Every human in the world are not perfect.
Every human in the world might do the same mistake twice.

That's why,

I realize that I am not strong enough.

I am not fast enough.

I am not clever enough.

I am not that smart for this war.

I am afraid.

I am scared.

My soul is full of fear.

I am not shining enough to get all those attention.

I feel so small in this spacious room.

This room is too large,

At least too large for me to approach you.

It is like I'm on this side
and you're on that side.

It is true that you and me are on the different spot.

It is like we are separated by a huge and thick wall.

Even me touching your outer wall is almost impossible.

We are on the different scene.

You will be the main player,
and I will be unknown.

Maybe I will be one of those NPC.

I may be everywhere,

Near the class,

Near the field,

Or maybe you will find me running beside you.

But you will not notice me as a single human,
who has a name and personality.

Once again,

This room is too large.

At least too large for me to approach you.
















Don't get it wrong, guys.
This may be contain a little bit of my real feeling,
but this is a main concept for my up coming Shounen-Ai short story....

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