya...?

Sudah selesai berita-beritanya, sekarang ayo kita out of topic.

Sabtu... Sabtu... Sabtu ultahnya Nim! Otanjubi Omedetto, Nim-nee-san! Heh, nggak, aku lebih tua beberapa bulan dari dia. Pokoknya HBD deh, oke? :D

Mundur ke Jum'at, kita, Aku, Haru, Nim dan Era, rencananya mau beli hairspray. Buat? Cosplay! Aku mau jadi Luka! Nggak! *ceplas diri sendiri* Luka itu serba pink, emoh aku.
Buat apa? Nggak tahu. Purpose awalnya sih emang buat cosplay, tapi entah kenapa end up dengan buat mainan, buat foto-foto, buat gaya-gayaan! :D
Dasar anak sekarang.

Mundur ke Kamis... Nggak ada schedule. Ke Rabu? Nggak ada schedule. Ke Selasa? Besok? Nggak ada....

Oke, the time is over, goodbye, goodnight, oyasuminasai~

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#NP: Proof of Life - Valshe

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+ posted on 20120903 at 22:07
~EDISI LEBARAN~ +
Nggak tahu udah yang keberapa kalinya aku nulis post edisi lebaran di Blog ini... Saya debut tahun 200...8? Nggak tahu deh, pokoknya jauh sebelum temen-temen yang ada di daftar link punya blog, saya udah punya... Sebelum facebook, twitter dan tumblr ada... Kalau wordpress sih, nggak tahu saya :p

Pokok! Minal aidzin wal faidzin, minna! Ma'afkan segala omongan saya yang nggak genah, mulai dari ngomentarin orang-orang nggak jelas *baca: newbie* sampai ngomentarin hal-hal nggak jelas *baca: yaoi, yaoi, dan yaoi* hohoho... Mohon maaf lahir batin~

BTW, SMTown Seoul, JjongTae moment ada lagi... -___- Baru selesai puasa, udah disuguhin lagi?? Ampun deh.

Dan, saya, sebagai author resmi dari blog ini, the one and only, saya mau curcol lagi... -_-

Ada yang tau audisi gen kedua JKT48 kan...? Jelas tau lah, aku sudah ribut itu dari beberapa hari kebelakang. Itu... tahap pertama 'kan ngirimin pendaftarannya lewat e-mail gitu... Baru kalau sudah lolos tahap pertama bakalan ditelpon dan ngikutin tahap-tahap selanjutnya di Jakarta. Aku pingin ikut.... Pingiiiiin.... Kenapa? Lihat alasanku di post sebelumnya deh. Tapi ya itu. Aku boleh sih, ikut. HANYA tahap pertama aja. Yah, katanya buat nambah pengalaman gitu. Tapi kalau ternyata lolos dan harus ikut yang di Jakarta, sama aja, nggak bisa ikut... Karena jauh! Jauhnya itu, minna! -___-'' Biaya ke sana: Mahal. Biaya hidup disana: Mahal. Sekolah disana: Mahal. Tinggal disana: Mahal. Semua pada serba mahal! -___- Mungkin kalau di Malang gitu masih dibolehin... Lagian aku sudah kelas 9... Sepertinya kudu lebih fokus ke sekolah... Tapi kalau gini caranya saya akan galau seumur hidup... *alay ah*

Apa harus minta ke manajemennya, eh, adain di Malang dong, jadi MLG48! Atau ke Jember sekalian :p Jadi JBR48...? :D Wih, cute sangat.

Apakah mendingan aku ngelanjutin nonton Persona aja deh ya...? Lihatin Yuu? Sayang dia nggak pake kacamata terus...

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+ posted on 20120818 at 22:14
Happy Birthday~~ +
Happy birthday to Onew-oppa!
Even it's too late, yeah, too late...

Sebenarnya nggak telat-telat amat ya? Masih hari ini 'kan? Jadi ya sama aja deh. Sudah update Facebook tadi pagi. Twitter juga. Blog nggak soalnya pagi-pagi ntar keterusan nulis yang nggak penting, aku jadi telat sekolah.
Jadi ya sekarang aja...

-Lupa update di Tumblr!
*buka satu tab baru

So, saengil cukkha hamnida for Onew...
Semoga pipinya tambah putih aja, tambah lucu... Waha...


Oyyy, yang ngaku jadi MVP, mana traktirannya?? Ditunggu neeeh... Lapar, pingin makan ayam...
Traktir KFC...

Chicken day yeah?

Chicken chicken chicken Chicken chicken chicken Chicken chicken chicken Chicken chicken chicken Chicken chicken chicken babe~!
*sorry sorry melody

Chicken chicken! Chicken chicken!
*Hello melody

and manyyy version.... just ask me, 'kay? ^^

CHICKEN DAY~~!!!
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+ posted on 20111214 at 22:19
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Saengil cukha hamnida to Hikaru!!!!
14 year-old...
Waaaa.... Same with Haru.... ^^
XDDDDDDDDDDD

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+ posted on 20110416 at 11:12