After a long-time-waiting for the buffers, finally I can write something here. Oh, and tonight is an English Night! As usual, please ignore my bad very bad grammar, 'kay?

This night, I use English because I accidentaly open my sister's Facebook account and I was like 'whoa....' and 'wow....' and sometimes 'WHAT...' or 'noooo...'
Ahahah, too many expressions.

Anyway, this sister who I talk about is my older sister, eer, what is it called, older niece...? Okay, whatever it called. She's so... perfect! She's smart, she's tall enough for her age, and she's beautiful (EVERYONE is beautiful, and those who is being totally jerk outside there too)(oh, I mean, everyGIRL, not everyone. Boy can't be beautiful, can he? Yeah, I know there's some...) and she's smart, and she's diligent, and she's smart, oh no, I envied her brain too much, she's great at Piano, she's a friendly girl and EVERYTHING which couldn't you find on me.

Oh, and she's smart on English too. Without any single of gramatically error.

 Youareeverythiiiiing....

No wonder she got everything she want. Yah, what I wanted actually.

But the first thing I envied her is, her way to separating the important one with the useless one. I mean, she's keep increasing her score on school, while she knew all the updates of Korean Boy and Girl band at the same time.
I updated it too, of course, but with an extremely decreasing score on school (my final report on second year in Junior High School is... too bad, I think. I got eight on Math, but eight is the lowest score!)
And when I tried to leave it for some time, and my score start to increasing (veryy slowww), I couldn't get a great conversation with my friends. When they said, 'Ah, Boyfriend's comeback? I know it!', all I can say is 'Comeback? Really?'
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I watched Dazzling Girl right on time the PV's released, but I downloaded it a month later. I know G-D were comeback with Crayon, but I didn't know the song and the MV too. I know Gangnam Style, but I never watched its MV (until now). I...

So, stop with my nonsensething. Back to her.

I'm planning to study there (on her country) when I graduated from Junior and started my Senior time. High schools, I mean. But study there mean that you HAVE to study hard. You have to life under those unfamiliar rules (because I never study at night). You have to be smart. You have to discipline! Nah.

I know, I know. That's not my type for life(?), but we can go international if we schooling there. Sooo many scolarships, and I want Japan or Korea for my University.

And the problems are:
1. HOW can I study there? I mean, the process, no, how to affect my lovely auntie for accept me, and
2. HOW can I graduate from Junior High School with a great score?

Nah, the second one is bothering me ALL day. I motivated myself, always, and I found my heart tensed up and I was like 'yeah, I will do it!'. But it's all ended up with I did nothing. And I will like 'Whatthehell are you doing, Alice???' and kept cursing on myself.

I got a bunch of activities to do (my theatre script was undone, I still had a Physic homework, Javanese homework and Science Journal) and there will a final examination and something like an Art show for my practice score (which still confusing many students because of something controvercial about it). And this month, third grade started to got a lot of lessons afterschool. And a lot of Try Out.

Oh, my lovely days.

Then, how,how,how,how,how??? Pretty please, I need someone to teach me Math. I got 65 for the First National Examination Try Out, and I don't know how it will be on the 2nd one.

Congratulation for me.

Even my English score was decreasing!!!!

BAKA!

So, keep calm and pray for me.

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